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21115172024-06-03T21:51:23.478000128+00:002024-06-03T21:51:24.896065536+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHey you, it
31113832024-06-03T21:52:01.552040064+00:002024-06-03T21:52:07.042905344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages you. Uhh.. I mean. Hello.
41113022024-06-03T21:52:37.571170304+00:002024-06-03T21:52:38.309226496+00:002024-06-03T21:52:38.309226496+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageiI
51114752024-06-03T21:52:39.642921216+00:002024-06-03T21:52:40.098471424+00:002024-06-03T21:52:40.098471424+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHi lol
61114622024-06-03T21:52:58.641896064+00:002024-06-03T21:53:07.053771776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYay for longer voice notes lol
71113692024-06-03T21:53:18.855024384+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat was the primary reason lol
81114912024-06-03T21:53:41.220961536+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages hard to be long-winded with a 60 second limit
91112382024-06-03T21:55:00.347946624+00:002024-06-03T21:55:05.365326592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell never understand why instagram did that
101114612024-06-03T21:55:11.334769920+00:002024-06-03T21:55:11.571092096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewhich is also Meta.
111114892024-06-03T21:55:59.034664576+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageProlly to force video calls? As a millennial (albeit a younger one) I
121113492024-06-03T21:56:53.598917504+00:002024-06-03T21:57:06.145829888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHOh yeah haha I only really have one friend who I call somewhat regularly
131113732024-06-03T21:57:12.864151296+00:002024-06-03T21:57:13.085618688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a millennial! He
141114432024-06-03T21:57:33.718746880+00:002024-06-03T21:57:42.430307584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-I consider myself a baby millennial as well.
151113232024-06-03T21:58:56.694589440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI always thought I was on the older end of millennials until about a year ago when someone showed me where I am and I was like
161113382024-06-03T22:00:33.667314304+00:002024-06-03T22:00:37.945070080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem an inbetweener really, being born in late 96
171114402024-06-03T22:01:18.490190464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage?Ye. My sister was born in October 1996, she says the same thing
181112922024-06-03T22:01:32.289668608+00:002024-06-03T22:01:52.487768704+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut I find that I relate more to people who are a little older than I am than to people who are younger. Of course with exceptions.
191115082024-06-03T22:02:53.660633088+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageGenerally the same for me, but there are also exceptions lol. my marker for
201113842024-06-03T22:03:34.140660096+00:002024-06-03T22:03:34.322507648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGenerally the same for me, but there are also exce
211112582024-06-03T22:03:38.520191488+00:002024-06-03T22:03:38.737505664+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a good one!
221112862024-06-03T22:03:46.417015808+00:002024-06-03T22:03:51.735511808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGuess I passed that test lol
231112792024-06-03T22:04:05.101495552+00:002024-06-03T22:04:05.271999616+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a good sign of maturity I suppose. No matter if the person is healed or not.
241112912024-06-03T22:04:08.453388672+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage7Girl you are formidable with how well you know yourself
251114012024-06-03T22:04:44.274206336+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages exactly it. No one is perfect, but do you know yourself well enough to handle yourself? Or ask for help when you need it? That
261113872024-06-03T22:04:56.529864832+00:002024-06-03T22:05:28.464000512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGirl you are formidable with how well you know you
271113762024-06-03T22:05:10.179415040+00:002024-06-03T22:05:28.464000512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a great compliment. I sometimes wish I didn
281114332024-06-03T22:05:38.361264896+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhy not? That seems sad
291114542024-06-03T22:05:47.689669888+00:002024-06-03T22:05:56.415268480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGYou ever wanted to be a dumb, simple human being? No big grand wishes.
301112512024-06-03T22:06:04.490070528+00:002024-06-03T22:06:04.735242880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMJust live a simpler existence. Without really knowing all that
311112692024-06-03T22:06:15.651346944+00:002024-06-03T22:06:15.846760448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Just happy in your silly little bubble.
321114052024-06-03T22:06:35.554583552+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWI think about it more than I want to, but I don
331114022024-06-03T22:06:53.588074496+00:002024-06-03T22:06:53.795781120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes and no haha.
341113952024-06-03T22:06:59.719938048+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage.I would love a simpler life either way tho lol
351114512024-06-03T22:07:04.572284416+00:002024-06-03T22:07:07.728255232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI think about it sometimes
361113172024-06-03T22:07:25.718866048+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhy?
371113942024-06-03T22:07:47.030500352+00:002024-06-03T22:07:51.988122752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_AF34D878-C9F3-4298-AB63-17AD1273725E
381113572024-06-03T22:07:56.621252096+00:002024-06-03T22:07:56.802654976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Wrote a poem about it a while ago even
391113992024-06-03T22:08:28.533358336+00:002024-06-03T22:08:33.845757184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBecause this constant thinking and wanting more but not knowing how. It
401112992024-06-03T22:09:23.717130368+00:002024-06-03T22:09:24.096713344+00:002024-06-03T22:09:24.096713344+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagePI wish that I could be a huckleberry bush near a riverbed that never met the sea
411114152024-06-03T22:09:29.981128448+00:002024-06-03T22:09:30.361564928+00:002024-06-03T22:09:30.361564928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat will linger
421114182024-06-03T22:09:44.594693632+00:002024-06-03T22:09:44.755980544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHaha you like that line?
431112592024-06-03T22:10:14.971133440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem trying not to cry, it hit home in a really poignant way
441114952024-06-03T22:10:26.968860928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages very beautiful
451114802024-06-03T22:10:33.276002688+00:002024-06-03T22:10:33.456283520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem trying not to cry, it hit home in a really poi
461114232024-06-03T22:11:01.365093248+00:002024-06-03T22:11:20.890552704+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem sorry but also not because if my poetry moved you it means I
471115042024-06-03T22:11:34.170638976+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget be, art should make you feel something
481114932024-06-03T22:11:44.926000128+00:002024-06-03T22:11:46.393909248+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_0E3FFFDF-E062-468B-82CB-7536EF5E393A
491112732024-06-03T22:12:33.706791424+00:002024-06-03T22:12:33.885743872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
501113372024-06-03T22:12:39.904889600+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages missing sections lol
511113882024-06-03T22:12:51.903656704+00:002024-06-03T22:12:52.090823424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Well what I can read is really good
521114522024-06-03T22:13:01.016+00:002024-06-03T22:13:01.329264384+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageBut I know what it is to be made
531114592024-06-03T22:13:09.837230464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOh fuck it all lol close enough
541113622024-06-03T22:13:15.883491456+00:002024-06-03T22:13:16.042791552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol
551113402024-06-03T22:13:29.165930240+00:002024-06-03T22:13:31.474020992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat reminds me of a song
561113892024-06-03T22:13:45.388964352+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOoo which one?>
571113042024-06-03T22:14:02.390079488+00:002024-06-03T22:15:01.555792384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIhttps://open.spotify.com/track/0dRvjBVCStIlBxOqbhAQ3q?si=5ed9c54458f140dbWHttpURL
581115122024-06-03T22:15:28.914682880+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageve never heard this before but it
591114242024-06-03T22:16:12.880384+00:002024-06-03T22:16:15.612049536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Very much getting poured into a mould.
601112392024-06-03T22:16:47.716449792+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget really raised so much as trained and conditioned to be exceedingly useful
611113332024-06-03T22:17:42.189855872+00:002024-06-03T22:17:45.453823360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere referring to your military experience
621114602024-06-03T22:17:50.887205632+00:002024-06-03T22:17:51.101376512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot so much your upbringing
631114812024-06-03T22:18:46.478060928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagedIsh. It started long before the military, but the military def took advantage on it and doubled down
641113582024-06-03T22:19:11.459699584+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaged exceedingly competent at a larger number of things than I
651114492024-06-03T22:20:00.683044736+00:002024-06-03T22:20:00.874338688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage?All in due time, if at all. We don
661112562024-06-03T22:21:11.944020992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem not in a rush
671114112024-06-03T22:21:21.044763776+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHow are you still awake??
681113072024-06-03T22:21:59.413373184+00:002024-06-03T22:22:32.409628928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just past midnight now.
691113672024-06-03T22:22:22.248518656+00:002024-06-03T22:22:32.409628928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage^Well not an extreme night owl. Within reason. I usually go to sleep between midnight and 1ish.
701114702024-06-03T22:23:31.579238912+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem up til way late, up way early, and then I nap during the heat of the day
711114642024-06-03T22:24:45.717009280+00:002024-06-03T22:24:47.834325120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget get that luxury with my job
721113322024-06-03T22:25:54.886000128+00:002024-06-03T22:25:55.210354816+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget always, esp not when I worked for a bank. That was the woooorst
731113712024-06-03T22:26:09.572967552+00:002024-06-03T22:26:09.958524288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOn a normal work day I wake up at 7am, leave the house by 7:45am, arrive at the office at 8:45am, have lunch 12:30 - 1:00, leave the office at 5:30pm, get home at 6:45pm.
741114562024-06-03T22:26:43.886428416+00:002024-06-03T22:26:44.228801920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageeLol I work for a bank now. A pension bank even. I don
751113032024-06-03T22:27:04.923000064+00:002024-06-03T22:27:05.241563520+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage>Yeah I mean with that schedule, no wonder you
761112412024-06-03T22:27:06.734000256+00:002024-06-03T22:27:07.004067840+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI would too
771115012024-06-03T22:27:28.294000128+00:002024-06-03T22:27:28.615638528+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages your favorite song?
781114132024-06-03T22:27:52.219171584+00:002024-06-03T22:27:52.643099008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages considered the norm here lol.
791114032024-06-03T22:28:39.104651648+00:002024-06-03T22:28:39.510877824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem listening to Tears for Fears now and I looooove their song The Working Hour. The saxophone in that is sooo good.
801112532024-06-03T22:30:02.355000064+00:002024-06-03T22:30:02.698653952+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages take a listen
811114842024-06-03T22:30:30.560+00:002024-06-03T22:30:30.838468736+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOh that is LUSCIOUS
821114942024-06-03T22:30:35.428285184+00:002024-06-03T22:30:35.708451968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)That whole album is incredibly well-paced
831113812024-06-03T22:31:03.385479936+00:002024-06-03T22:31:03.742823168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageaThe songwriting is so insanely good it blew me away the first time I listened to the whole album.
841113312024-06-03T22:31:11.655999872+00:002024-06-03T22:31:11.865348992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThe bongos
851113082024-06-03T22:31:29.483207040+00:002024-06-03T22:31:29.755798144+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHFound it at a flea market and it was spinning every night for two weeks.
861113962024-06-03T22:31:43.571214464+00:002024-06-03T22:31:43.990556288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe bongos
871113642024-06-03T22:32:02.540999936+00:002024-06-03T22:32:02.818076672+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah this song is legit
881113972024-06-03T22:32:13.443000064+00:002024-06-03T22:32:13.775242752+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage/Imma get high and listen to this at bedtime lol
891114822024-06-03T22:32:27.145149952+00:002024-06-03T22:32:31.367966848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a super long instrumental as well that is just fabulous
901113652024-06-03T22:32:41.715523200+00:002024-06-03T22:32:42.021263104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an amazing experience.
911113052024-06-03T22:32:56.601068032+00:002024-06-03T22:32:57.013820928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Genuinely might be my favourite album of all time.
921114072024-06-03T22:33:36.653195392+00:002024-06-03T22:34:52.976143104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewLight incense, candles, throw this on, get high, and just dance around. Don
931113302024-06-03T22:34:10.355972480+00:002024-06-03T22:34:52.976143104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be in such a wonderfully relaxed state. That last song puts you right to sleep.
941113602024-06-03T22:34:15.941493504+00:002024-06-03T22:34:52.976143104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIn the best way.
951113682024-06-03T22:34:38.691208064+00:002024-06-03T22:34:52.976143104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem very passionate about this album.
961113012024-06-03T22:35:19.214000256+00:002024-06-03T22:35:19.455915264+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah this song hits hard
971112832024-06-03T22:35:44.550000128+00:002024-06-03T22:35:44.764323456+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a sexy song
981114082024-06-03T22:35:48.871000064+00:002024-06-03T22:35:49.128216320+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages the word I was looking for
991114212024-06-03T22:36:16.803005440+00:002024-06-03T22:36:17.163139072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh absolutely haha
1001113802024-06-03T22:36:22.432827520+00:002024-06-03T22:36:22.812760064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSaxophone does that
1011115132024-06-03T22:37:12.223641856+00:002024-06-03T22:37:58.654456192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageXThis whole album is a massive inspiration to my songwriting. Roland Orzobal is a wizard.
1021113212024-06-03T22:37:42.396722304+00:002024-06-03T22:37:58.654456192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your favourite song?
1031113352024-06-03T22:38:23.492000128+00:002024-06-03T22:38:23.868066560+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage`They really should just officially rename it to be
1041113852024-06-03T22:38:48.088+00:002024-06-03T22:38:48.429862272+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageeMy all-time favourite song is Only One by Yellowcard, but my current fav is Corn-Fed Yetis by Bilmuri
1051114672024-06-03T22:39:46.836987520+00:002024-06-03T22:41:18.895683968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget listened to Yellowcard in so long wow
1061113922024-06-03T22:40:03.424860416+00:002024-06-03T22:41:18.895683968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1Any particular reason you love that song so much?
1071112962024-06-03T22:41:46.486999936+00:002024-06-03T22:41:46.810753792+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget listened to Yellowcard in so long wow
1081115112024-06-03T22:42:13.514+00:002024-06-03T22:42:13.840763520+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages my love song to myself
1091114312024-06-03T22:43:49.313523328+00:002024-06-03T22:44:55.854805888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages my love song to myself
1101115102024-06-03T22:44:03.199481216+00:002024-06-03T22:44:55.854805888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages good to have one of those
1111113522024-06-03T22:44:31.074950400+00:002024-06-03T22:44:55.854805888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUI have a couple of songs where I will always joke that they
1121113772024-06-03T22:44:57.996+00:002024-06-03T22:44:58.410269312+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAhahahaha
1131115282024-06-03T22:45:04.476999936+00:002024-06-03T22:45:04.689206784+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThere are prolly a few like that for me too
1141112852024-06-03T22:45:07.754206848+00:002024-06-03T22:45:08.041953024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEvery little thing she does is magic
1151114162024-06-03T22:45:17.654+00:002024-06-03T22:45:17.856864512+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagewell played
1161113472024-06-03T22:46:05.098327680+00:002024-06-03T22:46:31.938029952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage>I play the role conceited confident young woman well sometimes
1171113262024-06-03T22:46:35.318000128+00:002024-06-03T22:46:35.542150784+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAhahahaha
1181113562024-06-03T22:46:54.040999936+00:002024-06-03T22:46:54.400915200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget think the confidence is misplaced
1191114192024-06-03T22:47:13.799000064+00:002024-06-03T22:49:59.106498432+00:002024-06-03T22:47:14.131485184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagebBut I also tell people my biggest weakness is being entirely too confident for my lot in life
1201115222024-06-03T22:50:06.733054336+00:002024-06-03T22:50:25.968658176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%No such thing as being too confident
1211114302024-06-03T22:50:40.926659584+00:002024-06-03T22:50:41.171178112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDGive me one good reason why a person shouldn
1221113752024-06-03T22:50:43.793999872+00:002024-06-03T22:50:44.084650496+00:002024-06-03T22:50:44.063897856+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage3I have some scars that might suggest otherwise
1231112872024-06-03T22:50:53.211537408+00:002024-06-03T22:50:53.575882880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh shit hahaha
1241113912024-06-03T22:51:18.484006656+00:002024-06-03T22:51:18.784303872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages more a recklessness thing
1251114342024-06-03T22:51:29.288000128+00:002024-06-03T22:51:29.564185088+00:002024-06-03T22:51:29.557929088+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagere very likely right lol
1261112742024-06-03T22:51:41.320834432+00:002024-06-03T22:51:41.817201792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGAnd giving little room to think about consequences before taking action
1271115332024-06-03T22:51:43.032000128+00:002024-06-03T22:51:43.399396608+00:002024-06-03T22:51:43.383040384+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget name a single reason why someone shouldn
1281114102024-06-03T22:51:49.281452160+00:002024-06-03T22:51:49.587807872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou do have ADHD lol
1291114762024-06-03T22:52:03.103939712+00:002024-06-03T22:52:03.435745024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%Impulsivity is but one of many traits
1301114712024-06-03T22:52:44.111000064+00:002024-06-03T22:54:11.544376192+00:002024-06-03T22:52:44.433296384+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagemYeah I mean I justify it by telling myself
1311113592024-06-03T22:54:14.719292160+00:002024-06-03T22:54:16.848392064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
1321114252024-06-03T22:54:49.000235136+00:002024-06-03T22:54:49.331233920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget lie, a little scruffiness is never a bad look
1331114142024-06-03T22:55:54.544999808+00:002024-06-03T22:55:54.931453440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage8I def agree (says the heavily scarred girl)
1341114362024-06-03T22:56:35.912+00:002024-06-03T22:57:22.137581056+00:002024-06-03T22:56:36.287744768+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaged rather live it and have some cool scars cuz cool scars means cool stories
1351114392024-06-03T22:57:33.831489024+00:002024-06-03T22:57:36.268764928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol true
1361113702024-06-03T22:57:47.729491968+00:002024-06-03T22:57:48.243725056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have any major scars myself
1371113222024-06-03T22:58:03.939873664+00:002024-06-03T22:58:04.138525952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)But I make up for it with the tattoos lol
1381115252024-06-03T22:58:23.552+00:002024-06-03T22:58:23.880125824+00:002024-06-03T22:58:23.865767296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYe, I noticed (respectfully)
1391112612024-06-03T22:58:30.151206912+00:002024-06-03T22:58:30.599203840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYe, I noticed (respectfully)
1401112882024-06-03T22:58:40.747999872+00:002024-06-03T22:58:42.666573312+00:002024-06-03T22:58:41.053267200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
1411114122024-06-03T22:59:06.319464448+00:002024-06-03T22:59:22.498420992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Best decision ever to start getting leg tattoos
1421113192024-06-03T22:59:37.453544192+00:002024-06-03T22:59:37.837262848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget look good because I have big legs but nahh
1431112662024-06-03T22:59:48.709952640+00:002024-06-03T22:59:48.978638848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%It looks good BECAUSE I have big legs
1441113272024-06-03T22:59:57.652999936+00:002024-06-03T22:59:58.118098560+00:002024-06-03T22:59:57.971658752+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageABSOLUTELY IT DOES
1451115002024-06-03T23:00:12.915999872+00:002024-06-03T23:00:13.299670656+00:002024-06-03T23:00:13.177984512+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageaAs someone blessed with thunder and lightning, I
1461113142024-06-03T23:00:37.010720768+00:002024-06-03T23:00:37.396317952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I wear skirts and dresses a lot more now
1471114782024-06-03T23:00:40.905879040+00:002024-06-03T23:00:41.278051840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAs someone blessed with thunder and lightning, I
1481113512024-06-03T23:00:49.307799296+00:002024-06-03T23:00:49.686986880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhat are you getting?
1491112822024-06-03T23:00:55.050+00:002024-06-03T23:00:56.468135168+00:002024-06-03T23:00:55.381184384+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI wear skirts and dresses a lot more now
1501114572024-06-03T23:00:59.000999936+00:002024-06-03T23:00:59.285580672+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagePants obscure the art!!
1511115342024-06-03T23:01:35.026999936+00:002024-06-03T23:01:35.355389824+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAbstract art from a respected abstract artist! I told her to make something abstract & watercolor (her specialty) and I
1521114972024-06-03T23:01:44.823999872+00:002024-06-03T23:03:35.351603328+00:002024-06-03T23:01:45.097567616+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage$I just wanted her art on my body lol
1531113002024-06-03T23:03:47.700431104+00:002024-06-03T23:03:47.861879168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhhh very cool
1541113662024-06-03T23:04:06.618832384+00:002024-06-03T23:04:06.887645952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou got some pics of her work?
1551115022024-06-03T23:04:28.359454336+00:002024-06-03T23:04:49.789948032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/Idc about tattoos meaning something anymore lol
1561114292024-06-03T23:04:53.861436416+00:002024-06-03T23:04:54.013539072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTI got a big ass cormorant on me simply because I think cormorants are cool ass birds
1571113442024-06-03T23:04:55.134+00:002024-06-03T23:04:56.666052352+00:002024-06-03T23:04:56.616936448+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage;https://www.instagram.com/kelseyknown?igsh=NHN1dm1mNGliMzJuWHttpURL
1581113392024-06-03T23:05:10.721999872+00:002024-06-03T23:05:28.269629184+00:002024-06-03T23:05:11.009117184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage2Oh yeah only a few will have meanings anymore lol
1591114692024-06-03T23:05:57.806000256+00:002024-06-03T23:05:58.127064448+00:002024-06-03T23:05:58.084185600+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a cool bird
1601113782024-06-03T23:06:28.813246464+00:002024-06-03T23:06:29.091326976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh wow beautiful work! How much is that gonna cost you? I wanted to get a small tattoo while in the US last October but shit is sooo expensive there!
1611113902024-06-03T23:06:52.438000256+00:002024-06-03T23:06:52.862349312+00:002024-06-03T23:06:52.696908288+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagekUSD-CAD-AUD-HKD-TWD-SGD-KYD-BBD-BMD-BND-BSD-BZD-FJD-GYD-JMD-LRD-NAD-NZD-SBD-SRD-TTD-TVD-XCD-MXN-ARS-CLP-COP
1621113792024-06-03T23:07:07.622547840+00:002024-06-03T23:07:07.868161024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not terrible actually
1631113632024-06-03T23:07:15.774390656+00:002024-06-03T23:07:16.083084160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageStill a lot but yeah
1641113282024-06-03T23:07:25.325133312+00:002024-06-03T23:07:25.616617856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot bad
1651113122024-06-03T23:07:31.452999808+00:002024-06-03T23:07:31.905948160+00:002024-06-03T23:07:31.703719168+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages expensive af but also not the worst lol
1661113162024-06-03T23:07:51.343648+00:002024-06-03T23:07:51.641400064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
1671112752024-06-03T23:07:59.067334400+00:002024-06-03T23:07:59.403414912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat is including the tip
1681113532024-06-03T23:08:07.808000128+00:002024-06-03T23:08:08.071186560+00:002024-06-03T23:08:08.052645888+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage7I have a pair of peregrine falcons on my right shoulder
1691112552024-06-03T23:08:15.754+00:002024-06-03T23:09:02.009325056+00:002024-06-03T23:08:15.994156544+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages my favourite birb
1701114172024-06-03T23:09:09.559543168+00:002024-06-03T23:09:09.867226880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLove that
1711112892024-06-03T23:09:44.952923264+00:002024-06-03T23:09:45.168174720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve held one of those actually
1721113102024-06-03T23:10:06.232000128+00:002024-06-03T23:10:12.405135616+00:002024-06-03T23:10:08.316693760+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C62F9802-CE6F-4E98-8489-C494DF02897D
1731112772024-06-03T23:10:16.758598528+00:002024-06-03T23:10:17.091905152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages workshop when I was like 14 haha
1741113482024-06-03T23:10:47.458822784+00:002024-06-03T23:10:47.808757120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSuch a cool profession
1751114042024-06-03T23:11:10.736999936+00:002024-06-03T23:11:11.188129152+00:002024-06-03T23:11:11.091399936+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageMIt really is!! If I didn
1761112982024-06-03T23:11:28.236169088+00:002024-06-03T23:11:28.639314944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol yep I get you
1771113202024-06-03T23:11:41.853894912+00:002024-06-03T23:11:42.182169216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Birds and cats are some of my faves
1781113092024-06-03T23:11:47.883401216+00:002024-06-03T23:11:48.228112896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd killer whales
1791113982024-06-03T23:11:56.278000128+00:002024-06-03T23:11:56.641006976+00:002024-06-03T23:11:56.639123712+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYessssss
1801113822024-06-03T23:12:08.852999936+00:002024-06-03T23:12:09.229836416+00:002024-06-03T23:12:09.186581632+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOrcas are so fucking cool
1811115152024-06-03T23:12:13.849999872+00:002024-06-03T23:12:14.288990080+00:002024-06-03T23:12:14.149888+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSo are blue whales
1821112682024-06-03T23:12:51.936116992+00:002024-06-03T23:12:52.304768128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Been fascinated with ocean critters since I was a child
1831113612024-06-03T23:12:54.967108992+00:002024-06-03T23:12:55.248611968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLove it
1841112812024-06-03T23:13:15.438250496+00:002024-06-03T23:13:15.722062848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Wanted to learn all about all types of whales
1851113432024-06-03T23:13:28.779000064+00:002024-06-03T23:15:18.554198016+00:002024-06-03T23:13:29.110233728+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage!Have you ever been to California?
1861113452024-06-03T23:15:44.701330944+00:002024-06-03T23:16:43.589145856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:I have yes, stayed in Venice for a week and a half in 2019
1871113862024-06-03T23:16:46.543601792+00:002024-06-03T23:16:46.784870912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWDrove down to Huntington Beach to watch a surfing competition lol but that
1881114322024-06-03T23:16:53.688999936+00:002024-06-03T23:16:54.022099456+00:002024-06-03T23:16:53.975260928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageBougie lol
1891114202024-06-03T23:17:31.967000064+00:002024-06-03T23:17:32.300771200+00:002024-06-03T23:17:32.288417792+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHOne of the best aquariums in the world is in Monterey, it
1901113932024-06-03T23:17:43.329770752+00:002024-06-03T23:17:43.620754944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagegWe stayed in a very questionable airbnb lol but it was one street off of Abbot Kinney so good location
1911113542024-06-03T23:19:18.761911680+00:002024-06-03T23:19:40.621153152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZI need to come down to California again. My long distance internet bestie is near Modesto.
1921113132024-06-03T23:19:52.067000192+00:002024-06-03T23:19:55.365260544+00:002024-06-03T23:19:54.927068928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_CFDE8F71-128F-4AE6-AC90-5D795C9C08E3
1931114262024-06-03T23:20:10.262205824+00:002024-06-03T23:20:10.584539904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
1941114272024-06-03T23:20:16.677000064+00:002024-06-03T23:20:17.041212544+00:002024-06-03T23:20:16.967236736+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem hoping to move back home early next year
1951112722024-06-03T23:20:39.195195136+00:002024-06-03T23:20:39.470487168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#You mentioned yes. San Diego right?
1961112842024-06-03T23:20:50.992617856+00:002024-06-03T23:20:51.484988928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBirthplace of Eddie Vedder
1971113742024-06-03T23:20:59.678000256+00:002024-06-03T23:20:59.960711936+00:002024-06-03T23:20:59.960456576+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYup!
1981116392024-06-03T23:21:31.496+00:002024-06-03T23:21:31.829711616+00:002024-06-03T23:21:31.816931456+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage3Late 80s, early 90s feels like your music vibe lol
1991116072024-06-03T23:21:32.556658304+00:002024-06-03T23:21:32.970169728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0What a wet dream of a man he was back in the day
2001113412024-06-03T23:21:41.542711296+00:002024-06-03T23:21:41.865934080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAbsolutely haha
2011114222024-06-03T23:21:42.664+00:002024-06-03T23:21:42.904857856+00:002024-06-03T23:21:42.892594048+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageiI
2021115492024-06-03T23:22:28.094000128+00:002024-06-03T23:22:28.495300480+00:002024-06-03T23:22:28.474772224+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem so embarrassed to admit this but David Hasselhoff did some stuff when I was younger
2031116312024-06-03T23:22:48.920402816+00:002024-06-03T23:22:49.251342080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagekMen with long beachy waves and flannels who smoke weed and are a little chaotic? Fuck yeah sign me up dude.
2041115262024-06-03T23:23:03.435430272+00:002024-06-03T23:23:03.776494720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem so embarrassed to admit this but David Hasselh
2051116362024-06-03T23:23:06.510000256+00:002024-06-03T23:23:06.849599872+00:002024-06-03T23:23:06.812773760+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWOW
2061115872024-06-03T23:23:15.118+00:002024-06-03T23:23:15.474754304+00:002024-06-03T23:23:15.422508416+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhat a complete picture
2071116172024-06-03T23:26:59.399000192+00:002024-06-03T23:26:59.896894464+00:002024-06-03T23:26:59.677818752+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHuman version of a bong
2081116182024-06-03T23:27:17.467999872+00:002024-06-03T23:27:17.977480448+00:002024-06-03T23:27:17.807330816+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)That was my little brother in his 20s lol
2091113462024-06-03T23:27:57.421563392+00:002024-06-03T23:27:57.686443136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love it when men have naturally feminine features. Soft facial features, pretty eyes, but still masculine in air and the way they are.
2101113362024-06-03T23:28:15.114448256+00:002024-06-03T23:28:15.496489088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Men like Eddie Vedder. Or Chris Cornell.
2111115962024-06-03T23:29:19.249999744+00:002024-06-03T23:29:20.420118272+00:002024-06-03T23:29:19.489787392+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem envious you know what you like so well
2121114882024-06-03T23:29:50.665818496+00:002024-06-03T23:29:51.375863040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOr even Dave Mustaine in a flanner works lol
2131115682024-06-03T23:30:23.329612032+00:002024-06-03T23:30:23.819222912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget. I go on dates with all kinds of men.
2141116962024-06-03T23:31:16.815000064+00:002024-06-03T23:31:17.105901056+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget begin to tell you what kinds of people I find attractive
2151114902024-06-03T23:31:28.576999936+00:002024-06-03T23:31:38.038438272+00:002024-06-03T23:31:28.862422912+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage2Or at least the traits, beyond long curly hair lol
2161113552024-06-03T23:31:42.919000192+00:002024-06-03T23:31:43.458683904+00:002024-06-03T23:31:43.223781632+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhat about him does it for you?
2171116972024-06-03T23:31:48.828290176+00:002024-06-03T23:31:49.154457088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoof yeah I love good hair.
2181115452024-06-03T23:32:47.236607360+00:002024-06-03T23:32:47.606927872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage~Hair lol. And attitude also in a way. He was an underdog kinda guy lol. Massive prick but also a little misunderstood I think.
2191115272024-06-03T23:33:45.967000064+00:002024-06-03T23:33:46.278521984+00:002024-06-03T23:33:46.268503168+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageiI
2201116012024-06-03T23:34:04.445378048+00:002024-06-03T23:34:04.626274048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just as good or better than my own. And I have good hair.
2211114282024-06-03T23:34:14.588+00:002024-06-03T23:34:14.950636800+00:002024-06-03T23:34:14.897851008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAwe thanks lol
2221117232024-06-03T23:34:24.532999936+00:002024-06-03T23:34:24.909622656+00:002024-06-03T23:34:24.846867584+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYou do have good hair tho
2231114062024-06-03T23:34:30.669940480+00:002024-06-03T23:34:30.968880896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%You too lol I meant my own though lol
2241113062024-06-03T23:34:37.652409088+00:002024-06-03T23:34:37.939633792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTypo
2251115192024-06-03T23:34:46.707000064+00:002024-06-03T23:34:47.084576896+00:002024-06-03T23:34:47.007463040+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYe I figured lol
2261114982024-06-03T23:34:55.825000064+00:002024-06-03T23:34:56.201242880+00:002024-06-03T23:34:56.153263360+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHow curly is yours?
2271114582024-06-03T23:35:18.731757696+00:002024-06-03T23:35:19.090257920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDepends on the way it
2281114482024-06-03T23:35:32.383383040+00:002024-06-03T23:35:32.856116096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget style it ever
2291114092024-06-03T23:36:11.739054464+00:002024-06-03T23:36:12.096836864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCI used to get more curls when I was younger but now just a bit wavy
2301112932024-06-03T23:36:51.543999872+00:002024-06-03T23:36:51.882298240+00:002024-06-03T23:36:51.860789248+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a huge effort lol
2311114722024-06-03T23:37:09.411000064+00:002024-06-03T23:37:10.386049536+00:002024-06-03T23:37:09.668867072+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage5I usually style mine on days I don
2321112762024-06-03T23:38:04.001987200+00:002024-06-03T23:38:04.397835008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUI just put velcro rollers in my fringe while I put on moisturiser and a bit of makeup
2331115942024-06-03T23:38:10.021300352+00:002024-06-03T23:38:10.283058944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages it lol
2341116052024-06-03T23:39:03.273000064+00:002024-06-03T23:39:03.724161408+00:002024-06-03T23:39:03.586633216+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageMLucky lol I have big, deep curls that tangle so much, it
2351115232024-06-03T23:39:23.839042176+00:002024-06-03T23:39:24.080220032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah I can imagine
2361115842024-06-03T23:39:32.853405696+00:002024-06-03T23:39:33.181857152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages actually bed time now btw
2371117302024-06-03T23:39:41.915999872+00:002024-06-03T23:39:42.265780480+00:002024-06-03T23:39:42.326315904+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageGood night blondie
2381115072024-06-03T23:39:50.688+00:002024-06-03T23:39:51.005121664+00:002024-06-03T23:39:50.957764608+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHopefully you get some sleep
2391113722024-06-03T23:40:00.387608320+00:002024-06-03T23:40:00.671383168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEnjoy the rest of your day!
2401115312024-06-03T23:40:30.767452032+00:002024-06-03T23:40:31.660368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-Fun getting to know you Sienna, you
2411113502024-06-03T23:40:39.039686656+00:002024-06-03T23:40:39.371868800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight night
2421115162024-06-03T23:40:47.252000128+00:002024-06-04T08:03:17.081129728+00:002024-06-03T23:40:47.496673536+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageFun getting to know you Sienna, you
2431116162024-06-04T21:03:16.983590144+00:002024-06-04T21:03:19.669266944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Sounds like your friend rejects change
2441116402024-06-04T21:03:28.600999808+00:002024-06-04T21:03:29.047291776+00:002024-06-04T21:03:28.913910656+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYes
2451115812024-06-04T21:03:36.813803392+00:002024-06-04T21:03:37.083442944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%He finds that difficult to deal with
2461117152024-06-04T21:03:37.479000064+00:002024-06-04T21:03:38.178754816+00:002024-06-04T21:03:37.780508032+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAt every possible avenue
2471114462024-06-04T21:03:52.391000064+00:002024-06-04T21:03:54.116906112+00:002024-06-04T21:03:54.110681728+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagere curious about the long message he sent me
2481116512024-06-04T21:05:36.982637184+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2491196452024-06-04T21:05:36.982637184+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2501208972024-06-04T21:05:36.982637184+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2511116692024-06-04T21:10:57.464435072+00:002024-06-04T21:11:08.337757056+00:002024-06-04T21:14:09.708436224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI actually do send a lot of love from his message And I guess it's it's part of Adult friendships is to Just kind of one different things And you still love each other for the choice despite the choices each person makes because that's what you're always done and you always well I like to To see connections like a ball of yarn, I had a conversation with my friend Lucia while back where I described it as such wet We're all connected to each other because we're all part of the same bowl of yarn but it balls around itself you know and note 2 strands follow the exact same axis that's how you kind of can envision connections and some of us stay nearer to each other for a longer period of time and others we just crossed for brief moment and never see each other again again and But still we're all connected to each other. This is how I look at life. It's very very thing to say I do realise but I think I'm sorry I feel like I made it about me. That's not what I intended to do. I'm very sorry. But what I meant to say is that I do feel like this is a very true and strong friendship And you're just honest, slightly different axes and Frequency, but you'll find each other on the on the curve somewhere And that's when you'll need it, and that's when you'll be compatible and it's it's alright to flow like the ocean so Yeah, I don't really see. I like to look at two perspectives and I don't really see anything that it's necessary course for concerning in regards to this friendship but I'm just looking in from from the outside but yeah. I get Wyatt affected true But it's also Very Inevitably, human
2521114992024-06-04T21:19:28.919344640+00:002024-06-04T21:19:32.535664128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Inevitable Human is a fantastic name for an (auto)biography.
2531117002024-06-04T21:19:54.215000192+00:002024-06-04T21:19:54.587823104+00:002024-06-04T21:19:54.493112576+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWe are inevitably human
2541115512024-06-04T21:21:39.824487936+00:002024-06-04T21:21:40.110886144+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZOh absolutely if it drains you more than it gives you then is it really worth holding onto
2551116122024-06-04T21:22:40.559000064+00:002024-06-04T21:22:40.937576320+00:002024-06-04T21:22:40.900753280+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageve been through and the underlying bond we have. As a great example, I broke his arm after he asked me to because we were that close
2561114732024-06-04T21:24:31.995374720+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2571196472024-06-04T21:24:31.995374720+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2581209172024-06-04T21:24:31.995374720+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
2591116282024-06-04T21:25:13.614408960+00:002024-06-04T21:25:13.794394240+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhh functionally dysfunctional
2601115062024-06-04T21:25:19.059138560+00:002024-06-04T21:25:22.020034304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLove that hahaha
2611116032024-06-04T21:25:27.732873856+00:002024-06-04T21:25:27.938867840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget stick together can
2621116532024-06-04T21:25:29.252228480+00:002024-06-04T21:25:29.666062080+00:002024-06-04T21:25:29.666062080+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget even the half of it lol
2631116422024-06-04T21:25:32.671754624+00:002024-06-04T21:25:33.009674112+00:002024-06-04T21:25:33.009674112+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageVery much so lol
2641115562024-06-04T21:25:57.282214656+00:002024-06-04T21:25:57.477237248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageVery sibling like
2651116232024-06-04T21:26:03.907006976+00:002024-06-04T21:26:12.863821056+00:002024-06-04T21:26:12.863821056+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
2661114412024-06-04T21:26:12.863481088+00:002024-06-04T21:26:13.673335040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&I have to ask though
2671116842024-06-04T21:27:09.230999936+00:002024-06-04T21:28:03.121105920+00:002024-06-04T21:27:09.597493120+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem just thinking on how to explain it
2681115362024-06-04T21:28:23.174737408+00:002024-06-04T21:28:23.568416128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a lot of sub layers to your story huh
2691116352024-06-04T21:29:15.995000064+00:002024-06-04T21:29:16.435624576+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageeWell, we are transparent with each other, so I gotta sift the layers so I can be actually transparent
2701114472024-06-04T21:32:42.182000128+00:002024-06-04T21:33:00.622446720+00:002024-06-04T21:32:42.502215680+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages how the brain ensures survival. With that, there used to be 11 versions (alters, or personalities) of me, and two of them were Mike at different ages, one as a teenager and one during our time in the Marine Corps.
2711115402024-06-04T21:33:34.419000192+00:002024-06-04T21:33:34.780406528+00:002024-06-04T21:33:34.750667392+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSEric knows the Mike from our time in the Corps and that
2721115652024-06-04T21:33:47.004340352+00:002024-06-04T21:33:47.847010176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Things are beginning to fall into place here
2731115972024-06-04T21:34:07.162516864+00:002024-06-04T21:34:07.576427904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI do know what DID is
2741116192024-06-04T21:34:15.164+00:002024-06-04T21:34:15.488477696+00:002024-06-04T21:34:15.481653504+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat helps lol
2751117322024-06-04T21:34:17.847147648+00:002024-06-04T21:34:18.096440064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a defense mechanism
2761115352024-06-04T21:34:43.354968320+00:002024-06-04T21:34:43.777100032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages sometimes easier to express yourself in a different because it kind of creates a distance
2771117312024-06-04T21:34:50.856669952+00:002024-06-04T21:34:51.225600896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut then in a bigger way
2781115782024-06-04T21:35:21.598+00:002024-06-04T21:35:22.014867328+00:002024-06-04T21:35:21.936339328+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagedMmhmm. I generally use math to express the complexities of DID, much to my psychologist
2791116302024-06-04T21:35:48.033432704+00:002024-06-04T21:35:48.330178048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRight haha
2801117752024-06-04T21:36:13.906539392+00:002024-06-04T21:36:14.391454976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%I get it though. No 10ft pole needed.
2811116092024-06-04T21:36:53.864000128+00:002024-06-04T21:36:54.241887360+00:002024-06-04T21:36:54.190093696+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOh?
2821117022024-06-04T21:37:04.123489664+00:002024-06-04T21:37:08.834078976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem empathetic to your experience.
2831116622024-06-04T21:37:09.778011264+00:002024-06-04T21:37:10.253484928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIs what I mean
2841115462024-06-04T21:37:40.227342848+00:002024-06-04T21:37:40.642723072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagetJesus Christ why am I such an alien in the way I communicate sometimes. I can never say things in a normal way.
2851116552024-06-04T21:37:45.262000128+00:002024-06-04T21:37:46.285855488+00:002024-06-04T21:37:45.579539072+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget need you to get it, nor do I expect you to
2861115202024-06-04T21:38:09.582+00:002024-06-04T21:38:10.080271744+00:002024-06-04T21:38:09.883456768+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagere one of the best communicators I know so go easy on yourself
2871115792024-06-04T21:38:31.189141760+00:002024-06-04T21:38:31.562288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh no I know that. I just want to ensure that I don
2881115242024-06-04T21:38:55.288857728+00:002024-06-04T21:38:55.583536128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere one of the best communicators I know so go
2891114852024-06-04T21:39:28.613054976+00:002024-06-04T21:39:28.963174144+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a fast observation but thanks
2901117052024-06-04T21:40:01.433999744+00:002024-06-04T21:40:10.185847552+00:002024-06-04T21:40:01.739085184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageve talked extensively over the last couple days lol
2911116822024-06-04T21:40:14.015215872+00:002024-06-04T21:40:14.333858944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWell yes haha
2921118202024-06-04T21:40:30.490611584+00:002024-06-04T21:40:31.168551936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just days haha
2931115982024-06-04T21:40:37.146311808+00:002024-06-04T21:40:37.450055808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,I must perceive time differently than you do
2941117042024-06-04T21:41:15.404645888+00:002024-06-04T21:41:15.692704896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not meant as a slight
2951115542024-06-04T21:41:40.068000128+00:002024-06-04T21:41:40.320651008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagewIn the same way I describe you as formidable and intimidating, I generally classify myself as attentive and perceptive
2961115802024-06-04T21:42:56.654999936+00:002024-06-04T21:54:08.398611968+00:002024-06-04T21:42:56.998225408+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSo I see the details and make decisions and perceptions about it
2971116682024-06-04T21:55:03.833839616+00:002024-06-04T21:55:08.375680896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/Ah you definitely are attentive and perceptive
2981116152024-06-04T21:55:13.293042688+00:002024-06-04T21:55:13.541053952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere a patterns person
2991115762024-06-04T21:55:25.179000192+00:002024-06-04T21:55:25.539186048+00:002024-06-04T21:55:25.506456192+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI am autistic
3001114662024-06-04T21:55:28.324183680+00:002024-06-04T21:55:28.615773952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere very left brained haha
3011114772024-06-04T21:55:32.537291264+00:002024-06-04T21:55:32.796306816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat too
3021115902024-06-04T21:55:47.458010240+00:002024-06-04T21:55:47.761512960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0In the way that you like to see logic everywhere
3031115302024-06-04T21:56:00.692577152+00:002024-06-04T21:56:01.050333952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot in an uncreative way
3041115602024-06-04T21:57:29.590460800+00:002024-06-04T21:57:30.063718784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage- you said this in your last instagram message btw. How is it different to what you
3051114682024-06-04T21:58:47.920000128+00:002024-06-04T21:59:19.880290688+00:002024-06-04T21:58:48.270305664+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget ask hard questions, they shy away from things they don
3061115522024-06-04T21:59:34.883000192+00:002024-06-04T21:59:35.325143040+00:002024-06-04T21:59:35.294505344+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYou do all those things
3071116902024-06-04T21:59:55.684999936+00:002024-06-04T21:59:55.959953024+00:002024-06-04T21:59:55.933184640+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagell rise up and meet you there or continue to internalize
3081115212024-06-04T22:00:10.619406720+00:002024-06-04T22:00:10.871236992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem like a somehow welcome wreckingball
3091115992024-06-04T22:00:59.003000064+00:002024-06-04T22:00:59.289649664+00:002024-06-04T22:00:59.284990336+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage;I would describe you as
3101116242024-06-04T22:01:07.929379968+00:002024-06-04T22:01:08.210322816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePeer haha
3111116322024-06-04T22:01:11.901855232+00:002024-06-04T22:01:12.206529152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAn equal
3121117032024-06-04T22:01:24.861404160+00:002024-06-04T22:01:25.143435008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSomeone on the same level of understanding
3131117352024-06-04T22:02:02.421000064+00:002024-06-04T22:02:02.676626176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAnd capable of remaining there
3141117242024-06-04T22:02:40.528000128+00:002024-06-04T22:03:39.228097664+00:002024-06-04T22:02:41.240875904+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage(But yes, I very much see you as an equal
3151115692024-06-04T22:04:19.630735104+00:002024-06-04T22:04:23.663192960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages good to be one of those haha. But it
3161116332024-06-04T22:05:17.240999936+00:002024-06-04T22:05:17.669197056+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage!It helps with the loneliness
3171116992024-06-04T22:05:49.279000064+00:002024-06-04T22:12:05.854644736+00:002024-06-04T22:05:49.553724032+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage#Which movie did you end up picking?
3181116602024-06-04T22:12:10.030883072+00:002024-06-04T22:12:13.527436032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePonyo
3191116132024-06-04T22:12:14.967705216+00:002024-06-04T22:12:15.355909120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages adorable
3201116882024-06-04T22:12:42.597796480+00:002024-06-04T22:12:42.951481088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDAnd seemingly built about an urban legend around why tsunamis happen
3211116732024-06-04T22:13:00.936000128+00:002024-06-04T22:13:01.199858176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat sounds lovely
3221115732024-06-04T22:13:06.064999808+00:002024-06-04T22:17:27.991281280+00:002024-06-04T22:13:06.348419200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageVery peaceful
3231116262024-06-04T22:17:35.021617920+00:002024-06-04T22:17:38.084727040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt is quite haha
3241115502024-06-04T22:18:54.989818368+00:002024-06-04T22:18:55.354248960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhat are you doing right now?
3251115592024-06-04T22:19:03.568191488+00:002024-06-04T22:19:03.894397056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Just still music and just hanging out?
3261116222024-06-04T22:19:32.510000256+00:002024-06-04T22:20:48.449467392+00:002024-06-04T22:19:32.835209856+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageLMindlessly watching Arcane, spending time with you, and browsing threads lol
3271117392024-06-04T22:20:56.073456+00:002024-06-04T22:20:58.946493824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha just chillin
3281115952024-06-04T22:21:06.590000128+00:002024-06-04T22:21:13.621843072+00:002024-06-04T22:21:06.909819136+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageam I am
3291115712024-06-04T22:21:19.616999808+00:002024-06-04T22:21:20.051666560+00:002024-06-04T22:21:19.953592960+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage:Windows open, nice view, mostly cloudy but still sunny day
3301116642024-06-04T22:21:44.146584704+00:002024-06-04T22:21:44.426752128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I got 40 minutes left of this film
3311115882024-06-04T22:22:03.149775488+00:002024-06-04T22:22:03.481438848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to sleep lol
3321115582024-06-04T22:22:18.703756544+00:002024-06-04T22:22:18.972026112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not a mega night owl but I
3331116062024-06-04T22:22:32.371000064+00:002024-06-04T22:22:32.687720960+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYe I figured lol
3341115662024-06-04T22:22:42.984999936+00:002024-06-04T22:22:46.816958720+00:002024-06-04T22:22:43.278562048+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI might nap soon
3351114352024-06-04T22:23:44.806296064+00:002024-06-04T22:23:45.042686976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah love a nap
3361115832024-06-04T22:24:10.803999872+00:002024-06-04T22:28:44.565578240+00:002024-06-04T22:24:11.117822464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThey just feel good lol
3371115642024-06-04T22:28:55.529102336+00:002024-06-04T22:29:01.588018944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI rarely take one
3381114502024-06-04T22:29:24.548163456+00:002024-06-04T22:29:24.776028928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYI only ever get the chance on the weekends. And that
3391115432024-06-04T22:30:04.689999872+00:002024-06-04T22:30:17.966982784+00:002024-06-04T22:30:04.945888512+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageRCapitalism fucked everyone by not having naps be a fundamental part of culture lol
3401116252024-06-04T22:30:27.438773120+00:002024-06-04T22:30:27.678019072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh absolutely hahaha
3411116812024-06-04T22:30:42.648999936+00:002024-06-04T22:30:42.877422080+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem all for getting fucked but not like that
3421115852024-06-04T22:30:52.140000128+00:002024-06-04T22:35:30.105392640+00:002024-06-04T22:30:52.443332736+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageBut such is capitalism
3431115532024-06-04T22:35:59.240955776+00:002024-06-04T22:36:11.873540224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages ridiculous the amount of people that I know that are all sick of living this way
3441114922024-06-04T22:36:15.616125056+00:002024-06-04T22:36:15.860526080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAMany people who want to just dilly dally (I love that expression)
3451115822024-06-04T22:36:24.441999872+00:002024-06-04T22:36:24.699399424+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageMany people who want to just dilly dally (I love t
3461115032024-06-04T22:37:32.728999808+00:002024-06-04T22:38:10.534909312+00:002024-06-04T22:37:33.060014464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI just wanna be a self-employed creative with ample time to spend on a partner and family. lol that
3471114532024-06-04T22:38:41.177875328+00:002024-06-04T22:38:50.474469248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages damn near impossible when you have capitalism to deal with
3481115382024-06-04T22:39:27.974000256+00:002024-06-04T22:39:28.297723520+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYuuuup
3491116202024-06-04T22:39:41.652+00:002024-06-04T22:39:41.977827968+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAnd maybe grow my own food
3501115322024-06-04T22:39:52.092+00:002024-06-04T22:44:33.779518592+00:002024-06-04T22:39:52.404248192+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat would be lovely
3511115572024-06-04T22:44:43.677786368+00:002024-06-04T22:44:55.593792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeppp
3521114372024-06-04T22:46:31.661392896+00:002024-06-04T22:46:36.537524992+00:002024-06-04T22:47:53.753132800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust honestly live in a community where every person does what they're good at and you're just all friends and family of each other so you know that oh well I don't know how to do this but I know a person who knows how to do this probably and if he doesn't or she doesn't or they don't then it doesn't matter There will be somebody else or we'll figure it out together You know just Literally a community and it's just Always hated the concept of money I just wanted to be an energy exchange and you know I'll help you with things and you'll help me with things and We just do what makes us happy For a lot of people that just includes ensuring the people around you are happy that'll make them happy. A lot of people are like that and I think a lot of the people don't want to live in a community do thrive on those kinds of interactions so I just want that
3531117502024-06-04T22:48:01.742000128+00:002024-06-04T22:48:22.336986752+00:002024-06-04T22:48:02.108675200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, big feels
3541116042024-06-04T22:48:50.730999936+00:002024-06-04T22:53:09.848595840+00:002024-06-04T22:48:51.070339712+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage(in my past polycules) and I would happily be a communal cook again if it meant I could exchange it for other stuff (like laundry
3551115702024-06-04T22:53:16.534335360+00:002024-06-04T22:53:56.179868032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh right yes haha
3561116982024-06-04T22:54:18.732037760+00:002024-06-04T22:54:19.107205888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget mind taking care of animals and just crafting things all the time
3571117172024-06-04T22:55:17.404+00:002024-06-04T22:55:55.922872064+00:002024-06-04T22:55:17.670765184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem wearing my handmade (not by me) linen shirt right now and it
3581115932024-06-04T22:56:34.048618112+00:002024-06-04T22:56:38.496897024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage_My friend who lives in a community presses her own paper and makes glass art and shit like that
3591117272024-06-04T22:56:42.904426112+00:002024-06-04T22:56:43.167377024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDilly to the fucking dally.
3601114832024-06-04T22:57:03.767642240+00:002024-06-04T22:57:04.098456832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagejob that she does remotely
3611115482024-06-04T22:57:18.302573952+00:002024-06-04T22:57:18.565710720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%But outside of that it
3621116522024-06-04T22:57:28.131000064+00:002024-06-04T22:57:28.453233920+00:002024-06-04T22:57:28.440907008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageDilly to the fucking dally.
3631115142024-06-04T22:57:32.641653120+00:002024-06-04T22:57:32.875280896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Many dogs, chickens and ducks roaming around
3641116502024-06-04T22:57:41.528000128+00:002024-06-04T22:57:41.890684800+00:002024-06-04T22:57:41.872247424+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat sounds lovely
3651117192024-06-04T22:57:46.649999872+00:002024-06-04T22:57:48.298333184+00:002024-06-04T22:57:48.218671616+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAnd inviting lol
3661116142024-06-04T22:58:02.126144384+00:002024-06-04T22:58:11.359192192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSCouple of piggies (for consumption yes but it
3671115182024-06-04T22:58:19.790654720+00:002024-06-04T22:58:20.278914944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLAlso the chickens and ducks are eventually for consumption as well I suppose
3681115092024-06-04T22:58:31.818426880+00:002024-06-04T22:58:32.128984960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut pigs don
3691116002024-06-04T22:58:43.353999872+00:002024-06-04T22:58:43.614585856+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageNo, but rabbits do!
3701115612024-06-04T22:58:50.265999744+00:002024-06-04T22:59:16.173485312+00:002024-06-04T22:58:50.589700992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)Only around Easter tho, which is weird
3711115412024-06-04T22:59:21.141510272+00:002024-06-04T22:59:21.429328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
3721116612024-06-04T23:00:26.743000064+00:002024-06-04T23:00:26.963375616+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages ethical and healthy, who cares what folks raise to eat?
3731117222024-06-04T23:00:52.828999936+00:002024-06-04T23:01:35.272853888+00:002024-06-04T23:00:53.059658752+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget make the animals suffer and give them comfortable lives
3741114552024-06-04T23:01:56.361889408+00:002024-06-04T23:02:08.357067136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!I was pescatarian for a while too
3751115472024-06-04T23:02:06.028248832+00:002024-06-04T23:02:08.357067136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Then chicken found its way back in
3761116472024-06-04T23:02:18.921789440+00:002024-06-04T23:02:19.326125184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)And then I made South African friends lol
3771116952024-06-04T23:03:00.063999872+00:002024-06-04T23:03:00.318347648+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages is excellent chicken lol
3781114862024-06-04T23:03:29.807000192+00:002024-06-04T23:10:15.727981824+00:002024-06-04T23:03:30.184899072+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage]I have a billion food allergies so I try to be careful about what I eat when it can be helped
3791115752024-06-04T23:10:36.718004480+00:002024-06-04T23:10:49.850091904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh yeah that
3801115372024-06-04T23:12:15.154483328+00:002024-06-04T23:12:19.124510080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem extremely unfussy and have no allergies
3811115622024-06-04T23:13:14.655999872+00:002024-06-04T23:17:19.705844224+00:002024-06-04T23:13:17.086030976+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_9ACCFD4C-E434-48B9-A694-4386E498FB2D
3821115632024-06-04T23:19:35.845592448+00:002024-06-04T23:19:39.678479872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Well that was a very wholesome video
3831114872024-06-04T23:19:42.905338496+00:002024-06-04T23:19:43.205822976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFilm I mean
3841114452024-06-04T23:19:44.833519232+00:002024-06-04T23:19:45.211810816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWtf lol
3851116212024-06-04T23:20:03.252000128+00:002024-06-04T23:20:03.692033536+00:002024-06-04T23:20:03.656002560+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage'I mean, both are true
3861115052024-06-04T23:20:15.945133952+00:002024-06-04T23:20:22.685549696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGuess so haha
3871115912024-06-04T23:20:44.039000064+00:002024-06-04T23:22:21.847699584+00:002024-06-04T23:20:44.362277760+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHow would you rate it?
3881116672024-06-04T23:23:03.858009088+00:002024-06-04T23:23:07.576343040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\The story behind it is a lot more obvious than some of the other Ghibli films i
3891116742024-06-04T23:23:13.746060160+00:002024-06-04T23:23:31.003776128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
3901115922024-06-04T23:23:27.441999616+00:002024-06-04T23:23:31.003776128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages very cute and whimsical
3911118082024-06-04T23:23:46.777494656+00:002024-06-04T23:23:47.176449024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#But it could have been weirder haha
3921117202024-06-04T23:23:58.909470592+00:002024-06-04T23:23:59.291874944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI like weird and confusing lol
3931116342024-06-04T23:24:27.465999872+00:002024-06-04T23:24:27.852415360+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageTYeah, I really like intellectual thrillers because they
3941115392024-06-04T23:24:37.454000256+00:002024-06-04T23:24:37.756604416+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageoI still keep meaning to watch Swiss Army Man with Daniel Radcliffe, but I just have not gotten around to it yet
3951115422024-06-04T23:24:46.359999872+00:002024-06-04T23:26:50.197540736+00:002024-06-04T23:24:46.665218560+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageExcellent review though
3961116292024-06-04T23:28:56.810416640+00:002024-06-04T23:29:03.800057856+00:002024-06-04T23:30:29.822678272+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI don't tend to watch a whole lot of movies or films or series really because I'm definitely more in order to person than I am visual well that's actually wrong It's just that my inner world is already so Vibrant, I suppose that You know a lot of media is just Not really that interesting in comparison Because there's already so much going on in my head that's some kind of taking away from the media that that I can experience because honestly the films that happen in my head are very interesting sometimes so a piece of media needs to be exceptionally Clever or weird In order for grab me so I don't really often watch something that sounds very conceited and snobbish but just the way I consume media
3971115722024-06-04T23:30:20.320022144+00:002024-06-04T23:30:20.892524032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage[Have I ever told you about the name for this music project that I
3981116872024-06-04T23:30:38.697997056+00:002024-06-04T23:30:39.911671936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageone woman band
3991115742024-06-04T23:31:21.882789120+00:002024-06-04T23:31:22.366796928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"It ties into this conversation lol
4001115552024-06-04T23:31:22.288000128+00:002024-06-04T23:31:22.804778112+00:002024-06-04T23:31:22.729200128+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages conceited. I think it makes sense. I watch it for the art and the dissociation from life.
4011116082024-06-04T23:31:36.724+00:002024-06-04T23:31:37.054129664+00:002024-06-04T23:31:37.013252480+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget leave me hanging lol
4021116112024-06-04T23:32:08.895013632+00:002024-06-04T23:32:11.375042944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe name is synonymous with how I experience my own mind. I often feel like I
4031116432024-06-04T23:32:36.043630080+00:002024-06-04T23:32:36.991910016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0And it just feels very 90s indie alternative lol
4041115862024-06-04T23:32:59.944999936+00:002024-06-04T23:33:00.235118592+00:002024-06-04T23:33:00.214745344+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage6How clever and creative! You should absolutely do that
4051114632024-06-04T23:34:12.423361280+00:002024-06-04T23:34:14.610632960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAs much as I love playing bass
4061115442024-06-04T23:34:44.077484416+00:002024-06-04T23:34:46.815643776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4I think I could do more if I was more of a vocalist
4071114742024-06-04T23:35:25.869836032+00:002024-06-04T23:35:26.174077952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLA female Jim Morrisson without the getting arrested for whipping my dick out
4081115772024-06-04T23:35:42.780999936+00:002024-06-04T23:35:43.255610496+00:002024-06-04T23:35:43.237236480+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhat an obscure but fantastic reference lol
4091114792024-06-04T23:35:57.913901824+00:002024-06-04T23:35:58.369929088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Or dying as a homeless person in Paris at age 27
4101114382024-06-04T23:36:05.752000128+00:002024-06-04T23:36:06.527957248+00:002024-06-04T23:36:06.491156992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages stopping you from being a vocalist?
4111115672024-06-04T23:36:20.335468800+00:002024-06-04T23:36:23.275187072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe bass lol
4121116562024-06-04T23:36:43.485380864+00:002024-06-04T23:36:46.426520832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged really benefit from having a band though
4131117122024-06-04T23:37:14.117641216+00:002024-06-04T23:37:14.445175936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageQI just really want to use that band name lol but I don
4141116372024-06-04T23:37:29.891000064+00:002024-06-04T23:37:30.563709696+00:002024-06-04T23:37:30.539159296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI feel that lol
4151116442024-06-04T23:37:50.547000192+00:002024-06-04T23:37:50.865767680+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget really want to be in a band, but I also probably should be in one
4161114442024-06-04T23:38:05.104000128+00:002024-06-04T23:38:49.885061248+00:002024-06-04T23:38:05.647566848+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget wanna be in a band with a bunch of white boys and preferably not a whole lot of men lol
4171116762024-06-04T23:38:53.055346944+00:002024-06-04T23:39:09.514265728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLolol
4181116102024-06-04T23:43:35.164620416+00:002024-06-05T01:20:10.716690048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna find out if I can get myself a little band together
4191115292024-06-04T23:43:51.723265920+00:002024-06-05T01:20:10.716690048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5I have many ideas and ingredients to throw in the mix
4201116022024-06-04T23:44:00.849565696+00:002024-06-05T01:20:10.716690048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,But not enough to make something really good
4211116272024-06-04T23:44:13.123326080+00:002024-06-05T01:20:10.716690048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9And a lack of technical skills on instruments or software
4221115892024-06-05T01:24:21.252000128+00:002024-06-05T01:24:22.246883456+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage(Sorry fell asleep)
4231116382024-06-05T01:24:43.678000256+00:002024-06-05T09:39:36.964037888+00:002024-06-05T01:24:44.020471296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem happy to consult or help you with your band as much as I can
4241117522024-06-05T09:39:46.854473856+00:002024-06-05T13:28:37.344342656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages alright haha
4251118392024-06-05T09:42:28.981700864+00:002024-06-05T13:28:37.344342656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem happy to consult or help you with your band as
4261116772024-06-05T17:24:46.904999936+00:002024-06-05T17:29:34.458413312+00:002024-06-05T17:24:49.070805120+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagere both working through sad girl hours this week, would you like to hear some good news?
4271117692024-06-05T17:29:38.816273024+00:002024-06-05T17:29:56.806693120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yesss!
4281117782024-06-05T17:32:47.496+00:002024-06-05T17:54:59.572147072+00:002024-06-05T17:32:49.133463168+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageve had to burn through 2/3rds of my set-aside healthcare savings or just pay cash outright, and that really sucked. I just opened a letter from my insurance company that contained a check for the entire cost of the ambulance and I now owe
4291117742024-06-05T17:55:34.625958016+00:002024-06-05T18:41:02.869219840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI was forced into an in-patient psych ward last mo
4301117802024-06-05T17:55:44.378574080+00:002024-06-05T18:41:02.869219840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages great news!
4311117952024-06-05T17:55:57.828711296+00:002024-06-05T18:41:02.869219840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem glad your insurance ended up covering it.
4321118192024-06-05T18:41:18.576546176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem happy about this, huge stress relief!
4331117472024-06-05T18:41:27.337575680+00:002024-06-05T19:17:22.075620224+00:002024-06-05T19:17:22.075620224+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
4341118432024-06-05T19:17:26.834499840+00:002024-06-05T19:34:10.469258752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
4351118372024-06-05T19:17:47.516028672+00:002024-06-05T19:34:10.469258752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Had a dopamine hit because a package I ordered arrived
4361116722024-06-05T19:34:23.934474240+00:002024-06-05T19:43:53.295713152+00:002024-06-05T19:43:53.295713152+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage/Hell yeah, nothing like a good dopamine hit lol
4371118342024-06-05T19:44:07.599534464+00:002024-06-05T19:46:25.033310848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*And everything fits and looks good too
4381117132024-06-05T19:46:33.428+00:002024-06-05T19:46:33.902402176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOooooo new outfit??
4391117482024-06-05T19:46:45.940+00:002024-06-05T19:50:07.847516800+00:002024-06-05T19:46:51.095838592+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_FE487C27-7A59-4629-8532-CEDA597A593F
4401117592024-06-05T19:50:25.083491840+00:002024-06-05T19:50:29.199552512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4Yesss I bought a top, two dresses and a chain belt.
4411117282024-06-05T19:50:47.383130752+00:002024-06-05T19:50:47.616285824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2To further add to my whimsical grunge goddess look
4421116632024-06-05T19:50:54.178193280+00:002024-06-05T19:50:54.421263488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
4431116582024-06-05T19:51:01.273068416+00:002024-06-05T19:51:37.198745984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh my
4441117962024-06-05T19:51:35.442407808+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageLaughed at
4451118542024-06-05T19:52:05.556603904+00:002024-06-05T19:57:33.938416768+00:002024-06-05T19:57:33.938416768+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem missing out on whatever the fuck that is, it sounds awesome lol
4461117732024-06-05T19:57:35.888920320+00:002024-06-05T19:57:36.062509824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahah
4471117432024-06-05T19:57:40.352208128+00:002024-06-05T19:58:23.025904128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUhm
4481118492024-06-05T19:58:19.786538624+00:002024-06-05T19:58:23.025904128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLots of velvet, lace, silk etc
4491116752024-06-05T19:58:46.776737024+00:002024-06-05T20:01:00.048959744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagevFeminine soft materials but with some edgy accents like ripped tights, leather belts and braceletsc, combat boots etc.
4501116702024-06-05T20:01:23.164566272+00:002024-06-05T20:02:47.529893632+00:002024-06-05T20:02:47.529893632+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageve def been missing out on that lol
4511118072024-06-05T20:03:24.273702656+00:002024-06-05T20:03:28.397237120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_186B30F3-6A30-488F-80AD-EE0CEF4AE95C
4521116492024-06-05T20:03:55.493715328+00:002024-06-05T20:04:02.408488960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not a trend thing or something haha. Just a style I like to wear. It
4531118582024-06-05T20:04:26.029314816+00:002024-06-05T20:04:26.719129088+00:002024-06-05T20:04:26.719129088+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages an epic look on you!!
4541117912024-06-05T20:05:20.287854208+00:002024-06-05T20:05:20.472220672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBImagine in Stevie Nicks but in the 90s alternative rock/grunge era
4551118302024-06-05T20:05:46.989367936+00:002024-06-05T20:05:52.009049600+00:002024-06-05T20:05:52.009049600+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOh 100%
4561118502024-06-05T20:05:54.290286336+00:002024-06-05T20:05:54.512980736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
4571118322024-06-05T20:06:04.918920704+00:002024-06-05T20:06:05.113714432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem into this look for me
4581117252024-06-05T20:06:09.653205888+00:002024-06-05T20:06:10.126339712+00:002024-06-05T20:06:10.126339712+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a great look on you, fits your personality very well lol
4591117012024-06-05T20:06:42.821895808+00:002024-06-05T20:08:25.638735488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHaha thanks
4601117382024-06-05T20:07:15.086556160+00:002024-06-05T20:08:25.638735488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehI wish I took my time more often in the morning because I usually don
4611118572024-06-05T20:08:54.998303616+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget hard to nail: bedhead + outfit
4621118422024-06-05T20:09:11.333159680+00:002024-06-05T20:09:39.302663552+00:002024-06-05T20:09:39.302663552+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage!Or is there more to your routine?
4631116792024-06-05T20:10:06.639216640+00:002024-06-05T20:10:42.828226304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol true I guess
4641118562024-06-05T20:10:24.183622656+00:002024-06-05T20:10:42.828226304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLI just very easily go for jeans and t shirt and that
4651117662024-06-05T20:11:01.300258688+00:002024-06-05T20:11:01.984274816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2A good way to go about it is do my makeup at night
4661117452024-06-05T20:11:01.614078976+00:002024-06-05T20:11:02.857579008+00:002024-06-05T20:11:02.857579008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageFAIR lol
4671117422024-06-05T20:11:05.756166016+00:002024-06-05T20:11:05.929081856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSleep in it
4681118122024-06-05T20:11:14.579429120+00:002024-06-05T20:11:14.789937920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTouch up in the morning
4691116542024-06-05T20:11:17.984574336+00:002024-06-05T20:11:51.967212160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAll set
4701118232024-06-05T20:12:00.332032896+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a good way to go about it
4711117682024-06-05T20:12:20.597316224+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageDI so rarely wear makeup that it surprises most people when I do
4721118532024-06-05T20:12:57.524727808+00:002024-06-05T20:13:33.726138112+00:002024-06-05T20:13:33.726138112+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage^But I feel you on the jeans & t-shirt. Today is bra + overall shorts cuz it
4731118352024-06-05T20:13:50.467145472+00:002024-06-05T20:13:55.962188288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem just wearing a flannel and underwear lolol
4741118132024-06-05T20:15:03.057310592+00:002024-06-05T20:19:24.838402048+00:002024-06-05T20:19:24.838402048+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages already 26 in the apartment so I
4751117512024-06-05T20:19:59.312061824+00:002024-06-05T20:20:03.526095360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDid you just convert to celsius?
4761117552024-06-05T20:20:14.919160576+00:002024-06-05T20:20:15.492951168+00:002024-06-05T20:20:15.492951168+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage$No, I use metric almost exclusively
4771117632024-06-05T20:20:19.685986816+00:002024-06-05T20:20:19.867694848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhhh
4781118522024-06-05T20:20:29.893242880+00:002024-06-05T20:20:30.088118528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWorks for me haha
4791117882024-06-05T20:20:51.315016704+00:002024-06-05T20:20:51.525689600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWeather here sucks :(
4801118262024-06-05T20:21:02.713061376+00:002024-06-05T20:21:03.080307712+00:002024-06-05T20:21:03.080307712+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagecI only really use imperial units for distance when it comes to trying to communicate with Americans
4811117462024-06-05T20:21:06.460116352+00:002024-06-05T20:21:06.612957440+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
4821118012024-06-05T20:21:18.822556544+00:002024-06-05T20:21:23.152097408+00:002024-06-05T20:21:23.152097408+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOof cold! Rainy?
4831118162024-06-05T20:21:36.920299264+00:002024-06-05T20:21:55.929684224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot very rainy
4841116412024-06-05T20:21:40.325308288+00:002024-06-05T20:21:55.929684224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut not sunny either
4851118472024-06-05T20:21:46.092280832+00:002024-06-05T20:21:55.929684224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust boring weather
4861117942024-06-05T20:22:14.491801728+00:002024-06-05T20:22:15.325084032+00:002024-06-05T20:22:15.325084032+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage'Sounds dreary, kinda like all of the UK
4871118172024-06-05T20:22:15.063981056+00:002024-06-05T20:22:15.332438272+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I do better in a slightly warmer climate
4881117712024-06-05T20:22:23.680125184+00:002024-06-05T20:22:27.795452416+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePortugal is amazing
4891117722024-06-05T20:22:47.855309184+00:002024-06-05T20:22:48.204054144+00:002024-06-05T20:22:48.204054144+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem moving home next year. I need WARMTH and HUMIDITY
4901116862024-06-05T20:22:59.602074112+00:002024-06-05T20:23:00.332085120+00:002024-06-05T20:23:00.332085120+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaged like to look at permanently relocating to Barcelona
4911118442024-06-05T20:23:13.624733440+00:002024-06-05T20:24:01.692984064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooh nice!
4921117342024-06-05T20:25:09.335036800+00:002024-06-05T20:25:19.497773184+00:002024-06-05T20:25:19.497773184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagecultural focus. Americans fucking love French/German/Nordic culture and I am so fucking over it lol
4931116932024-06-05T20:25:37.325226752+00:002024-06-05T20:25:41.257494912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGive Portugal a try
4941118022024-06-05T20:25:52.825018624+00:002024-06-05T20:25:53.174914816+00:002024-06-05T20:25:53.174914816+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages on the list of places to visit for sure!
4951117562024-06-05T20:26:02.377180800+00:002024-06-05T20:26:02.554228608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Though you speak some Spanish right?
4961118292024-06-05T20:26:16.287573376+00:002024-06-05T20:27:51.666744960+00:002024-06-05T20:27:51.666744960+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSi, un poquito mas
4971118182024-06-05T20:27:58.413919232+00:002024-06-05T20:28:03.336716928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehttps://open.spotify.com/track/18ZEfFWohl9woTvBykvlsI?si=6JxOY95ZRR2ZDWN2oSBFQw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A37TcohvwaAgxmhgqtf7rxCWHttpURL
4981117572024-06-05T20:28:08.826227712+00:002024-06-05T20:28:09.026302080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageListen to this whenever
4991116942024-06-05T20:28:12.119246976+00:002024-06-05T20:28:12.355228672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo fucking good
5001117822024-06-05T20:28:40.973346176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOoooo I like that!
5011118102024-06-05T20:28:49.787562112+00:002024-06-05T20:28:59.040807424+00:002024-06-05T20:28:59.040807424+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage"I could make an epic cover of that
5021118212024-06-05T20:29:17.840195840+00:002024-06-05T20:30:21.556192128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
5031118112024-06-05T20:31:13.082151680+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage8Okay lemme listen to more than the 30 second preview lol
5041117762024-06-05T20:31:28.231193344+00:002024-06-05T20:32:14.761195136+00:002024-06-05T20:32:14.761195136+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThat bass line is SEXY
5051118402024-06-05T20:32:18.833267712+00:002024-06-05T20:32:50.049008128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUgh I know
5061116662024-06-05T20:32:24.621225344+00:002024-06-05T20:32:50.049008128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFucking love this album and band
5071117372024-06-05T20:32:37.175126528+00:002024-06-05T20:32:50.049008128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageKOne of my main inspiration in terms of the music I want to be making myself
5081116572024-06-05T20:33:19.028108544+00:002024-06-05T20:34:29.964148096+00:002024-06-05T20:34:29.964148096+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage$Yeah definitely! I really like this
5091117402024-06-05T20:35:59.569525248+00:002024-06-05T20:37:04.780899584+00:002024-06-05T20:37:04.780899584+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageXYessss the last of my drum hardware has shipped!!! I can finally SHOW PEOPLE MY DRUMMING
5101116802024-06-05T20:37:11.478251520+00:002024-06-05T20:38:03.109881216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoooo yesss
5111117212024-06-05T20:38:27.241569792+00:002024-06-05T20:38:59.507098496+00:002024-06-05T20:38:59.507098496+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagell definitely learn a few songs from Silversun Pickups cuz that
5121118362024-06-05T20:39:07.030112256+00:002024-06-05T20:39:12.063972736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Yes they have very cool percussion
5131116782024-06-05T20:39:41.261366784+00:002024-06-05T20:40:12.044472960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be fun to learn. I love playing their songs on bass.
5141117932024-06-05T20:40:30.680614656+00:002024-06-05T22:26:34.715271296+00:002024-06-05T22:26:34.715271296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageDo you know dream theater?
5151117182024-06-05T22:26:37.610447232+00:002024-06-05T22:26:45.143920128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI do yeah
5161117092024-06-05T22:26:48.834194176+00:002024-06-05T22:26:49.192676096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Sorry I was busy learning Waste It On by ear lol
5171116832024-06-05T22:26:53.677921536+00:002024-06-05T22:26:54.054228096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages funnnn to play
5181118092024-06-05T22:26:59.171493504+00:002024-06-05T22:26:59.379636992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget played that one before
5191117602024-06-05T22:27:01.882+00:002024-06-05T22:27:02.282428800+00:002024-06-05T22:27:02.218419968+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage&I was drumming so you good
5201116652024-06-05T22:27:25.561999744+00:002024-06-05T22:27:25.966224384+00:002024-06-05T22:27:25.848451200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageRI think I might learn Dance of Eternity by Dream Theater, purely to prove a point
5211117112024-06-05T22:27:33.364392576+00:002024-06-05T22:27:33.552274176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh that
5221118142024-06-05T22:27:53.566847744+00:002024-06-05T22:28:09.229167232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYNot a huge Dream Theater fan personally but obviously I get it from a rhythm perspective
5231117082024-06-05T22:28:34.500999936+00:002024-06-05T22:29:40.267367424+00:002024-06-05T22:28:34.860990464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageQI also have the songbook from Polyphia
5241117982024-06-05T22:29:43.618870528+00:002024-06-05T22:29:54.286903168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh shit lol
5251118152024-06-05T22:29:53.004222592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget catch my attention much
5261118272024-06-05T22:29:58.891506944+00:002024-06-05T22:29:59.055412992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI respect it technically
5271117532024-06-05T22:30:07.641295616+00:002024-06-05T22:30:07.858063232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut it doesn
5281116592024-06-05T22:30:31.536+00:002024-06-05T22:30:50.823387904+00:002024-06-05T22:30:31.795311232+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages how I feel about Taylor Swift
5291117412024-06-05T22:30:51.020999936+00:002024-06-05T22:30:51.627903488+00:002024-06-05T22:30:51.413689088+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages so well done, but most of her stuff doesn
5301118482024-06-05T22:30:58.317180416+00:002024-06-05T22:31:24.088035072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah same
5311117652024-06-05T22:31:42.915849728+00:002024-06-05T22:31:49.394760192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_FE8480EB-8090-438C-8970-0620F6D76CE8
5321118222024-06-05T22:32:30.640000128+00:002024-06-05T22:32:31.237714816+00:002024-06-05T22:32:30.952946688+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYes very much so lol
5331116892024-06-05T22:33:12.891836160+00:002024-06-05T22:33:44.603084800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOne of my best friends saw Tim Henson at a coffee shop like a year ago or so look
5341118552024-06-05T22:34:00.771000192+00:002024-06-05T22:34:01.060055296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages the thing about Tim Henson
5351118592024-06-05T22:34:07.290+00:002024-06-05T22:34:07.498429568+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI am as gay as they come
5361118452024-06-05T22:34:27.724999936+00:002024-06-05T22:34:27.971163008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageit does something for me
5371118002024-06-05T22:34:48.894999936+00:002024-06-05T22:34:49.154497920+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget tell A SOUL
5381118282024-06-05T22:35:05.670000128+00:002024-06-05T22:35:15.849651072+00:002024-06-05T22:35:05.890712320+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage$But I would hit that all night long
5391117362024-06-05T22:35:22.845643008+00:002024-06-05T22:35:33.098331008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahhaha
5401117262024-06-05T22:35:34.106747392+00:002024-06-05T22:35:35.604697984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI used to be really into that
5411117842024-06-05T22:35:41.662675840+00:002024-06-05T22:35:41.930050816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI mean I loved Jrock
5421116922024-06-05T22:35:53.256+00:002024-06-05T22:35:53.640628992+00:002024-06-05T22:35:53.575687936+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages a vibe
5431117702024-06-05T22:35:58.460327168+00:002024-06-05T22:35:58.643355904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)But nowadays I like a little more scruffy
5441118382024-06-05T22:36:07.151764352+00:002024-06-05T22:36:07.390606848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHenson is so clean looking
5451118252024-06-05T22:36:17.693128320+00:002024-06-05T22:36:17.925879040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I like men who look a little dirty
5461117922024-06-05T22:36:31.836462080+00:002024-06-05T22:36:32.036323840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike they look they
5471117772024-06-05T22:36:46.018139136+00:002024-06-05T22:36:46.959090944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Tim Henson doesn
5481117062024-06-05T22:36:58.033999872+00:002024-06-05T22:36:58.460394112+00:002024-06-05T22:36:58.424908928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageNot in the slightest
5491117992024-06-05T22:38:02.145999872+00:002024-06-05T22:39:36.694344576+00:002024-06-05T22:38:02.393894144+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages so hot out and it feels soooo good
5501117872024-06-05T22:39:41.243611392+00:002024-06-05T22:40:10.929885824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem jealous
5511117642024-06-05T22:40:24.326400256+00:002024-06-05T22:40:24.538642944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell record a couple bass covers in the next couple days
5521117072024-06-05T22:40:41.122767744+00:002024-06-05T22:40:41.358755840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageStart sharing my playing again
5531117622024-06-05T22:40:46.523999872+00:002024-06-05T22:40:52.504520192+00:002024-06-05T22:40:46.793472512+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYesssss do it!!
5541117672024-06-05T22:41:02.540999936+00:002024-06-05T22:41:02.946852224+00:002024-06-05T22:41:02.766361984+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaged love to hear your take on stuff
5551117902024-06-05T22:42:46.333555200+00:002024-06-05T22:42:56.758553728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem excited to hear your playing as well
5561117972024-06-05T22:43:45.680999936+00:002024-06-05T22:44:10.774470528+00:002024-06-05T22:43:45.932933632+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage#Do you know who DOMi & JD BECK are?
5571117852024-06-05T22:44:15.810091264+00:002024-06-05T22:44:15.980948864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot a clue hh
5581116852024-06-05T22:46:51.260999936+00:002024-06-05T22:46:51.633051648+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagere a progressive jazz duo who are absolutely amazing musicians.
5591116452024-06-05T22:46:53.329999872+00:002024-06-05T22:49:28.039648256+00:002024-06-05T22:46:55.331510784+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageBhttps://music.apple.com/us/album/not-tight/1629568944?i=1629569326WHttpURL
5601117542024-06-05T22:49:54.813994624+00:002024-06-05T22:50:12.135006848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooh
5611117292024-06-05T22:49:58.846191104+00:002024-06-05T22:50:12.135006848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages cool
5621118312024-06-05T22:50:12.131460480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:Should I be sending you apple music links moving forward?
5631118512024-06-05T22:51:03.079999872+00:002024-06-05T22:51:03.504774528+00:002024-06-05T22:51:03.466603776+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI stopped paying for Spotify a few months ago because I got tired of it after being a customer for 13 years lol
5641118242024-06-05T22:51:17.551000064+00:002024-06-05T22:51:18.094727552+00:002024-06-05T22:51:17.814382080+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSIf you send me a Spotify link I
5651117892024-06-05T22:51:23.467498240+00:002024-06-05T22:51:23.717594880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhh okay
5661116462024-06-05T22:51:37.735000192+00:002024-06-05T22:51:38.167043200+00:002024-06-05T22:51:37.985914496+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageDo you want Spotify links?
5671118462024-06-05T22:51:43.787585536+00:002024-06-05T22:51:44.017825152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI have both haha
5681117492024-06-05T22:52:05.169987968+00:002024-06-05T22:52:48.682542848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage@Use spotify more because it has a much better discovery feature
5691117442024-06-05T22:52:13.725323264+00:002024-06-05T22:52:48.682542848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI find new music often
5701117792024-06-05T22:52:59.394999936+00:002024-06-05T22:52:59.666543232+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI have both haha
5711117142024-06-05T22:53:36.914999936+00:002024-06-05T22:53:37.169140992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaged been with Spotify for so long I couldn
5721118062024-06-05T22:54:36.875000064+00:002024-06-05T22:54:38.328070912+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHhttps://music.apple.com/us/album/go-the-distance/1412858854?i=1412859027WHttpURL
5731118412024-06-05T22:54:36.969999744+00:002024-06-05T22:58:15.334028672+00:002024-06-05T22:54:38.370924416+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem about to belt this in a Taco Bell
5741117102024-06-05T22:58:42.243116800+00:002024-06-05T22:58:59.822506880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve had spotify foreverrrr and I still get new stuff
5751117612024-06-05T22:58:57.013791744+00:002024-06-05T22:58:59.822506880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2https://music.apple.com/us/album/go-the-distance/1WHttpURL
5761118032024-06-05T22:59:02.093366912+00:002024-06-05T22:59:02.410315008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAmazing hahaha
5771118332024-06-05T22:59:34.551000064+00:002024-06-05T22:59:34.907438464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageLI keep meaning to publish an analysis of my Spotify listening over the years
5781118052024-06-05T22:59:47.099999872+00:002024-06-05T22:59:47.411159296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI have most of the raw data
5791117832024-06-05T23:01:26.006+00:002024-06-05T23:04:09.905153536+00:002024-06-05T23:01:26.320003456+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI think regardless of the type of music I end up making - solo, as collabs, or with a band - I want it to be absolutely unhinged and chaotic
5801117862024-06-05T23:04:21.148376192+00:002024-06-05T23:05:09.162286720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
5811118042024-06-05T23:04:34.930584448+00:002024-06-05T23:05:09.162286720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTo get your data from Spotify
5821117582024-06-05T23:05:40.155999872+00:002024-06-05T23:11:09.276300416+00:002024-06-05T23:05:40.465359488+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYes it is!! I wanted to overlay it with where I was in life and have it be a reflective journey of my growth and change over the years
5831119022024-06-06T17:00:49.540783616+00:002024-06-06T17:09:05.164950784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your day going?
5841119082024-06-06T17:09:09.405975808+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHey you
5851118612024-06-06T17:09:22.944894848+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageMy day is
5861119062024-06-06T17:09:35.877271424+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage3Ya know, I have no idea how my day is going yet lol
5871118842024-06-06T17:09:44.043225088+00:002024-06-06T17:46:11.957573632+00:002024-06-06T17:46:11.957573632+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHow is your day going?
5881118702024-06-06T17:46:24.478139136+00:002024-06-06T17:46:28.070927104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHaha one of those huh
5891118912024-06-06T17:46:40.212032512+00:002024-06-06T17:46:40.757070976+00:002024-06-06T17:46:40.757070976+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI have a confession
5901118832024-06-06T17:46:45.064330112+00:002024-06-06T17:46:45.227762688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem having a 6/10 day. Which is the best I
5911119372024-06-06T17:46:51.653022080+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget actually think about how my days are going most of the time
5921118892024-06-06T17:46:54.614215424+00:002024-06-06T17:46:56.589993728+00:002024-06-06T17:46:56.589993728+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOooo hell yeah!
5931118782024-06-06T17:47:11.470305024+00:002024-06-06T17:47:38.673891584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagegHad an appointment at the doctor to kinda get the ball rolling to get rediagnosed so that
5941118622024-06-06T17:48:04.523271040+00:002024-06-06T17:48:17.403649792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just a formality kind if question really. I
5951118962024-06-06T17:48:50.359028864+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageRediagnosed with what?
5961118792024-06-06T17:48:56.481623680+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessages just a formality kind if question
5971118802024-06-06T17:49:16.324154880+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHI know lol still fun to go through the motions of answering the question
5981119162024-06-06T17:49:35.517255040+00:002024-06-06T17:50:36.722254720+00:002024-06-06T17:50:36.722254720+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHI know lol still fun to go through the motions of answering the question
5991118732024-06-06T17:50:46.798050944+00:002024-06-06T17:50:50.435259392+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.With whatever is happening inside my brain lol
6001119072024-06-06T17:51:28.702045440+00:002024-06-06T17:51:46.343411968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehSo I and a psychologist know what can be done to navigate it. Preferably without meds, but if need be
6011118952024-06-06T17:52:15.032473600+00:002024-06-06T17:52:37.184595840+00:002024-06-06T17:52:37.184595840+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagekI have a lot of empathy for those challenges. I try very hard to manage myself so I can stay off medication
6021118812024-06-06T17:53:14.420258816+00:002024-06-06T17:56:12.763669248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIThe psychologist immediately caught on to my apprehension to ask for help
6031119152024-06-06T17:53:45.438576256+00:002024-06-06T17:56:12.763669248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget putting all the cards on the table because I feel like I should solve it myself
6041119282024-06-06T17:58:09.762512256+00:002024-06-06T18:05:45.955426432+00:002024-06-06T18:05:45.955426432+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagell be a conversation before unilateral actions are taken. Although for me it was because of the risk of content, not that I felt I could solve it myself. Hopefully you feel like you can talk to your psychologist:)
6051118632024-06-06T18:07:50.876937600+00:002024-06-06T18:07:53.741175680+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewell this lady seemed really nice. And what I liked as well is that she is very much NOT pro medication which I would also rather avoid.
6061118902024-06-06T18:08:28.679555712+00:002024-06-06T18:09:47.299068928+00:002024-06-06T18:09:47.299068928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem def not keen on meds either. They
6071118772024-06-06T18:09:57.935970304+00:002024-06-06T18:10:02.231368960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget take anything for anything now
6081118722024-06-06T18:10:15.485102592+00:002024-06-06T18:10:15.649126784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDOnly when I feel particularly sick I
6091118712024-06-06T18:10:23.943601792+00:002024-06-06T18:10:24.131198464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut that
6101119212024-06-06T18:11:30.944557696+00:002024-06-06T18:11:58.625192832+00:002024-06-06T18:11:58.625192832+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget take an psychotropics either. I honestly do not like them cuz I am so sensitive how they force me to feel
6111118992024-06-06T18:12:12.649008768+00:002024-06-06T18:14:40.340175872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI totally get it
6121118642024-06-06T18:15:14.832551040+00:002024-06-06T18:22:33.478070784+00:002024-06-06T18:22:33.478070784+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhat are you plans this evening?
6131118922024-06-06T18:22:56.146178944+00:002024-06-06T18:23:04.480269952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve spent the past day or two building a community in the sims
6141118872024-06-06T18:23:20.506072960+00:002024-06-06T18:24:10.454666880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4I miscalculated and built one too many chalets lolol
6151118742024-06-06T18:23:47.552098944+00:002024-06-06T18:24:10.454666880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNBut I can turn it into a rental if I ever decide to get the for rent expansion
6161119002024-06-06T18:24:19.388465408+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAhahaha
6171118672024-06-06T18:25:07.473760896+00:002024-06-06T18:30:12.684872832+00:002024-06-06T18:30:12.684872832+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget played the sims in a long time
6181119052024-06-06T18:31:41.375000064+00:002024-06-06T18:34:42.835791360+00:002024-06-06T18:31:47.537106304+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_EB4C21B1-C6A3-4FDD-A1EC-4CDFE8C30C4B
6191119032024-06-06T18:34:53.898813952+00:002024-06-06T19:19:00.175028096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
6201118662024-06-06T18:34:57.921433728+00:002024-06-06T19:19:00.175028096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha amazing
6211119352024-06-06T18:35:05.624411776+00:002024-06-06T19:19:00.175028096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI very rarely play sims haha
6221118752024-06-06T19:19:30.671456384+00:002024-06-06T19:23:17.904205056+00:002024-06-06T19:23:17.904205056+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage>Do I want harissa salmon over rice for lunch? That sounds good
6231118972024-06-06T19:23:23.269449216+00:002024-06-06T19:23:26.138963712+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooo that does sound good
6241119242024-06-06T19:23:36.436299776+00:002024-06-06T19:23:36.620214656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYummy
6251118932024-06-06T19:23:49.070524160+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah imma make that lol
6261118692024-06-06T19:24:00.588974464+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage7I also have some fresh asparagus I can steam with it
6271118822024-06-06T19:24:32.575083520+00:002024-06-06T19:24:32.725228288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=My friend from Portugal invited me to his discord server haha
6281118862024-06-06T19:24:44.451606528+00:002024-06-06T19:24:44.655276544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem watching him and two of his friends play a game lol
6291118882024-06-06T19:25:28.190554624+00:002024-06-06T19:36:27.425409536+00:002024-06-06T19:36:27.425409536+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage:Nothing like a good bit of community on a quiet evening :)
6301119322024-06-06T19:37:18.566665216+00:002024-06-06T19:39:02.774580992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageExactly haha
6311119012024-06-06T19:39:14.787000192+00:002024-06-06T19:39:35.472371328+00:002024-06-06T19:39:15.117568512+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageWhat are they playing?
6321118852024-06-06T19:39:39.310808448+00:002024-06-06T19:39:40.418564096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSea of Thieves
6331119312024-06-06T19:39:48.200286336+00:002024-06-06T19:39:49.734460800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSome pirate game lol
6341118982024-06-06T19:39:56.342000256+00:002024-06-06T19:39:58.285661952+00:002024-06-06T19:39:56.923391360+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage$Oh nice! I played that for YEARS lol
6351118682024-06-06T19:40:02.037089792+00:002024-06-06T19:40:03.471279872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
6361119042024-06-06T19:40:24.629150592+00:002024-06-06T19:40:25.064903040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not really a gamer
6371119342024-06-06T19:40:39.037958144+00:002024-06-06T19:40:40.997689984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"If I got into it I wouldn
6381118652024-06-06T19:40:52.260+00:002024-06-06T19:40:52.638169472+00:002024-06-06T19:40:52.557260928+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagem too social to game alone so I don
6391118942024-06-06T19:41:22.449999872+00:002024-06-06T19:41:22.798835968+00:002024-06-06T19:41:22.673755648+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage;I have been playing world of Warcraft for 17 years tho
6401118602024-06-06T19:41:28.596999936+00:002024-06-06T19:41:29.025116160+00:002024-06-06T19:41:28.848866176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessaget play much anymore however
6411119142024-06-06T19:41:31.464196736+00:002024-06-06T19:41:32.169849216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha awesome
6421119192024-06-06T19:41:50.564999808+00:002024-06-06T19:41:50.801585152+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage0These days its mostly board games and card games
6431119172024-06-06T19:42:05.920000128+00:002024-06-06T19:42:25.868521472+00:002024-06-06T19:42:06.149138688+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage>I like tabletop gaming a lot, but I
6441119292024-06-06T19:42:51.603296+00:002024-06-06T19:42:53.062925056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%The only games I play are mind games
6451119112024-06-06T19:42:53.992384256+00:002024-06-06T19:42:55.087286016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLolol
6461119232024-06-06T19:43:33.888+00:002024-06-06T19:43:34.131373440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageiI
6471119332024-06-06T19:43:43.044999808+00:002024-06-06T19:43:43.282848640+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageIt is fun to play mind games!
6481119222024-06-06T20:54:20.272000128+00:002024-06-06T20:54:23.921656832+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D530E636-3012-4617-9FE8-BCFCE3D4CACA
6491119132024-06-06T21:01:23.850731392+00:002024-06-06T21:01:36.830171136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
6501119302024-06-06T21:01:27.032177408+00:002024-06-06T21:01:36.830171136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooo yum
6511119252024-06-06T21:01:48.375000064+00:002024-06-06T21:03:33.547385472+00:002024-06-06T21:01:48.619675392+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageworth the effort lol and there
6521119102024-06-06T21:03:38.976274688+00:002024-06-06T21:13:31.092856192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages even better
6531119362024-06-06T23:56:40.518000128+00:002024-06-06T23:56:41.973467136+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageEvery in-person convo ever lol
6541119122024-06-06T23:56:42.678000256+00:002024-06-07T07:07:58.147988096+00:002024-06-06T23:56:45.875922176+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage:https://youtube.com/shorts/T73nbssZKXU?si=RfYoJvbJLKDVBeCVWHttpURL
6551119262024-06-07T07:08:26.952497664+00:002024-06-07T07:16:41.216840064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahahah soooo much
6561119492024-06-07T14:52:59.717110912+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.I get the spend the next 3 days out in the sun
6571119502024-06-07T14:52:59.955432704+00:002024-06-07T15:05:57.888372224+00:002024-06-07T15:05:57.888372224+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem very excited about this in a complex sort of way
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6591119532024-06-07T15:09:34.295284096+00:002024-06-07T15:10:42.165429376+00:002024-06-07T15:10:42.165429376+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem one of the official photographers for this
6601119552024-06-07T15:11:15.245141760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOohhh that looks cool
6611119562024-06-07T15:11:38.813271936+00:002024-06-07T15:11:39.185392384+00:002024-06-07T15:11:39.185392384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI competed last year
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6661125362024-06-07T15:13:47.202407168+00:002024-06-07T15:14:19.008466944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI see what you mean I guess I'd personally do enjoy doing some things by myself, but it much rather it be a choice then Not having anyone to go with, if you know what I mean There are some instances where I don't really care like for example next month I'm going to a concert by myself because none of my friends are really into that band and I personally love going to concert by myself and it's been a really long time so I'm really excited for that But I get I get it there's some things that you do want to share and especially if you're going to like a three day festival thing and Doing those activities, but you know open yourself up to making friends because it's a very social thing it's a very social gathering type of pace And I'm sure that you can, I don't actually I'm not sure I don't know how how extroverted are you
6671119752024-06-07T15:17:09.045838592+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem also going to a concert alone in a few weeks for the same reason
6681119762024-06-07T15:18:03.303688064+00:002024-06-07T15:18:21.720302848+00:002024-06-07T15:18:21.720302848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem likely one of the most social/extroverted people you know. I had a known socialite tell me I am more social and outgoing than she is
6691119772024-06-07T15:18:33.766568192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Well then you should have no problem connecting with people
6701119782024-06-07T15:18:47.110298880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere likely not the only person there by yourself
6711119792024-06-07T15:20:46.440296192+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Ahaha yes, there are other people
6721119802024-06-07T15:20:56.992964480+00:002024-06-07T15:21:01.467113728+00:002024-06-07T15:21:01.467113728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
6731119812024-06-07T15:23:08.843381120+00:002024-06-07T15:26:39.077934208+00:002024-06-07T15:26:39.077934208+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI know what I was going to type it, but I didn't feel like typing. My phone is alright. I had actually intended to go into the office today which would've been. The first time I've been into the office all week because I had Monday off and then Tuesday Wednesday I took off because I wasn't well and then yesterday I worked from home because of my appointment in the afternoon and then today I had planned to go to the office But I overslept so I started from home I'm actually still working, but I'm just doing some admin stuff now. I got about 10 more minutes left and then I'm done. I'm feeling pretty okay. Can you tell by the sound of my voice? I'm a little bit more upbeat. And yeah, I feel I feel alright. I don't feel terrible. I fucking hate this job though, but besides the point Yeah, I don't know. I. Am excited for the weekend because I'm going to a concert tomorrow That's gonna be cool And that's it that is it
6741119832024-06-07T15:35:06.542668160+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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6781119842024-06-07T15:35:52.362465664+00:002024-06-07T15:37:23.966377472+00:002024-06-07T15:37:23.966377472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would almost think that I'm flustering you, but don't let me call you out But I'm going to see a band called don't subscriber A Belgian band and it's kind of like terror electronic death metal Vibes it's pretty fucking cool. I didn't know about them until a couple months ago. And it's only
6791119852024-06-07T15:37:46.081355392+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehttps://open.spotify.com/track/0BbeL6i2z0VrKLQg2qboo8?si=d-kATQEdSbyX2hqgwElJ2A&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A06R3soUWbU6bsyaRpd8p1wWHttpURL
6801119862024-06-07T15:38:21.906507520+00:002024-06-07T15:38:33.117431936+00:002024-06-07T15:38:33.117431936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoooo I will def listen!!
6811119592024-06-07T15:43:33.005798528+00:002024-06-07T15:43:38.079464192+00:002024-06-07T15:43:35.141290880+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOK so First off that concert sounds absolutely amazing and I'm a little envious because like affordable concert for like EDM death metal thing that sounds fucking cool and in the same way that you how did you describe yourself your sense of style it was I described it as like grunge cottage Court It was the grunge thing whatever that is like you would go and fit in but me as a punk like I'm very punk through and through I would purposely go and like my overalls and bright yellow shoes with like a like a bright colored hat or like pink shoes and a pink shirt like just bright vibrant colors to like dark event or most people wearing black because that is the most anti-establishment thing that I could do and I had to have done that but Sounds like fun that sounds like a lotta fun and you should take pictures and share them for sure What makes you think that I'm flustered? I don't I guess what does flustered mean to you? Because I'm not sure what is the intent of the question that you're asking because I'm not sure that I understand what you're looking for based off of the way that you asked it not not a problem it's a problem
6821119602024-06-07T15:52:09.238640512+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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6861119612024-06-07T15:53:38.860636672+00:002024-06-07T15:56:41.314755456+00:002024-06-07T15:56:41.314755456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah, it's gonna be real cool and I think actually that the Way that you describe that you dress would really fit in with with this type of concert actually so Yeah, it's gonna be really cool and I'll take pictures. It's gonna be in a real small venue as well, which are really like. Gonna see see a friend of mine he's bringing some friends. I'm not bringing any other friends that I wanted to, but they all can't make it so it's fine but I won't be alone for the flustered thing. The reason I asked that is because you were like stumbling over words a little bit and I thought you. You felt that the way you worded things Was a little bit awkward, so I just wanted to make sure that But that was wasn't the case I mean, you have said before that you find me intimidating so I was wondering if that might be the case that is why I asked
6871119622024-06-07T15:58:22.160240896+00:002024-06-07T16:00:10.691494656+00:002024-06-07T15:58:26.834688640+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah, that's fair Yes, you are intimidating. And yes, it does scramble the thoughts but also it's very difficult. I don't know it's all distracting. You know It could be anything from the distraction of playing with a little box of lotion that's sitting in front of me to you being intimidating to some ancillary thought process, but that's fair. Yes, I think it was probably that you were intimidating but also I was distracted and. Yeah We both learned something anyways that concert sounds like a lot of fun and small venues are absolutely the best and envy that being said I get to see yellow red rocks this month so I'm excited for that Yeah, I gotta get mine away
6881119632024-06-07T16:01:44.392759296+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
6891125192024-06-07T16:01:44.392759296+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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6921119642024-06-07T16:04:31.766075136+00:002024-06-07T16:08:20.694689536+00:002024-06-07T16:08:20.694689536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageA friend of mine actually told me that I am extremely authoritative. I was a trouble saying that word but In a way, it's because I often Don't say things until I'm sure about what I'm saying so anything I say is very often said with a lot of confidence and a lot of convection because I've thought about it and I know what I'm saying And apparently that's intimidating and it seems like I'm saying things that fact when I'm not trying to pose my opinions as fact but apparently that is saying maybe that's part of what makes me intimidating and I don't know. I find an interesting way to the scrubber person. I'm taking it as a big compliment though but I never really thought of myself as like intimidating or authoritative in anyway I always thought I was quite gentle and Easy that makes sense, which I guess maybe I also am but I suppose she can be gentle, but still firm I guess
6931119652024-06-07T16:07:09.385395328+00:002024-06-07T16:07:18.305030528+00:002024-06-07T16:07:18.305030528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2https://open.spotify.com/track/0BbeL6i2z0VrKLQg2qbWHttpURL
6941119662024-06-07T16:07:25.755003008+00:002024-06-07T16:07:37.926149888+00:002024-06-07T16:07:37.926149888+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI think regardless of the type of music I end up m
6951119672024-06-07T16:12:08.448017792+00:002024-06-07T16:16:44.259771648+00:002024-06-07T16:12:13.374038912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageComing from me Words, intimidating, formidable, aggressive Feisty Sparky sharp things like that like anything that the notes like a like, not necessarily inherently pleasant but also like strong so it is like a big compliment for me and you are right to interpret it that way so you know the reason why I say that is because like the reason why interpret as a cop is because With like the life that I've had very very little intimidates me like properly intimidates me and as part of that if you are able to intimidate me, I'm very impressed and it's fantastic so yeah, just take it as a huge compliment because it is And then to your point like you can be both, you can be gentle and intimidating to go and be parent you have to be gentle, but firm and then I think You start off you don't you don't see anything you're sure you're gonna say it and that adds like a whole confidence. You're absolutely right on that and also I am the exact opposite. I don't know what I'm gonna say I started and we find out what I'm gonna say together, I just say with my chest and I have way too much confidence for for the way that I say things or for what I say, but you know we all have different styles so no you just sound very authoritative and it's very intimidating and very fable and it's fantastic and don't feel bad or weird or awkward. Feel complemented about the whole thing.
6961119682024-06-07T16:18:44.380284800+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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7001119692024-06-07T16:35:36.303284224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
7011119702024-06-07T16:36:40.044001536+00:002024-06-07T16:40:41.399957632+00:002024-06-07T16:40:41.399957632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah, I do take those words as compliments often. It's it just means I'm I'm taking it as I must have a strong personality. And that is never a bad thing so thank you and let me return the compliment and say that you are quite a cool fucking person as well. You really do know yourself and Yeah, it's really cool to speak to you and get to know you. I'm enjoying it. Thanks for being my friend.
7021119722024-06-07T17:01:33.981344256+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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7061119732024-06-07T17:02:31.946537216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
7071119742024-06-07T17:04:52.826600832+00:002024-06-07T17:14:27.942733056+00:002024-06-07T17:14:27.942733056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWho is sultry voice okay? Sure that works maybe I should should use that voice more often to To sing and you know I very often have this kind of tendency to try to sing loudly and like sing with an open voice where is maybe it would be really cool if I kind of like Pull it back sometimes as well and lean into that sultry vibe and that like dark and moody vibe I should probably do that. I really want to set up a band. I really want to get things going and I feel like a little bit stuck because I don't really have a band to play with and I would love to just I don't rent to rehearsal studio for for a couple of hours and get together with some people. And just make things that will be cool
7081119882024-06-07T17:07:00.507729024+00:002024-06-07T17:17:34.610264320+00:002024-06-07T17:17:34.610264320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd also, yeah, take the compliment because you are cool You really are and you're a very easy person to talk to like like you said it's very we don't have to explain Things to each other or like teach each other anything and that sense it's just it's just exchange I like I like calling things like energy exchanges or things like that so it works for me and that's when you it's it's a type of connection I don't really need Have much of a social battery to interact it's just easy-going and does the best kind of friendships and honestly I feel like I have been making Higher quality friends since I've been an adult basically people always say oh yeah, making friends as an adult is hard but it isn't really that hard. You just make less friends but the ones that you do make. They are pretty solid because you you just you because of your previous experiences you have a certain kind of Knowledge of behaviour and people and personalities that it's easier to pick out the people that will vibe with you and who will not vibe with you so you might make less friends as an adult But the ones that you do make they stick around because I've made some really fucking cool friends in the last like five years or so
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7131119922024-06-07T19:02:57.878287744+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah I totally agree, spending time with you/talking with you/getting to know each other has been wonderful for all the reasons you mentioned. ESP because it
7141119932024-06-07T19:03:33.314058752+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages really fucking breezy so idk how VMs will sound, sorry for the background noise
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7201119962024-06-07T19:13:16.946051584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah I totally agree, spending time with you/talki
7211119972024-06-07T19:13:27.860149632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Haha no worries I understood just fine
7221119982024-06-07T19:13:59.090518016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHellyuh!!
7231119992024-06-07T19:20:39.715399936+00:002024-06-07T19:21:23.343266688+00:002024-06-07T19:21:23.343266688+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_642F2B83-11E6-402E-B8D8-20D42383349F
7241120002024-06-07T19:21:34.942768768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSweet cap!
7251120012024-06-07T19:21:41.518180608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJealous of the weather
7261120022024-06-07T19:22:08.266308736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not reaching past 18 degrees here and every now and then it rains. Annoying lol.
7271120032024-06-07T19:28:30.254122496+00:002024-06-07T19:30:51.981161856+00:002024-06-07T19:30:51.981161856+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_8B83D190-8FA3-4DC9-9BB1-E9EF613D0726
7281119442024-06-07T19:31:05.841464576+00:002024-06-07T19:32:55.043764608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Oh nevermind lol it looked better
7291119452024-06-07T19:31:43.895326080+00:002024-06-07T19:32:55.043764608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Colorado weather is quite bipolar though I do know that haha
7301119462024-06-07T19:33:23.539035776+00:002024-06-07T19:35:11.713372288+00:002024-06-07T19:35:11.713372288+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah, I mean it's probably still gonna rain later but also it just like we just missed it cause I guess the mountain cut it in half or something I don't know it's really fucking nice. It's sunny and there's a cool breeze and it's warm and is lovely plus all the pretty girls are out and that's just lovely.
7311119472024-06-07T19:56:51.512560128+00:002024-06-07T20:00:35.855711232+00:002024-06-07T20:00:35.855711232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_855840E9-70FD-4415-BFB1-88260E0DE688
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7361120182024-06-07T20:01:00.376486016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
7371120192024-06-07T20:01:21.064106752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLove some pretty girls eh haha
7381120202024-06-07T20:01:45.676448384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved a movie
7391120212024-06-07T20:01:45.794674176+00:002024-06-07T20:01:46.223013120+00:002024-06-07T20:01:46.223013120+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI am lesbian lol
7401120222024-06-07T20:01:49.854766336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLooks colddddd
7411120232024-06-07T20:01:59.028219904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI had no idea
7421120242024-06-07T20:02:11.647497600+00:002024-06-07T20:03:37.362277248+00:002024-06-07T20:03:37.362277248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages about 7-11
7431120252024-06-07T20:04:47.084510336+00:002024-06-07T20:04:47.448912384+00:002024-06-07T20:04:47.448912384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI had no idea
7441120262024-06-07T20:05:02.454090368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_487DBE14-17F6-4341-9EA9-BBC8B0F3B8CB
7451120042024-06-07T20:05:21.853320576+00:002024-06-07T20:05:22.299355776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCSorry you say 711 I hear the doorway jingle from the Thai shops lol
7461120052024-06-07T20:05:29.584721152+00:002024-06-07T20:05:30.354175616+00:002024-06-07T20:05:30.354175616+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
7471120062024-06-07T21:05:43.657361792+00:002024-06-07T21:27:32.323085312+00:002024-06-07T21:06:35.551109760+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage}I got some super cool pictures of the kayakers honestly can't wait to like edit them and like show the people they be so good
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7521120092024-06-07T21:28:06.175571968+00:002024-06-07T21:31:18.957240832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Love that! Getting some cool action shots then!?
7531120102024-06-07T21:32:37.868257792+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages kayak freestyle and got some EPIC photos of the girls mid-flip
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7651120682024-06-07T22:44:32.441264896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSome really good photos!!
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7701120702024-06-07T22:45:21.079017600+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThanks!!
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7721120722024-06-07T23:02:50.843054976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThis looks like funnn haha
7731120732024-06-07T23:04:53.986710016+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a blast!!
7741120322024-06-07T23:14:08.383895680+00:002024-06-07T23:15:40.620793344+00:002024-06-07T23:15:40.620793344+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_474C78B9-8FE6-4693-AA67-4EF1B9325331
7751120332024-06-07T23:16:12.938920448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Love the outdoorsy activities vibe
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7771120352024-06-07T23:16:50.250925568+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not athletic and I do not trust my own legs. My ankles in particular.
7781120362024-06-07T23:17:29.158663808+00:002024-06-07T23:17:31.138195712+00:002024-06-07T23:17:31.138195712+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI mean, I figured I can be the last reason I was going to compete this year and I just ran out of time to train so I'm gonna do next year and I'll Maybe time to compete it'll be fun, but you have to like outdoor sporting events like Mountain sporting events so I'm doing these kind of events for a long time where there was this stuff or other so it's just a very Colorado thing to do so I won't miss it when I go back to Cali Beautiful day
7791120372024-06-07T23:17:29.388539264+00:002024-06-07T23:17:59.210273536+00:002024-06-07T23:17:59.210273536+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not athletic and I do not trust my own legs. M
7801120382024-06-07T23:18:08.678170880+00:002024-06-07T23:18:09.130769920+00:002024-06-07T23:18:09.130769920+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem a former professional athlete so I like stuff like this when it
7811120392024-06-07T23:18:36.224062976+00:002024-06-07T23:18:36.585055104+00:002024-06-07T23:18:36.585055104+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem also high af so it
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7861120412024-06-07T23:18:53.911628544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage'I do enjoy hiking but for the views lol
7871120422024-06-07T23:19:13.701044608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!And the scenic granola bar breaks
7881120432024-06-07T23:19:34.073735680+00:002024-06-07T23:19:34.423059456+00:002024-06-07T23:19:34.423059456+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI do enjoy hiking but for the views lol
7891120442024-06-07T23:19:39.548687872+00:002024-06-07T23:19:39.945426176+00:002024-06-07T23:19:39.945426176+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd the scenic granola bar breaks
7901120452024-06-07T23:20:47.763463040+00:002024-06-07T23:20:51.102598144+00:002024-06-07T23:20:51.102598144+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah, I mean during the day like midday hikes although they're finally just be seen a for granola bars But I think in the mornings, but I have time now that I don't have 7:30 AM meetings. I'll probably get back into the morning exercise hikes because I don't. I'm not really going to the gym much anymore just cause I'm doing it for so long. it's so fucking repetitive but I do like morning hikes for exercise, but those are almost always do my self and prefer to do them alone because like it's my thumb for myself just like work on myself you know but now. I only exercise alone but midday hikes for granola bars, especially if you take the hammock and like take a nap and like read a book and it's just like a chill thing. Hell, yeah.
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7921120472024-06-07T23:21:34.224322304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget do like 5+ hour treks though that ain
7931120482024-06-07T23:22:48.188584064+00:002024-06-07T23:22:48.824823424+00:002024-06-07T23:22:48.824823424+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget do like 5+ hour treks though that ain
7941120492024-06-07T23:22:53.268848384+00:002024-06-07T23:22:54.043152768+00:002024-06-07T23:22:54.043152768+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSerene
7951120512024-06-07T23:23:38.395579520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your country. I always say,
7961120522024-06-07T23:24:15.793600128+00:002024-06-07T23:24:21.016497664+00:002024-06-07T23:24:21.016497664+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not American. I
7971120532024-06-07T23:24:26.637239424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha fair enough
7981120542024-06-07T23:26:39.623168512+00:002024-06-07T23:31:08.216874880+00:002024-06-07T23:26:41.063222144+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah, that totally makes sense and for the record. I did hear you when you when you told me the good news is I generally keep them pretty well shape so if we're ever in the same place, we wanna go for long walk all just bring a little backpack and you can sit in it and it'll be so much fun and just if anybody asked any questions just tell them that like it's classified and give zero explanation. Not right like just go wild I'm getting of course So Yeah, sorry there's so much going on very high. It's very distracting. Yeah, I'm sorry that you have to deal with that. I totally understand that I've told my left LCL twice in fact twice and less than a year and it's is brutal. It took me two years to get to the point where I could run a 10K because the last time I tore the dock was like you're never gonna run again you might walk but you'll never run and I was like oh OK cool so I focused on healing and getting better and two years later almost exactly 10k and I got actually pretty good time. I was pretty happy with it. I got about an hour. I was like like 10 or 15 which I hadn't run that far in a long time so That I was very happy with that time in a very respectable time least for me, but That I don't run too much these days I should, but I don't understand. I don't understand. I'm with that, though that's gotta be a hassle.
7991120552024-06-07T23:32:03.023998080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahaha
8001125142024-06-07T23:34:04.735000192+00:002024-06-07T23:34:05.689350144+00:002024-06-07T23:34:05.548005376+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageVSorry I get rambling when I'm high. I'll let you go to sleep. Also, have a good night.
8011120572024-06-07T23:34:12.663883392+00:002024-06-07T23:34:43.943687424+00:002024-06-07T23:34:43.943687424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSpeaking of injuries The base of my thumb Is on my right hand is looking Bruised And maybe I told you, but if I haven't, please guess why do you? Why do you think that is?
8021120582024-06-07T23:34:19.099549568+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8071120602024-06-07T23:35:17.783313024+00:002024-06-07T23:35:20.003019776+00:002024-06-07T23:35:19.943114240+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLook, they're only two possible options and I'm not don't make me say the first one But it's definitely from playing bass you know from slapping a little too hard. That's my guess.
8081120612024-06-07T23:35:35.860953600+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8091125372024-06-07T23:35:35.860953600+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8111209002024-06-07T23:35:35.860953600+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8121120742024-06-07T23:41:40.079230592+00:002024-06-07T23:46:29.661892224+00:002024-06-07T23:43:06.673812608+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOK, so I can't remember if I told you or not, but I was forced into a psych ward recently and In the process of them trying to get me to go I ended up. It was either fight three security guards in body armor and with tasers and guns or punch wall so I elected to punch a wall and I. My form was absolutely exquisite and all of my martial arts. Teachers would be so very proud of me too because my form is exquisite. I hit the wall so hard I damaged probably a good 10 ft.
8131120752024-06-07T23:47:30.461256320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh lmao awesome
8141120762024-06-07T23:47:54.576497024+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8181120772024-06-07T23:47:57.232193280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBetter to hit a wall then hahaha
8191120802024-06-07T23:59:47.075666688+00:002024-06-08T00:00:42.436636160+00:002024-06-08T00:00:42.436636160+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI've broken my I broken my both hands actually because I've had stuff so I'm like the whole coming back pain. I totally understand that like like the sharp itchy it's not fun. Yeah You're allowed to ask any questions just ask the question I just wasn't really talking about it because it makes so many people uncomfortable and I didn't know how you would feel if I were to talk about it. I don't have anything to hide. I just it's a very sensitive subject for a lot of people so I usually just internalize it but curious or whatever. Like the answers that I give Question
8201120812024-06-08T00:01:34.721906944+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8221196132024-06-08T00:01:34.721906944+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8231208882024-06-08T00:01:34.721906944+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8241120822024-06-08T00:02:49.929656960+00:002024-06-08T00:06:39.022387072+00:002024-06-08T00:06:39.022387072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI've actually never broken any bones Not that I know of anyway Also, I'm definitely curious about the other side quad story I mean It's not really a sensitive subject for me, really Really close friend of mine was in a psych ward as well for a little while So it's really it shouldn't be taboo so if you want to share what happened in however much detail you wish to share I'm definitely all ears. I'm a curious person so yeah.
8251120832024-06-08T00:07:15.679594496+00:002024-06-08T00:09:30.405152512+00:002024-06-08T00:07:20.102433664+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow much detail do you want 10 being just raw fax with context or like five being sugarcoat it doesn't sound terrible like How much transparency in the details? Not only because I don't wanna like yeah I don't. I don't wanna traumatize you with the details so let me know.
8261120842024-06-08T00:10:01.723339520+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8271125272024-06-08T00:10:01.723339520+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8301120852024-06-08T00:11:50.160906112+00:002024-06-08T00:27:39.945310848+00:002024-06-08T00:27:39.945310848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI really really do not mind as much as I am like I hate saying this I hate calling myself an empath but I'm quite empathetic but I am also very much able to deal with Other people story so really don't don't worry about I don't know putting me off or scaring me or whatever because really it's okay and your trauma and your experiences are not who you are as a person and it won't change The way I feel about you so you're still cool doesn't matter And what happened has happened we all done things that we know In a way, maybe less proud of all we all have we all seen We had less flattering moments, let's let's say that Again, completely fine so just As much context that you need to give in order for it to make sense, alright?
8311120872024-06-08T00:19:26.628265088+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8321125292024-06-08T00:19:26.628265088+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8331195652024-06-08T00:19:26.628265088+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8341209052024-06-08T00:19:26.628265088+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8351120882024-06-08T00:21:17.275670272+00:002024-06-08T00:27:40.763419648+00:002024-06-08T00:27:40.763419648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah, no rush at all so don't worry about it and Yeah, I'm definitely The type of person that you can really just Put all your cards on the table put take all the skeletons out of your closet and it'll be fine and I won't necessarily try to comfort you or I won't try to fix you or won't Feel sorry for you or anything like that She has just I won't judge you for it either. I'm really just listening and if you want me to respond to certain way or you're asking me direct questions in regards to what you're telling me then of course I'll answer but If not then I'm just going to interact with the information that you give me without passing judgement or Any type of something Yeah, I think I'm going to get ready for bed so yeah, just take your time with it whenever you wanna tell me the story But it is Lonnie out
8361120892024-06-08T00:24:51.698355200+00:002024-06-08T00:25:23.470953216+00:002024-06-08T00:25:23.470953216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_A6F390B4-560E-4B37-84BB-3C66B3B206DB
8371120272024-06-08T00:25:38.020533504+00:002024-06-08T00:25:38.359384576+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
8381120282024-06-08T00:26:52.611413504+00:002024-06-08T00:26:53.005327744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/Enjoy the rest of your day! I
8391120292024-06-08T00:26:59.944893824+00:002024-06-08T00:27:00.355466112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight!
8401120302024-06-08T00:27:37.023370240+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight!!
8411120312024-06-08T02:54:13.346673024+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_DC55E8B9-A17C-4476-9FEF-D782B18BA410
8421119382024-06-08T04:25:45.957014272+00:002024-06-08T04:25:48.634209408+00:002024-06-08T04:25:48.634209408+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageit wasn't. I'm just tired and yeah. I'm very tired and I have to get up at six Anyways, so Recorded Story about the psych ward with all the context and a couple guys here and there because you know raging ADHD so I tried to keep it linear ended up being 25 minutes long and I apologize for fucking Nothing but I also left out no details so I do not blame you if you do not want to listen to 25 minutes of me accounting What happened? I will not be upset, but I also don't like. It wasn't until I looked up at the recording like 25 minutes like no fuck whenever I saw the clock like the 20 mark, but I ramble a lot because you think about the entire sentence before you or the entire thought and you're sure of it before you speak, but we find out together when I I apologize for nothing Yeah, up to you
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8441120902024-06-08T09:56:05.307172096+00:002024-06-08T12:00:37.809389056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at an image
8451120912024-06-08T09:57:29.340262144+00:002024-06-08T12:00:37.809389056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTWENTY FIVE MINUTES WOW
8461120922024-06-08T09:57:51.794794496+00:002024-06-08T12:00:37.809389056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna listen to that on the train to the concert lol
8471120932024-06-08T09:58:26.864031360+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
8481125402024-06-08T09:58:26.864031360+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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8511120942024-06-08T12:12:12.260202368+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Waking up at 6 AM on a Saturday is not fun lol
8521120952024-06-08T14:24:22.312586752+00:002024-06-08T14:25:39.221306624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoof no it is not haha
8531120962024-06-08T14:25:03.968564992+00:002024-06-08T14:25:39.221306624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAlright here we go hahaha
8541120972024-06-08T14:25:58.946661504+00:002024-06-08T14:25:59.451518720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I get the shower thing lol don
8551120982024-06-08T14:26:11.905689216+00:002024-06-08T14:30:04.937705728+00:002024-06-08T14:30:04.937705728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI get the shower thing lol don
8561120992024-06-08T14:30:33.449671936+00:002024-06-08T14:30:48.979976448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a lot of attempts :( glad you suck at killing yourself though
8571121002024-06-08T14:31:18.366754304+00:002024-06-08T14:31:37.962995328+00:002024-06-08T14:31:37.962995328+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha prolly a good thing
8581121012024-06-08T14:32:59.480225792+00:002024-06-08T14:33:11.660405888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBOh wow so the process and doing it is almost an addictive feeling?
8591121022024-06-08T14:33:41.810525696+00:002024-06-08T14:33:42.133462016+00:002024-06-08T14:33:42.133462016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages very addictive
8601121032024-06-08T14:33:51.029563008+00:002024-06-08T14:33:51.504186624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShit I had no idea
8611121042024-06-08T14:34:17.118539776+00:002024-06-08T14:34:17.710689280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageKI do know someone who was suicidal. They succeeded. He was 17, I was 15. :(
8621121052024-06-08T14:35:09.540083584+00:002024-06-08T14:35:37.261007104+00:002024-06-08T14:35:37.261007104+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve lost 10 Marines to suicide. The list gets bigger every year
8631121062024-06-08T14:35:46.068842624+00:002024-06-08T14:35:46.409824384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem so sorry
8641121072024-06-08T14:35:59.169721600+00:002024-06-08T14:35:59.478666368+00:002024-06-08T14:35:59.478666368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePThis is why I was asking how much you wanted to know cuz this is some dark shit
8651121082024-06-08T14:35:59.928455552+00:002024-06-08T14:36:00.663819264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*Military is shit for your mental health eh
8661121092024-06-08T14:36:22.593539968+00:002024-06-08T14:36:23.009888640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not afraid of the dark.
8671121102024-06-08T14:36:42.883743104+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere so sweet
8681121112024-06-08T14:36:58.524072704+00:002024-06-08T14:37:47.927276160+00:002024-06-08T14:37:47.927276160+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWar does that
8691121122024-06-08T14:37:56.567418624+00:002024-06-08T14:38:22.027830784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere so sweet
8701121132024-06-08T14:38:19.676646912+00:002024-06-08T14:38:22.027830784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt sucks
8711121142024-06-08T14:39:55.537901184+00:002024-06-08T14:40:01.973379584+00:002024-06-08T14:40:01.973379584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged be interested in hearing what made you mad enough to hit something
8721121152024-06-08T14:40:22.303257216+00:002024-06-08T14:40:29.169919744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Oooof not a well timed joke from you lol
8731121162024-06-08T14:40:40.581550080+00:002024-06-08T14:40:40.914773504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSorry listening to the thinh
8741121172024-06-08T14:40:46.594443136+00:002024-06-08T14:40:46.996547200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThing* haha
8751121182024-06-08T14:40:54.713964032+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageyeah that was where I fucked up
8761121192024-06-08T14:41:04.001217152+00:002024-06-08T14:41:04.317631232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell explain in a minute
8771121202024-06-08T14:42:56.359918592+00:002024-06-08T14:43:14.961755008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget even give you proper food
8781121212024-06-08T14:43:08.173895168+00:002024-06-08T14:43:14.961755008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWAIT WHAT
8791121222024-06-08T14:43:20.805396096+00:002024-06-08T14:43:22.851854976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Your psych evaluation happened with a doctor THROUGH AN IPAD
8801121232024-06-08T14:43:28.815572480+00:002024-06-08T14:43:29.084451968+00:002024-06-08T14:43:29.084451968+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah
8811121242024-06-08T14:43:44.543311104+00:002024-06-08T14:43:45.960768512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/Oh yeah yeah yeah putting words into your mouth
8821121252024-06-08T14:43:55.252196736+00:002024-06-08T14:45:03.576034304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/Mental health
8831121262024-06-08T14:44:18.406043520+00:002024-06-08T14:45:03.576034304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere doing xyz right yeah you
8841121272024-06-08T14:45:19.060463232+00:002024-06-08T14:45:54.181425280+00:002024-06-08T14:45:54.181425280+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYuuuup
8851121282024-06-08T14:46:09.376605696+00:002024-06-08T14:46:30.544845568+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I think the word you were looking for is
8861121292024-06-08T14:46:14.681674240+00:002024-06-08T14:46:30.544845568+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageInstitutionalized
8871121302024-06-08T14:46:23.251581952+00:002024-06-08T14:46:30.544845568+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTo be put in a psych ward
8881121312024-06-08T14:46:46.111241600+00:002024-06-08T14:46:46.418767744+00:002024-06-08T14:46:46.418767744+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Involuntarily committed was what I was looking for
8891121322024-06-08T14:46:50.585597312+00:002024-06-08T14:46:50.870463872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhhh
8901121332024-06-08T14:47:06.170772352+00:002024-06-08T14:47:19.790890496+00:002024-06-08T14:47:19.790890496+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem tired my vocabulary is the first to go lol
8911121342024-06-08T14:47:24.245949696+00:002024-06-08T14:47:26.121246848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSame haha
8921121352024-06-08T14:47:58.760268032+00:002024-06-08T14:47:59.300785024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBlack mold wtf
8931121362024-06-08T14:48:28.730359808+00:002024-06-08T14:48:29.135977472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem live reacting to what I hear lol
8941121372024-06-08T14:48:45.039874560+00:002024-06-08T14:49:45.970049408+00:002024-06-08T14:49:45.970049408+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI figured lol
8951121382024-06-08T14:49:50.721301760+00:002024-06-08T14:49:51.150213760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOpiates omg
8961121392024-06-08T14:50:07.589639168+00:002024-06-08T14:50:07.914939136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah risky business
8971121402024-06-08T14:50:17.211608704+00:002024-06-08T14:50:46.768122240+00:002024-06-08T14:50:46.768122240+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah risky business
8981121412024-06-08T14:51:43.534804096+00:002024-06-08T14:51:43.982614016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Going to a psych ward sounds like helllll
8991121422024-06-08T14:51:52.897256832+00:002024-06-08T14:51:53.382634368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Anything you say isn
9001121432024-06-08T14:52:07.595618688+00:002024-06-08T14:52:07.963392256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8You can tell them you
9011121442024-06-08T14:52:29.165757696+00:002024-06-08T14:52:29.453517184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell neverrrrr take your word
9021121452024-06-08T14:52:41.813745280+00:002024-06-08T14:52:42.158471808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages scary
9031121462024-06-08T14:52:53.139373568+00:002024-06-08T14:52:56.467679488+00:002024-06-08T14:52:56.467679488+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages partly a safety feature for those that truly need it.
9041121472024-06-08T14:53:04.737590272+00:002024-06-08T14:53:05.094712320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah of course I get it
9051121482024-06-08T14:53:08.849502848+00:002024-06-08T14:53:09.203305472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut shit
9061121492024-06-08T14:53:10.573861632+00:002024-06-08T14:53:10.885808768+00:002024-06-08T14:53:10.885808768+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere not in that place it
9071121502024-06-08T14:53:49.212671744+00:002024-06-08T14:53:49.463658368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve been doing better!
9081121512024-06-08T14:53:55.096799360+00:002024-06-08T14:53:55.393233792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe past week
9091121522024-06-08T14:54:39.953656704+00:002024-06-08T14:54:56.562563456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDWhite privilege is a thing yep. White American privilege especially.
9101121532024-06-08T14:55:32.423495552+00:002024-06-08T14:59:28.112679040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo back to California eh
9111121542024-06-08T14:55:52.134101888+00:002024-06-08T14:59:28.112679040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Get yourself mingled in with all kinds of people
9121121552024-06-08T14:56:04.920645760+00:002024-06-08T14:59:28.112679040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThank you for telling me
9131121562024-06-08T14:56:27.042470656+00:002024-06-08T14:59:28.112679040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageQThat was a long shower. You must have been a shriveled up raisin towards the end.
9141121572024-06-08T14:59:33.462770048+00:002024-06-08T14:59:33.863204736+00:002024-06-08T14:59:33.863204736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat was a long shower. You must have been a shriv
9151125112024-06-08T15:00:04.212999808+00:002024-06-08T15:00:08.532726784+00:002024-06-08T15:00:08.472146944+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, it's not a problem you know thank you for listening Yeah, I mean I know that it was A lot, but also some of those things were it like how do you talk about it? You know what I mean so You know
9161121592024-06-08T15:00:47.969031040+00:002024-06-08T15:00:52.470620928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget being kind to me and I felt weak and pathetic for letting those thoughts get to me. So essentially the voice in my head was telling me,
9171121602024-06-08T15:01:19.298385408+00:002024-06-08T15:01:19.784862720+00:002024-06-08T15:01:19.784862720+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Did you hit something to get out of your head?
9181121612024-06-08T15:01:29.656801408+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9191125252024-06-08T15:01:29.656801408+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9201196522024-06-08T15:01:29.656801408+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9211209232024-06-08T15:01:29.656801408+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9221121622024-06-08T15:01:32.422965760+00:002024-06-08T15:01:32.968222080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMaybe a little bit
9231121632024-06-08T15:01:41.237779840+00:002024-06-08T15:01:41.503306112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI just wanted to break somethinh
9241121642024-06-08T15:01:45.713468800+00:002024-06-08T15:01:46.093148928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGet my frustration out
9251121652024-06-08T15:02:06.578562944+00:002024-06-08T15:02:31.457030016+00:002024-06-08T15:02:31.457030016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagethat makes sense
9261121662024-06-08T15:03:35.325292288+00:002024-06-08T15:04:10.715182976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCA little while ago I had the urge to just fight and lose on purpose
9271121672024-06-08T15:03:41.275204864+00:002024-06-08T15:04:10.715182976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust to get beat up
9281121682024-06-08T15:03:56.834867200+00:002024-06-08T15:04:10.715182976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Physical pain is often easier to deal with than mental pain
9291121692024-06-08T15:04:58.758137984+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages nice to know you understand that feeling
9301121702024-06-08T15:05:13.889889536+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve tried to explain that to so many people and they just don
9311121712024-06-08T15:05:53.539051008+00:002024-06-08T15:07:34.763717376+00:002024-06-08T15:07:34.763717376+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3Physical pain is so much better than emotional pain
9321121722024-06-08T15:07:44.884432128+00:002024-06-08T15:08:15.971344256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yes I get it
9331121732024-06-08T15:07:58.477941504+00:002024-06-08T15:08:15.971344256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBSometimes I scream as loudly as I can to get the pain in my throat
9341121742024-06-08T15:08:35.773487616+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI very much understand that
9351121752024-06-08T15:09:52.789499264+00:002024-06-08T15:13:24.026990208+00:002024-06-08T15:13:24.026990208+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThank you for sharing
9361121762024-06-08T15:13:53.995446400+00:002024-06-08T15:13:54.453245184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOf course
9371121772024-06-08T15:13:59.603319936+00:002024-06-08T15:14:01.755768960+00:002024-06-08T15:14:01.755768960+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagekhttps://www.threads.net/@finding_lonni/post/C79IKO9iq5p/?xmt=AQGzANVcZtrZzP-76DtLk14dxEIKCbhfeJ7RKnForogQmgWHttpURL
9381121782024-06-08T15:14:03.991058816+00:002024-06-08T15:14:04.357944704+00:002024-06-08T15:14:04.357944704+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an epic look on you
9391121792024-06-08T15:14:05.605863552+00:002024-06-08T15:14:06.048266368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve never done any severe self harm though
9401121802024-06-08T15:14:11.887948032+00:002024-06-08T15:14:12.213150720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an epic look on you
9411121812024-06-08T15:14:20.931776256+00:002024-06-08T15:14:21.338346496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Thank you I feel hot and cool lol
9421121822024-06-08T15:14:39.908573824+00:002024-06-08T15:15:09.143392768+00:002024-06-08T15:15:09.143392768+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Both are exceedingly accurate lol
9431121832024-06-08T15:15:22.594811264+00:002024-06-08T15:15:32.608212736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou know what
9441121842024-06-08T15:15:38.717984384+00:002024-06-08T15:15:56.157792512+00:002024-06-08T15:15:56.157792512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot a clue lol
9451121852024-06-08T15:16:00.148462976+00:002024-06-08T15:16:19.889052160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_2672C69C-B592-4E76-8787-EE57EF02ABEF
9461121862024-06-08T15:16:04.622511872+00:002024-06-08T15:16:19.889052160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThis teddy is a little backpack
9471121872024-06-08T15:16:32.193318656+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh my gooood that
9481121882024-06-08T15:16:40.488490368+00:002024-06-08T15:16:52.429741184+00:002024-06-08T15:16:52.429741184+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd also LEGIT lol
9491121892024-06-08T15:16:55.900686464+00:002024-06-08T15:17:38.911422208+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
9501121902024-06-08T15:18:08.254407424+00:002024-06-08T15:21:30.847790464+00:002024-06-08T15:21:30.847790464+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D04EAD26-D84F-4571-8E3B-CED625AEA1A7
9511121912024-06-08T15:22:41.810381696+00:002024-06-08T15:22:56.583595008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_CFF959CC-639E-4455-9DCF-EF312B2D57E4
9521121922024-06-08T15:22:42.092744064+00:002024-06-08T15:22:56.583595008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
9531125132024-06-08T15:23:15.188+00:002024-06-08T15:23:49.571253760+00:002024-06-08T15:23:15.999159552+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageaI wish the US had high-speed trains in the same way the EU does. I'm very envious that we do not.
9541121942024-06-08T15:24:00.137035904+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9551125382024-06-08T15:24:00.137035904+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9561195882024-06-08T15:24:00.137035904+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9571208842024-06-08T15:24:00.137035904+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9581121952024-06-08T15:24:05.277912320+00:002024-06-08T15:25:49.619182080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages so convenient
9591121962024-06-08T15:24:14.133542272+00:002024-06-08T15:25:49.619182080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCan get a train anywhere
9601125342024-06-08T15:26:13.908+00:002024-06-08T15:29:24.218616192+00:002024-06-08T15:26:14.762714624+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageDGod, I wish that was the case here like Traffic is the fucking worst
9611125322024-06-08T15:27:38.878+00:002024-06-08T15:29:14.490697600+00:002024-06-08T15:27:43.041380608+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageBecause of the egregious amount of fucking white people here there's so many golden retrievers and it's just fucking wild like I'm here for it. They cute dogs, but also fuck me.
9621121992024-06-08T15:29:24.238705920+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9631125212024-06-08T15:29:24.238705920+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9641196312024-06-08T15:29:24.238705920+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9651209122024-06-08T15:29:24.238705920+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9661122002024-06-08T15:29:39.653208064+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9671125412024-06-08T15:29:39.653208064+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9681195752024-06-08T15:29:39.653208064+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9691209012024-06-08T15:29:39.653208064+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
9701122012024-06-08T15:29:53.944582656+00:002024-06-08T15:30:14.682989184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=Hahahah everyone white family always gets a golden retriever
9711122022024-06-08T15:31:26.443572992+00:002024-06-08T15:32:05.892660352+00:002024-06-08T15:32:05.892660352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hate it so much. I used to own a home in suburbs and it was a bunch of monocishet white families
9721122032024-06-08T15:32:10.165606784+00:002024-06-08T15:32:19.486879360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
9731122042024-06-08T15:32:41.371323136+00:002024-06-08T15:32:41.740324992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI get it haha
9741122052024-06-08T15:32:55.592438272+00:002024-06-08T15:33:40.123650048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love how my friends are all so different
9751122062024-06-08T15:33:21.318230656+00:002024-06-08T15:33:40.123650048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%With different cultures and languages
9761125232024-06-08T15:34:04.470999936+00:002024-06-08T15:34:06.774369664+00:002024-06-08T15:34:06.420567552+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI am trying so hard to get back to that because it's been a fucking whitewash monoculture for so long from like when I'm back home in Cali that I'm just so fucking over the entire thing
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9821122102024-06-08T15:37:34.587388544+00:002024-06-08T15:37:45.378551296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
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9841122122024-06-08T16:52:54.693074176+00:002024-06-08T17:24:56.888266112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahha
9851122132024-06-08T16:52:56.332912384+00:002024-06-08T17:24:56.888266112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShit
9861122142024-06-08T17:25:02.792608512+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at
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9891122282024-06-09T01:17:05.363681024+00:002024-06-09T01:17:22.020998912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Ahhh here as well. Had a good day today.
9901122292024-06-09T01:17:15.718005120+00:002024-06-09T01:17:22.020998912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGooood gig too
9911122302024-06-09T01:17:28.064332032+00:002024-06-09T01:17:31.019663872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
9921122312024-06-09T01:17:31.017591936+00:002024-06-09T01:17:31.403134336+00:002024-06-09T01:17:31.403134336+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhh here as well. Had a good day today.
9931122322024-06-09T01:17:41.685883008+00:002024-06-09T01:17:42.132999680+00:002024-06-09T01:17:42.132999680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah I assumed you were long asleep
9941122332024-06-09T01:17:45.848176896+00:002024-06-09T01:17:46.201296128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHaha
9951122342024-06-09T01:17:54.607428992+00:002024-06-09T01:17:55.033204736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNope just got into bed
9961122352024-06-09T01:18:08.077874432+00:002024-06-09T01:18:08.419049472+00:002024-06-09T01:18:08.419049472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget wait to hear about the gig tomorrow
9971122362024-06-09T01:18:42.879792512+00:002024-06-09T01:18:58.241950976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou enjoy the rest of your day
9981122372024-06-09T01:18:52.095728896+00:002024-06-09T01:18:58.241950976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageByeee
9991122382024-06-09T01:19:05.686890112+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou enjoy the rest of your day
10001122392024-06-09T05:13:42.154494080+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe last of my drum hardware arrives in the next week or so, and I want to finally get a cover out there so people actually believe I am a drummer. I
10011122402024-06-09T05:13:44.884336896+00:002024-06-09T11:57:21.927085696+00:002024-06-09T11:57:21.927085696+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageChttps://music.apple.com/us/album/this-is-me/1451874338?i=1451874340WHttpURL
10021122412024-06-09T11:57:54.484297216+00:002024-06-09T13:49:32.566180736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Ohh hell yeah that would be awesome
10031122422024-06-09T11:58:03.253973504+00:002024-06-09T13:49:32.566180736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDo ittt
10041122432024-06-09T13:58:21.396891776+00:002024-06-09T14:00:55.161307136+00:002024-06-09T14:00:55.161307136+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage|I feel asleep reading a sapphic romance novel that takes place in the zombie apocalypse
10051122442024-06-09T14:00:59.469898752+00:002024-06-09T14:01:57.289969920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehahhshaha
10061122452024-06-09T14:01:02.785140992+00:002024-06-09T14:01:57.289969920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI bet that was wild
10071122462024-06-09T14:04:50.460484480+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe entire set of dreams was like riding a roller coaster of deeply intense emotions
10081122472024-06-09T14:42:31.300839424+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOkay that shirt is epic
10091122482024-06-09T14:42:35.649083136+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagekhttps://www.threads.net/@finding_lonni/post/C7_5G3eimDF/?xmt=AQGzKBfw7RB1UkTXlZ2-9XT0XKkVW6aVnh1iVQepaSqhxgWHttpURL
10101122492024-06-09T14:42:35.728813824+00:002024-06-09T14:43:22.240459392+00:002024-06-09T14:43:22.240459392+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow was the concert??
10111122502024-06-09T14:46:06.199361792+00:002024-06-09T15:09:03.753685504+00:002024-06-09T15:11:22.279488768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh wow, so the concert was really good. I only have one video that I took. I didn't want to take any more videos But my God, it was like The lyrics really spoke to me and the music is very intense and very It goes through you and it's basically like therapy exchange because my fucking God do these guys need therapy but everyone that goes to these shows also kind of needs therapy so basically we're all giving each other therapy by letting him scream and tell Scream about things that we can all relate to basically But I was really good They are coming to the Netherlands and this year, but I don't know if I'm gonna go to Any of them, but I do want to see them again. It's a good good gig and fuck yeah that T-shirt is cool. I saw it hanging up there and I was like you know what that news on the shoulder I like that one. It's a T-shirt it's very Different from other T-shirts and what I like about this when I got it in a double XL and the print goes all the way down So it's not like only up on your chest and then the rest of the T-shirt is just playing the printer actually also sized up with the size of the T-shirt so that's great. I'm really happy with it.
10121140732024-06-09T15:18:34.908999936+00:002024-06-09T15:21:52.918400+00:002024-06-09T15:18:39.028926336+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOK, so that definitely sounds like the best concert ever because How do you say this the more the more it sounds like everybody's in therapy together during the concert the better the concert is in my opinion. I don't want the best concert I ever went to was Papa Roach singing about suicide and that was absolutely fantastic. It was spot on so. Yeah, I think it's kinda normal to be expected for that kind of thing and also envious but yeah, that shirt cool shirt What makes you what makes you say that that they like everybody should be in there like should be therapy like I know this like I can guess why like what made you say?
10131122532024-06-09T15:22:53.296837632+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10141140662024-06-09T15:22:53.296837632+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10151196532024-06-09T15:22:53.296837632+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10161209032024-06-09T15:22:53.296837632+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10171122542024-06-09T15:26:48.642021888+00:002024-06-09T15:26:57.849618432+00:002024-06-09T15:30:24.035859328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWell, I think it's because it's it's like a small band still they're not very popular so what I'm assuming is that the people who are into them and go to their gigs They actually like genuinely like them, and they're not going there for any type of hype because they're not really hyped yet But they will soon enough I'm sure but So I feel like the people that do go to see Delta Ascada actually are actually kind of familiar with the type of music. It's very terrible like and Yeah, I think it was a very Easy environment to fill a lot of camaraderie also from the artist themselves at one point The one of the one of them because it's it's a two man band, it's just bass and drums But One of them set a couple of words and he mainly said that you know everyone's the same and it feels really good to be playing for people who are just like themselves And that really Yeah, really spoke to me and it really inspired me because I kind of clicked for me that him being on stage and singing about Both of them singing about what bothers them greatly It's like that was therapy for them and it really inspired me because I I kind of did look at it like that before, but I never really clicked with me until last night and then I was like wow I want that I want to be honest stage shouting my thoughts at people who will relate to them In whichever way they want So that, yeah, that really really hit me, but yeah, I think just like I said it's the type of crowd that attracts a small band like this With topics and lyrics like they do, it's like a kind of an aggressive depression type of vibe aggressive towards themselves like Not destructive or anything to to others, but like self-destructive tendencies a little bit so I thought it was really cool really cool energy
10181140762024-06-09T15:42:40.935000192+00:002024-06-09T15:43:49.677480192+00:002024-06-09T15:42:45.295023232+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYou know, I think that's really powerful because Sometimes just saying it brings life to it and also helps you realize and understand that you're not actually alone. I mean, you know one of my desires for my regional going on stage is. With Rewrite some of the songs we used to love, and then just sing my heart out to other people so I very much understand that I think we Seen Alone
10191122572024-06-09T15:44:37.415572608+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10201140472024-06-09T15:44:37.415572608+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10211196292024-06-09T15:44:37.415572608+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10221208932024-06-09T15:44:37.415572608+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10231122582024-06-09T15:47:29.778683648+00:002024-06-09T15:47:37.234991360+00:002024-06-09T16:05:02.594622592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI couldn't get like 100% catch what what you said at the end there but I think you wanted to know what my reasons are for performing It's honestly it's just therapy and it's for mostly selfish reasons I just really like to create, and I think it really helps to unwind my thoughts and untangle my thoughts By just letting them out writing them down through poetry or making melodies or writing stories and stuff like that so that is the kind of therapy for me already it's just writing it down and creating it but then I think it would be even Cooler, if I could perform it because then you get to physically Do the thing because that would be like physical therapy because then you get to sing it or you get to scream would you get to be on stage and and put on a persona and? You get to kind of go a little bit crazy because the person on that stage doesn't have to be the same person that you can be a complete caricature of yourself we can just pretend to be somebody else or maybe you can pretend to be your your demons I think I think it's really powerful to get on stage into kind of let go who you are off the stage and just just pretend up there just pretend Put on a mask, wear a suit go wild
10241122592024-06-09T15:48:02.920051584+00:002024-06-09T15:48:32.195087232+00:002024-06-09T15:48:32.195087232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell need a man cuz I need his hands, so I asked her if she has any trusted male friends who could help
10251122602024-06-09T15:49:19.876548352+00:002024-06-09T15:50:18.326411904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have any male friends? :(
10261122612024-06-09T15:49:42.298097152+00:002024-06-09T15:50:18.326411904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3Having male friends has really improved my life tbh
10271122622024-06-09T15:56:10.321068800+00:002024-06-09T15:56:59.077443072+00:002024-06-09T15:56:59.077443072+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages about my only close male friend, the rest I keep at an arms distance (usually more). A lot of my female (and adjacent) friends (myself included) have a lot of trauma that really only comes from men, so the desire for closeness with men is wildly different. Those that aren
10281122632024-06-09T15:58:12.535770240+00:002024-06-09T15:58:55.523427072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:Man, yeah, that is the unfortunate reality for many women.
10291122642024-06-09T15:58:51.829917184+00:002024-06-09T15:58:55.523427072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage{I have had uncomfortable situations with men too, but luckily no severe trauma. I
10301122652024-06-09T16:01:52.023691904+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI was telling Stopher (best friend) this weekend that aside from his company, one of the reasons I like when he comes with for ~anything~ is because the men will take him seriously and I can actually get stuff done. Idk how Dutch/EU male culture is, but American male culture is miserable and disgusting
10311140652024-06-09T16:08:47.801999744+00:002024-06-09T16:08:52.880855296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, that makes a lot of sense and I very much understand and agree and feel all those different aspects. That's something that I've been for myself. Trying to figure out because as much as it would be awesome to go on stage and associate to be a character of yourself for you you know what have you different version of yourself with the idea? Makes it hard because like dissociating is bad. But at the same time like that, sometimes we can get through it and sometimes that's the only way you can be Who are so you know I think there's like a fine line between Helpful association like therapeutic association and traumatic association. I have quite learned that for myself yet, but I totally agree on that. Again I want to I'm just not There's so much emotion behind it and I'm not sure that I really Want that much emotion like out in the open from me because of how much it is but also like that's like the clear indicator that I should do it like you know the whole thing is Sword Question question What do you want to sing about so much that? Let the pain out with the hurt out or the struggle or you know whatever it is the happiness like what what do you want to get on stage and show people I'm curious
10321122672024-06-09T16:08:47.978626944+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI(Sorry had to wait til it was a quieter area with less interruptions lol)
10331122752024-06-09T16:44:19.661148032+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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10371122762024-06-09T16:45:06.493574912+00:002024-06-09T16:45:14.709217024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_611F84E6-23D6-4A10-B8BF-312D2A61B076
10381122772024-06-09T16:45:17.486904320+00:002024-06-09T16:45:17.897241600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your answer lol
10391122782024-06-09T16:45:38.731092736+00:002024-06-09T16:46:11.389391616+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEThis is just recorded bass + very raw vocals recorded on my phone lol
10401122792024-06-09T16:49:50.222979584+00:002024-06-09T16:50:28.725146112+00:002024-06-09T16:50:28.725146112+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages fucking sexy in a grungy, dirty kinda way. It
10411122802024-06-09T16:50:36.979962112+00:002024-06-09T16:50:37.416902528+00:002024-06-09T16:50:37.416902528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9Imma write drums for that because it fucking neeeeds them
10421122812024-06-09T16:50:43.851197696+00:002024-06-09T16:52:27.325463808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_667AC69C-7A27-4BE4-AB77-95ACE7E48774
10431122822024-06-09T16:51:47.994039552+00:002024-06-09T16:52:27.325463808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageImma write drums for that because it fucking neeee
10441122832024-06-09T16:51:54.096164736+00:002024-06-09T16:52:27.325463808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt doesss hahaha
10451122842024-06-09T16:55:54.662220416+00:002024-06-09T16:56:48.171051520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnother loose idea I have saved. I have a lot of
10461122852024-06-09T16:57:16.367230848+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage?I found a good half-time backbeat at 140bpm that would go well
10471122862024-06-09T16:59:53.577961472+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAgain, sexy af lol
10481122872024-06-09T17:00:19.230768+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*YESSSSSSS GIRL SULTRY VOICE IS WHAT
10491122882024-06-09T17:03:02.112347392+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not flirting with you, only describing how the vibe feels to me. I would feel bad if you got the wrong impression so I figured now was a good time to lay those cards on the table
10501122892024-06-09T17:14:09.506796544+00:002024-06-09T17:16:38.741845120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAgain, sexy af lol
10511122902024-06-09T17:14:12.463772800+00:002024-06-09T17:16:38.741845120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYESSSSSSS GIRL SULTRY VOICE IS WHAT
10521122912024-06-09T17:14:15.177986560+00:002024-06-09T17:16:38.741845120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere straight so when I use thos
10531122922024-06-09T17:14:30.872351232+00:002024-06-09T17:16:38.741845120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Hahahah no worries at all
10541122932024-06-09T17:18:16.558642688+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere interested in polishing, finishing & publishing those songs, I
10551122942024-06-09T17:19:13.846667008+00:002024-06-09T17:19:17.104512640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Oh yes, that first one is indeed in 140bpm more or less
10561122952024-06-09T17:26:00.288855552+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=https://music.apple.com/us/album/remedy/718997516?i=718997586WHttpURL
10571122962024-06-09T17:26:00.560132224+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to rewrite and re-record as a long song to myself
10581122972024-06-09T17:59:31.523550720+00:002024-06-09T17:59:45.015905152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2https://music.apple.com/us/album/remedy/718997516?WHttpURL
10591122982024-06-09T17:59:39.001732096+00:002024-06-09T17:59:45.015905152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI like that! Nice.
10601122992024-06-09T18:00:30.663357312+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3How has your Sunday been shaking out? Tell me of it
10611123002024-06-09T18:19:20.987871232+00:002024-06-09T18:19:34.105154816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem feeling my mood drop again. The concert is wearing off.
10621123012024-06-09T18:19:42.303595008+00:002024-06-09T18:19:42.761402368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem doing ok
10631123022024-06-09T18:20:09.587854592+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLI have space to listen if you would like to let it out, no pressure tho
10641123032024-06-09T18:20:20.373238528+00:002024-06-09T18:20:52.482661760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Gonna make a cup of tea in a minute
10651123042024-06-09T18:21:51.465955200+00:002024-06-09T18:22:01.597134336+00:002024-06-09T18:23:23.998674816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C7BB77CD-3364-4AC7-B121-1A78AAC907BF
10661140582024-06-09T18:25:14.515000064+00:002024-06-09T18:25:26.513688320+00:002024-06-09T18:25:18.281165824+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, I understand. I very much understand. I also agree it's nicer to be on the extreme end of the emotional spectrum then just kind of be the. Quiet in the middle, I guess for lack of a better description so I hear you I understand what it's like balance and I'm I'm trying to equalize today just from the excitement and hassle of the past couple days and in and I got a busy week coming up so Stand up, but I'll sit here with you in this subliminal Space if you'd like cause it's nice to not feel alone but sometimes there isn't necessarily like something to talk about so like for example you know since you're equalizing that means there's probably less to talk about right in the way that you described it, but that doesn't mean that That doesn't mean that how am I trying to say I'm really like I know what emotion is. I can feel it but the words the words are hard anyways I'll sit with you in the subliminal space you don't have to feel alone if you would like so.
10671123062024-06-09T18:26:58.109740032+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10681140592024-06-09T18:26:58.109740032+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10691195762024-06-09T18:26:58.109740032+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10701209182024-06-09T18:26:58.109740032+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
10711123072024-06-09T18:27:10.035783040+00:002024-06-09T18:32:23.370276224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not much going on. No triggers. Nothing. Just eh.
10721123082024-06-09T18:27:19.226090368+00:002024-06-09T18:32:23.370276224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*But thank you for being a good friend
10731123092024-06-09T18:32:34.687152640+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah I totally understand
10741123102024-06-09T18:32:45.952782848+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Thank you for being a good friend, too
10751123112024-06-09T18:34:06.216954752+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C20CE860-FA31-472D-B97E-95C708BECB11
10761123122024-06-09T19:04:01.273248256+00:002024-06-09T19:04:20.191174528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
10771123132024-06-09T19:04:12.197538432+00:002024-06-09T19:04:20.191174528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe house is so quiet lol
10781123142024-06-09T19:04:23.761371392+00:002024-06-09T19:04:24.368100352+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"No parents, no pets. Just me lol.
10791123152024-06-09T19:04:32.186076416+00:002024-06-09T19:04:32.663975680+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI want a cat so bad
10801123162024-06-09T19:04:44.502170112+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo parents, no pets. Just me lol.
10811123172024-06-09T19:05:03.434796544+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages free reign to do whatever you want
10821123182024-06-09T19:05:41.126993920+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:Have a boy (or adjacent) over and disappoint your parents!
10831123192024-06-09T19:05:53.268280064+00:002024-06-09T19:07:00.363799040+00:002024-06-09T19:07:00.363799040+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0Or do other things that disappoint your parents
10841123202024-06-09T19:07:09.896572544+00:002024-06-09T19:07:14.395199488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Lol girl I don
10851123212024-06-09T19:07:42.991359232+00:002024-06-09T19:07:46.124444672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget know how to be more emotionally intimate and give something a chance
10861123222024-06-09T19:07:53.280967680+00:002024-06-09T19:07:53.710638464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo it hardly ever happens
10871123232024-06-09T19:08:23.132569344+00:002024-06-09T19:08:45.259984+00:002024-06-09T19:08:45.259984+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageheard
10881123242024-06-09T19:08:54.071293056+00:002024-06-09T19:08:54.537903488+00:002024-06-09T19:08:54.537903488+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage[I used to love casual - esp anonymous - but these days it
10891123252024-06-09T19:09:11.730048+00:002024-06-09T19:09:12.191657984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageII could easily get laid if I was
10901123262024-06-09T19:09:16.605788416+00:002024-06-09T19:09:16.984109440+00:002024-06-09T19:09:16.984109440+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget let people get too close to me so the more emotionally intimate stuff is off the table
10911123272024-06-09T19:09:24.371051264+00:002024-06-09T19:09:24.799903104+00:002024-06-09T19:09:24.799903104+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI could easily get laid if I was
10921123282024-06-09T19:09:33.435556224+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo I feel ya
10931123292024-06-09T19:09:37.255316224+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDo drugs then lol
10941123302024-06-09T19:09:42.950332160+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOr throw a raging house party
10951123312024-06-09T19:10:15.260646400+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagevOr whatever would disappoint the most but bring you immense happiness since they
10961123322024-06-09T19:13:41.144233984+00:002024-06-09T19:13:50.838983552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha I mean
10971123332024-06-09T19:14:49.826543616+00:002024-06-09T19:14:55.200153088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would love to quit my job and go meet people all day. Dress up hot af and walk around Amsterdam going through record stores, vintage shops and market stalls. Be a manic pixie dream girl.
10981123342024-06-09T19:15:32.195608576+00:002024-06-09T19:15:32.732049408+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEI kind of feel like one anyway. I
10991123352024-06-09T19:15:51.299849088+00:002024-06-09T19:15:51.726173184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAOften felt like a side character. The cool side character though.
11001123362024-06-09T19:16:05.475867520+00:002024-06-09T19:16:05.967281792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9That everyone secretly likes more than the main character
11011123372024-06-09T19:16:13.583547648+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat everyone secretly likes more than the main ch
11021123382024-06-09T19:16:16.945203584+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would love to quit my job and go meet people all
11031123392024-06-09T19:16:30.950339584+00:002024-06-09T19:16:31.365333504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Because she feels more real. Realistic.
11041123402024-06-09T19:16:40.427140224+00:002024-06-09T19:16:40.799932928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLayered
11051123412024-06-09T19:16:52.381469440+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageaI believe you feel that way about yourself, but I think you give off hidden main character vibes
11061123422024-06-09T19:17:39.709151744+00:002024-06-09T19:17:39.933768960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol hidden main character
11071123432024-06-09T19:17:46.499601152+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Yeah this very much sounds like you should do just that
11081123442024-06-09T19:20:07.118387968+00:002024-06-09T19:20:12.539702400+00:002024-06-09T19:22:01.722464128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_BE795CB7-E9A5-4409-A4EE-7BF2161BC753
11091123452024-06-09T19:24:08.505550592+00:002024-06-09T19:24:09.436012544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_198EBE45-7027-4FE3-8F22-BED95B360550
11101140522024-06-09T19:24:24.975000192+00:002024-06-09T19:24:58.462780288+00:002024-06-09T19:24:27.867585408+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOK so I I'm not 100% on what you're becoming your protagonist means because that could be anything from you becoming the main character to the villain to the hero to suicide character so I think I need you to clarify that one But yeah, I don't. You don't quit your job like dress up hot as fuck as a little manic pixie girl and go walk down at Amsterdam and get cat called or whatever it is that you like to do when you're dressed like that I don't know but Yeah, I'm a whore so if I do that like it would be very much a For the attention of other people so that's why I say like you should do the thing but I don't know what you want the outcome to be other than just feeling good about yourself so if you want more than that, then go do that thing otherwise you probably look great there's no problem you look wonderful but Yeah, I think I think that's a lot of authors as they just write a lot of themselves Into their own work, I mean, you can see a lot in like Brandon Sanderson, and Adrian's work So like pretty much every lesbian romance Three different versions of the author And then I know Give me a little manic, pixie girl that sounds like a lot of fun or whatever I don't know. Go be wild go scare somebody scare yourself.
11111123472024-06-09T19:25:43.454991360+00:002024-06-09T19:25:43.826649728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageKOh no I mean I started writing a novel. My main character is a mess hahaha.
11121123482024-06-09T19:26:40.095422464+00:002024-06-09T19:30:34.718109184+00:002024-06-09T19:30:34.718109184+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage|Messy characters are a lot of fun!! Some of fav cuz it feels more developed, but I read books for the character development
11131123492024-06-09T19:26:52.257883264+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
11141140622024-06-09T19:26:52.257883264+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
11151196272024-06-09T19:26:52.257883264+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
11161208902024-06-09T19:26:52.257883264+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
11171123502024-06-09T19:30:38.145585024+00:002024-06-09T19:30:41.686647936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C15AA231-DC36-4075-A466-B817B6BB0EA4
11181123512024-06-09T19:31:17.294924544+00:002024-06-09T19:31:23.608912512+00:002024-06-09T19:31:23.608912512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageKinky
11191123522024-06-09T19:31:28.440119552+00:002024-06-09T19:31:29.354381056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_60C376ED-2855-44C0-BFD0-9C4EAF799859
11201123532024-06-09T19:31:35.983967360+00:002024-06-09T19:31:36.431390336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Just sharing little snippity snips
11211123542024-06-09T19:31:45.311007744+00:002024-06-09T19:31:45.729173120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an addict.
11221123552024-06-09T19:32:22.634116352+00:002024-06-09T19:32:25.571505280+00:002024-06-09T19:32:25.571505280+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBetter than sex in the morning
11231123562024-06-09T19:32:34.151470848+00:002024-06-09T19:32:34.579402496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGirl is a cokehead
11241123572024-06-09T19:32:35.580566912+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an addict kinky or something else?
11251123582024-06-09T19:32:45.850772352+00:002024-06-09T19:33:16.288039424+00:002024-06-09T19:33:16.288039424+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoooooooo lol fair
11261123592024-06-09T19:33:25.005502720+00:002024-06-09T19:33:25.508867072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not kinky
11271123602024-06-09T19:33:33.546775552+00:002024-06-09T19:33:33.958193280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not glorified in the story
11281123612024-06-09T19:33:54.192016640+00:002024-06-09T19:33:54.645610112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages struggling and is kind if trying to better herself
11291123622024-06-09T19:34:05.500827776+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat makes sense
11301123632024-06-09T19:34:19.383897344+00:002024-06-09T19:35:07.955687936+00:002024-06-09T19:35:07.955687936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.That kind of character development is the best
11311123642024-06-09T19:35:12.066651520+00:002024-06-09T19:35:12.978591488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_E4446512-4DED-4128-B755-A6D6471D9311
11321123652024-06-09T19:35:15.245046912+00:002024-06-09T19:35:18.927155456+00:002024-06-09T19:35:18.927155456+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_E86A1633-9AF9-4527-A1AA-D46191AC7015
11331123662024-06-09T19:35:22.423706112+00:002024-06-09T19:35:40.207358336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love this little scene lol
11341123672024-06-09T19:35:26.987145856+00:002024-06-09T19:35:40.207358336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
11351123682024-06-09T19:35:30.754759296+00:002024-06-09T19:35:40.207358336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo cuuuute
11361123692024-06-09T19:35:58.415355392+00:002024-06-09T19:36:04.681903104+00:002024-06-09T19:36:04.681903104+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe hissy fit is
11371123702024-06-09T19:36:18.332077952+00:002024-06-09T19:36:31.622189056+00:002024-06-09T19:36:31.622189056+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo cuuuute
11381123712024-06-09T19:36:34.867006336+00:002024-06-09T19:36:46.896250496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
11391123722024-06-09T19:37:52.755372032+00:002024-06-09T19:38:08.126820992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_0CD6A511-3072-4E34-8E92-F1C6446C05DF
11401123732024-06-09T19:38:01.868158080+00:002024-06-09T19:38:08.126820992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget worked on this story in months
11411123742024-06-09T19:39:43.704294144+00:002024-06-09T19:39:48.310824832+00:002024-06-09T19:39:48.310824832+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages it about?
11421123752024-06-09T19:39:48.114937728+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike big picture plot
11431123762024-06-09T19:43:10.568858624+00:002024-06-09T19:43:42.172138880+00:002024-06-09T19:44:32.625260800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_44616D71-4309-4137-BD88-E2781BEE7A10
11441123772024-06-09T19:45:25.930386048+00:002024-06-09T19:45:26.345060864+00:002024-06-09T19:45:26.345060864+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem glad you told me who Josiah was to Micah because my response to his comment about the bra was
11451123782024-06-09T19:45:33.964854528+00:002024-06-09T19:45:34.429559168+00:002024-06-09T19:45:34.429559168+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat makes more sense now lol
11461123792024-06-09T19:45:39.322798208+00:002024-06-09T19:45:42.539646848+00:002024-06-09T19:48:12.077224448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_E40052EB-26AA-4F8F-9424-EDC6867D7658
11471123802024-06-09T19:45:39.641545472+00:002024-06-09T19:45:40.002809472+00:002024-06-09T19:45:40.002809472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI like the plot
11481123812024-06-09T19:45:45.727501440+00:002024-06-09T19:45:46.151040512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem glad you told me who Josiah was to Micah becau
11491123822024-06-09T19:45:53.999678336+00:002024-06-09T19:45:54.814929920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNah Josiah is her bestie
11501123832024-06-09T19:46:30.637401088+00:002024-06-09T19:46:32.082661888+00:002024-06-09T19:48:44.273717632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D3C10FB1-1C28-47C3-97C7-DE3336A1F0C8
11511123842024-06-09T19:49:07.246793088+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%I can hear your life in the plot
11521123852024-06-09T19:49:24.088724352+00:002024-06-09T19:55:13.430627328+00:002024-06-09T19:55:13.430627328+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve been there lol it
11531123862024-06-09T19:55:19.637211520+00:002024-06-09T19:55:26.510952960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI can hear your life in the plot
11541123872024-06-09T19:55:23.978846976+00:002024-06-09T19:55:26.510952960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGod damn it
11551123882024-06-09T19:55:53.340707328+00:002024-06-09T19:55:53.814048512+00:002024-06-09T19:55:53.814048512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\I know you tho, so to me it was obvious. But it wouldn
11561123892024-06-09T19:59:13.417015552+00:002024-06-09T19:59:39.942952448+00:002024-06-09T20:04:10.800192384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_9CE3004E-1F98-472C-919D-A9D2D5BB4239
11571123902024-06-09T20:00:05.603738368+00:002024-06-09T20:00:07.167921792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehttps://open.spotify.com/track/37oU0liybMY8aI9u6QMVM9?si=E8qiJihASaycUz7RPpVFcg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7tWx2oRcvpaXVDfvjtgr77WHttpURL
11581123912024-06-09T20:00:29.113277952+00:002024-06-09T20:00:29.616854400+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageoEverything about this song is spot on. Except for that part about making out with people i hardly know or like.
11591123922024-06-09T20:05:17.784707840+00:002024-06-09T20:05:18.279629696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI especially love the last lines
11601123932024-06-09T20:05:28.738933760+00:002024-06-09T20:05:29.232423808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be alright. I just had a bad night.
11611123942024-06-09T20:06:00.943111680+00:002024-06-09T20:06:01.359393408+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDespite the fact that it greatly bothers him/me.
11621123952024-06-09T20:08:04.816067968+00:002024-06-09T20:08:07.845406720+00:002024-06-09T20:12:25.128250624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_9E5C557B-5388-4B85-A973-6774C026382F
11631140542024-06-09T20:10:49.320999808+00:002024-06-09T20:15:26.175149952+00:002024-06-09T20:10:55.093934080+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI understand this a lot, I think People talk about people talk about commitment issues all the time and that's not something that I really understand just because for me it's never about the actual commitment it's about Am I willing to be vulnerable and am I willing to be hurt and am I capable of not letting it destroy me? Think For me for a very long time and two marriages, I was not willing to be vulnerable which Yeah, it's a thing but the I think electric for me these days is not that I'm afraid that like free to commit so much as I'm just tired of getting hurt Last three people have gotten close to me I've all said the same thing you scare me You know for me OK cool well I don't really know what you want me to do with that information but also that hurts like really so like none of it. None of it mess with me so much. I keep getting over and over and over again. It's like I'm not gonna change for you because there's nothing wrong with me and also at the same time. Why would I stick around for somebody or inversely would stick around for somebody who has a use for me So much Being willing to be vulnerable And also having somebody who's able to be vulnerable in that space with you I think is You know it's It's hard it's really hard and people can be mean and cruel and the more partner knows you the easier it is for them to be mean and it absolutely sucks and that's why I'm single and by choice And and what not because I'm so fucking tired of being with the wrong people people who can't play people who don't know how to play people who don't know how to kiss when they're mad and like all these other things and so it's like for me When that person shows up, I'll be here. I'll be ready but at the same time like I'm not gonna like them like I have a life and a career and goals that I want to accomplish and you know I'll meet them along the way whatever that's gonna look like, but I understand you're good commitment. I understand how you get there. It's it's a hard place to be.
11641123972024-06-09T20:10:49.485852672+00:002024-06-09T20:11:26.990199808+00:002024-06-09T20:11:26.990199808+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be alright. I just had a bad night
11651123982024-06-09T20:11:57.928299136+00:002024-06-09T20:11:58.426609024+00:002024-06-09T20:11:58.426609024+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage'Is that a rejection or just a
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11671124002024-06-09T20:12:56.125029120+00:002024-06-09T20:12:58.145657344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages the afraid to be hurt. But also afraid that it
11681124012024-06-09T20:13:23.853968896+00:002024-06-09T20:13:24.174936832+00:002024-06-09T20:13:24.174936832+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages wrong with short if it was worth it?
11691124022024-06-09T20:13:59.164653824+00:002024-06-09T20:13:59.372059776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget want something to last only two months.
11701124032024-06-09T20:14:05.191218560+00:002024-06-09T20:14:05.681329024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt would drain me
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11721124052024-06-09T20:15:20.471279360+00:002024-06-09T20:15:21.851325568+00:002024-06-09T20:15:21.851325568+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$What is the hurt you
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11791124092024-06-09T20:21:22.796343552+00:002024-06-09T20:21:23.326299904+00:002024-06-09T20:21:23.326299904+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhhhh bong bro
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11811124112024-06-09T20:23:33.123106944+00:002024-06-09T20:24:55.461604352+00:002024-06-09T20:24:55.461604352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTo bother is to be human. You should bother.
11821140692024-06-09T20:31:19.126000128+00:002024-06-09T20:32:01.045613824+00:002024-06-09T20:31:27.712884608+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, being afraid of yourself is a lot. It's hard. It's brutal. It's difficult and it blinds. You don't like everything else because you can't get out of it right You know that I think self sabotage from a relationship standpoint so much is like the times where I don't sleep for two or three days just because of some underlying some thing that I can't push through, but you know so I self sabotage either way, but I don't think I do it in relationships so that part I understand I'm principal, but I don't. I can't necessarily relate to that way but I Right, I mentioned this to you before like all of the pivotal moments of my life Absolutely fucking terrifying scariest moments of my life I had to go through those moments so I know it's OK to be scared and also give yourself the grace to make mistakes without necessarily like holding holding onto the mistake. Is the only possible path like it's OK to be right and wrong at the same time as talk about this with a lot of people because like so many people. So many people don't understand it like you can win an argument, and still lose in the same way that you can lose an argument and still win but also There's no value in being right unless it's somebody's life So as part of that, doesn't matter if you're right or wrong so as so much is the goal is everybody loses right like that's the that's the right way to look at it is it's not everybody wins. It's everybody compromises equally, which is basically everybody loses a little bit so that on the holy wind. So where is this? Be patient with yourself compromise a little bit Just remember that mistakes aren't forever so even if you do self sabotage like You know yourself you know that you do so upfront about it like sabotage all the time and then like that that's part of the reason why it's important like find people that are good fits right you can have that conversation and be like yeah I'm notorious for sabotaging. This is within the viable possibilities and as part of that if if you see these signs, this is probably what's going on and I need you to help walking back from a ledge cause it's probably. You know unrelated to You know whatever I'm whatever whatever I'm telling you probably something else and what not so but a lot of those things just also come from a desire to come like for me and the reason why I talk with them that way as they come from for me at least from a desire to be able to communicate with Possible or or existing partners in the same way like they're gonna be things that you're not gonna understand and I just need some space to deal with it and here's how you bring me back from the ledge that I'm standing on without necessarily like any huge problems so communication it's always about communication at the end of the day there's never Doesn't mean every outcome is gonna be desirable but good communication skills can really Good communication skills and patience can really change the outcome of so many things
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11881124152024-06-09T20:39:55.940170112+00:002024-06-09T20:39:57.423696768+00:002024-06-09T20:43:06.961774336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_CC8AC26B-4D21-4631-8C30-E66CE5FD8D75
11891140702024-06-09T20:48:26.758000128+00:002024-06-09T20:54:29.616524160+00:002024-06-09T20:48:32.662025216+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOne of the talking points that that a lot of therapists like to say they're like like to use is in relationships you end up looking for people that are reflections of a parent one or both And I think that's probably where some of that Sims from because You know that's something that so many people are told across so many different therapists and so many different countries that You know I feel like there's probably some grain of truth to that so I would I would make a hazard to guess that that that that might be where it comes from I think also You know as you as you go through all of this, I think really you're gonna learn more about yourself than then other people right because it's that's not where I want to take that as I go with that process Sorry, I'm screensaver Is the redwood forest up in Markel? Like it's like a zoomed out version of it cannabis bud I'm actually cold right now distractions so This whole Learn something about yourself That thought crashed and burned, and there was an audience and everybody went off, but it's not coming back I think I understand I understand that Of the golden retriever partner when the one that's actually good for you is the black cat partner, and I would absolutely murder a golden retriever partner like edges couldn't But I also like I've also been described as in a trenchcoat so I think desert Golden retriever, people, fun, but like limited I understand It can definitely be hard because it just gets exhausting. Keep doing it over and over and over and over and over and over again and you feel like you're going insane because you're doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results and Yeah A lot Sorry, it's nappy time I probably won't fall asleep though I'm thinking some of this is hard for me to relate to to you on just because I don't I don't date men anymore and I haven't for a very long time and so that like trying to put myself in your shoes to understand like the value of man versus the value of other person like I'm losing that a little bit, but I understand the value of another person And like what you're getting from that perspective so Yeah, it's hard. I think you're thinking about all the right things though. I think you're caring about yourself the right way I mean you're very thoughtful person and I can tell that you've been thinking this through extensively.
11901140512024-06-09T20:49:09.292+00:002024-06-09T20:49:58.010944384+00:002024-06-09T20:49:11.104292352+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI love how this is basically a phone call just with extra time to think in between thoughts Got a nice time like think about it for a second instead of like the real time conversation I just somebody who loves observational humor. I just find the irony and the humor. This is fantastic.
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11991124202024-06-09T20:55:32.512238464+00:002024-06-09T20:55:33.962401920+00:002024-06-09T20:56:13.769063936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D0C766D9-8B8E-43F5-8288-AB0B1674131D
12001140712024-06-09T20:57:00.901000064+00:002024-06-09T20:58:52.085026304+00:002024-06-09T20:57:02.246025600+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagePlease don't ever feel like you need to be composed around me. I would rather you show up as all of who you are and be only who you are and not try to be anybody else. I know that probably won't change how you feel about yourself and want to be more compos and stuff, but I just wanted you to know that expectation does not come from me
12011140812024-06-09T20:57:56.244999936+00:002024-06-09T20:58:23.316166144+00:002024-06-09T20:57:57.809730816+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageAlso, I mean, I know you can handle yourself, but I am also here to listen if it will help you kind of slow the plummeting descent if that makes sense
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12121140772024-06-09T21:03:52.859999872+00:002024-06-09T21:05:07.540890240+00:002024-06-09T21:03:56.530236032+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI everybody has a different different definition of what like plummeting and composed is some people composed as one heart of place other people composed as like Just a crying mess on the ground and like I've no idea but I just offered because that's That's what friends do so you have to take me Also for me, it's important that somebody is asking And I don't necessarily need you to take me up on those offers like Mean I'm gonna be really honest you just sound human You sound like you have a good day you sound like you have bad days That's not built for Virgin people I mean, I do sound a little more cynical earlier this week I would agree that but also I don't necessarily see that is a bad thing because that shows like a full range and spectrum of emotion and expression and depth of feeling, and just the width of feeling I don't know like I don't. I personally do not see it as a bad thing I do understand why you're taking note of it. That's not a bad thing
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12211124332024-06-09T21:43:42.658336128+00:002024-06-09T21:43:46.808973056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe mind has too much freedom to wander and it gets into the shadowy crevices that you keep tucked away in the dark for a reason
12221124342024-06-09T21:44:05.028661248+00:002024-06-09T21:44:05.504607872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget play lots of games in general really
12231124352024-06-09T21:44:36.298602880+00:002024-06-09T21:44:36.669441280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWI realise this is probably due to being an only child. We didn
12241124362024-06-09T21:46:08.207651328+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewMy ex girlfriend and her wife were only children; as the eldest of 3 with two adopted siblings, there was no alone time
12251124372024-06-09T21:47:08.229793536+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI have a bunch of card games that are about getting to know the other players, and can be played asynchronously & remotely, if you
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12271124392024-06-09T21:49:43.332139008+00:002024-06-09T21:49:49.684573440+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah I do like that
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12311124432024-06-09T22:00:55.264004992+00:002024-06-09T22:00:55.722360320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWe can both answer it
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12331124452024-06-09T22:02:43.857357440+00:002024-06-09T22:02:44.271525888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI guess I measure my progress by looking back over my shoulder and seeing if I
12341140482024-06-09T22:02:51.990+00:002024-06-09T22:03:32.296774144+00:002024-06-09T22:02:55.386852992+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageMy measure of progress is Based off of like the rate at which things change like the Delta V the change of velocity It's not necessarily how much has changed so much as how much is changing and it could be little things you know doesn't have to be like a high rate of change, but that's kind of high Do you know when your life is going the right direction? When people are Happy for me and you know or like they're they see that I'm doing well or they tell me that I'm smiling more or my therapist just tells me I think People tell me that when I happy I think very much when I feel happy
12351124472024-06-09T22:03:45.165389568+00:002024-06-09T22:03:45.899271296+00:002024-06-09T22:03:45.899271296+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI guess I measure my progress by looking back over
12361124482024-06-09T22:04:08.467867904+00:002024-06-09T22:04:08.887940608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Ah yes change. We look at it similarly haha.
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12461124552024-06-09T22:05:53.772711296+00:002024-06-09T22:05:54.174140160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh yes the huckleberry bush
12471124562024-06-09T22:05:59.085672320+00:002024-06-09T22:05:59.547014528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
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12531124592024-06-09T22:06:20.172338944+00:002024-06-09T22:06:20.637042304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem glad it moved you
12541124602024-06-09T22:06:28.006267776+00:002024-06-09T22:06:28.550462720+00:002024-06-09T22:06:28.550462720+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMe too
12551124612024-06-09T22:07:01.345655424+00:002024-06-09T22:07:01.839971072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTime and perseverance.
12561140452024-06-09T22:09:15.067000192+00:002024-06-09T22:09:19.102687872+00:002024-06-09T22:09:19.025120+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI think we got me through. It is one remembering the top of the fucking screen so I can finish the voice message and my phone is go to sleep. Really what got me through it was just I want to say That's a great question. It's not that time and temperance is a great answer. I am certain that is true. I think I think for me and this is a fallback to my therapist I'll say it's not as bad as I would like. Nobody's dying you know I'm not enough Afghanistan anymore therefore, it's not that bad. That's my therapist saying that Worse, worse, traumas and going from there
12571124632024-06-09T22:09:34.263677568+00:002024-06-09T22:10:46.965550720+00:002024-06-09T22:10:46.965550720+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C9E9267B-D301-4B1F-A8D9-F375350A330F
12581140562024-06-09T22:10:46.858999936+00:002024-06-09T22:10:50.266329984+00:002024-06-09T22:10:50.239667456+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageActually, I read the exact opposite. I tried so hard to fit in that. It kind of broke me and now I'm doing everything I possibly can to not fit in and because. If I'm not fitting in, that means I'm living my like what I actually want because what I actually want really doesn't fit in anywhere so I might as well just you know do my own thing so kind of the inverse but trying to fit and hurt a lot I hurt myself extensively it was terrible. None of it worked. 10 out of 10
12591124652024-06-09T22:11:56.539713664+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
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12681124682024-06-09T22:17:01.093162240+00:002024-06-09T22:17:17.335924352+00:002024-06-09T22:17:17.335924352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
12691124692024-06-09T22:17:17.707922432+00:002024-06-09T22:17:20.979301504+00:002024-06-09T22:17:20.979301504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_CF562E5A-D535-46DE-8EC6-A924E85C282B
12701140682024-06-09T22:19:45.012000128+00:002024-06-09T22:19:49.197598464+00:002024-06-09T22:19:49.128181504+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageA lot of this is really about Like just racism and Other people like I have I've watched my friends say so many racist things About like just other stuff and they're not necessarily like you know explicit so much as like systemic racism, comments, and things like that You know in the past every time, I've tried to call it out. It's always been the oh well you're racist for for all these things and it's like no no I'm not actually you are and so I just stop speaking up about it and a lot of times these days I. I just won't respond, but I won't. I won't. And I'm not but like I can't Can't it be so many conversations all the time? Can't I'm not proud that I don't always speak up but when it's definitely important Or would cause a lot of pain I will say something, but I don't speak up as much as I would like. I'm just tired exhausting.
12711124712024-06-09T22:23:09.738447232+00:002024-06-09T22:23:11.667827584+00:002024-06-09T22:24:21.892395520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI actually think I speak up quite a bit like I don't if I feel the urge to speak up about something or to speak against something I will I mean, I've gone against my parents or my grandmother in conversation too Like when my neither of them says something a bit ignorant, I will correct them or Something like that times that I should've spoken up by like very Different in that, I think I should just Say my compliments out loud more like That's that's what I would like to work on just complimenting strangers when I think they look good and So like that
12721124722024-06-09T22:24:45.063756928+00:002024-06-09T22:24:47.560291968+00:002024-06-09T22:26:21.945242112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAs for racism, discrimination et cetera I do speak up about that. I've used my privilege. To speak up and I think you've seen this as well I'm thread sometimes I Speak up about the well agenda was because I do not agree with modern feminism but I am a feminist but modern feminism is A lot of it is Written rooted from fair and Bordering on messenger and I do not agree with that so I speak up against that, but I also speak up against Men who are being trash So yeah, maybe maybe one time that I Just thought of a scenario I am Sorry about that I witnessed a man stuff his backpack was cans of food and walking out the store. They should've probably said something.
12731124732024-06-09T22:26:33.454355456+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget see shit lol
12741124742024-06-09T22:26:51.987401472+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_4006D59D-6EF1-4721-B77F-9AF162BFBBF7
12751140432024-06-09T22:29:15.994+00:002024-06-09T22:29:41.266913664+00:002024-06-09T22:29:21.470725248+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageThis one One's really hard because I don't have Relationship with my parents I've lost it cramp I've lost Marines two Suicide And three in the war like personally close with You know, I think I think a lot of the last words that I I wish I had said before it was too late are some mixture of I'm sorry Or I I'm here But I think most importantly, I love you I think Those are the words that I wish I had said before It was too late Those marines I was the last one to talk to two of them And I have to rest my life But you know, I can't change the past, but I love you That's too late
12761124762024-06-09T22:31:24.770625536+00:002024-06-09T22:31:25.233395072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagemHmmm probably just telling people I love them plenty more times before they
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12821140412024-06-09T22:33:59.427000064+00:002024-06-09T22:34:20.620471424+00:002024-06-09T22:34:02.076807296+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOh, I'm a fucking chatterbox. I will talk and talk and talk and talk and then go and go and go and go and then I'll just crash. Or inversely I'll be a potato There's no in between speeds I would probably like most people get frustrated because I talk to her off or because I talk Things that are too deep and not socially acceptable In the nutshell, I talk too much that's what most people find annoying
12831124802024-06-09T22:36:34.269948032+00:002024-06-09T22:36:36.385383424+00:002024-06-09T22:37:56.852720512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt's like a vacation type thing then Maybe, probably The fact that I'm not reading initiative taken like I will if I have to, but I am really very much at tagalong type of person. I am happy if other people are happy so Obviously, I have some ideas of things I wanna do and I'll throw them in them in in the mix and then the suggestion box but Really, yeah I suppose that Also, if they actually did spend an entire week with me living with me and I'm living the same way that I do then it's probably just Messiness I I am chaotic
12841124812024-06-09T22:38:03.779448704+00:002024-06-09T22:38:18.745600512+00:002024-06-09T22:38:18.745600512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at an audio message
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12861124832024-06-09T22:39:07.673397760+00:002024-06-09T22:39:08.116281472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
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12911140572024-06-09T22:39:53.775000064+00:002024-06-09T22:39:56.768571904+00:002024-06-09T22:39:56.535131008+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI'm currently working two full-time jobs And photography gigs on the side I have very little time, and I am exhausted and all the time And also, I'm so fucking lonely. I think I think between exhaustion and loneliness. I think I just need to be kinder on myself about. About being around people because I'm upset that There's no point in maintaining most of the relationships that I currently have here in Colorado because I'm leaving and I'm not coming back and I don't really wanna maintain those relationships anyways but I also live alone and I work from home and I'm home alone so much I just need to be better about that It's OK to be around people It hurts I need that
12921124862024-06-09T22:41:10.546446592+00:002024-06-09T22:41:12.883155840+00:002024-06-09T22:42:49.292718464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePoo, I need to be kind of in many areas of my life I have good self-confidence in terms of the way I look like my basis of my personality I mean Like that I don't know I'm pretty comfortable with who I am as a person But I am unkind to myself In my achievements in my my standing, my I guess almost like a social standing kind of thing like Who am I really? And what do I want to do? And Is it going to look and? How am I going to? Survive in this society Kind of still be a part of it, but not to the detriment of my own happiness and how I need to navigate that and I think I think I'm being very unfair to myself sometimes and expecting too much of myself and that
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13001124912024-06-09T22:43:42.991509888+00:002024-06-09T22:43:43.403239936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHappy and independent.
13011140342024-06-09T22:44:47.943000064+00:002024-06-09T22:47:53.772824320+00:002024-06-09T22:44:51.592515200+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSurprisingly, very little because I don't know if it's the autism or the ADHD year You know the way that I was training as a child Such a strong sense of willingness to sacrifice stuff that That as part of that, I will sacrifice myself so much more than like allowing myself to be like egotistical and was part of that I make myself small and I I would you know or people put me in boxes and I would stay there cause I didn't wanna be arrogant or condescending or pretentious or egotistical or whatever And so if my desire to not be Egotistical Is actually caused a lot of Pain and difficulty and prevented me from living my life. I always have 20 years ago.
13021124922024-06-09T22:44:48.033517184+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHappy and independent.
13031124942024-06-09T22:45:50.768392064+00:002024-06-09T22:46:26.336420096+00:002024-06-09T22:46:26.336420096+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_43DDEC23-45E8-4EF4-953D-71541FE48B98
13041140672024-06-09T22:47:12.106+00:002024-06-09T22:47:43.854881280+00:002024-06-09T22:47:15.482518016+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSet an order to fucking start with this I know being a burden product of broken home and then cults and all these other things I don't think there are enough apologies in the world that could ever make up for what they did to me, but Apology for my mom I'll never get it but You know I just I'm sorry for everything would be nice. Just a great starting point sorry for not getting help. I'm not I'm sorry for. Allowing all those things I'm sorry for staying with your father like I don't know where to start But my mom is beat the shit out of me so Apologies
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13151125002024-06-09T22:51:00.074146048+00:002024-06-09T22:51:02.375383552+00:002024-06-09T22:52:30.939156736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI I wish my I wish I would've had an apology from I suppose my parents my mum Four Sometimes undermining Or parking fun At things that's very seriously bothered me Not really taking me seriously sometimes And also, I would love to hear an apology from This kid in high school who Kids, actually That were my friends but not really they were actually my bodies. I just didn't realise it.
13161125012024-06-09T22:52:08.923876224+00:002024-06-09T22:52:09.369334912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Thanks for this Sienna. I gotta go sleep now.
13171125022024-06-09T22:52:35.526519296+00:002024-06-09T22:52:35.906876288+00:002024-06-09T22:52:35.906876288+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an audio message
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13191125042024-06-09T22:52:54.348590336+00:002024-06-09T22:52:54.806975104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem tired and I have work tomorrow followed by a Judas Priest concert
13201125052024-06-09T22:53:10.357374720+00:002024-06-09T22:53:13.081795712+00:002024-06-09T22:53:13.081795712+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be a long day but also hell yeah Judas Priest concert lol
13211125062024-06-09T22:53:26.330050432+00:002024-06-09T22:53:27.310863744+00:002024-06-09T22:53:27.310863744+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
13221125072024-06-09T22:53:31.672445568+00:002024-06-09T22:53:32.094713472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to be shattered lol
13231125082024-06-09T22:53:42.154715008+00:002024-06-09T22:53:42.470091776+00:002024-06-09T22:53:42.470091776+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to be shattered lol
13241125092024-06-09T22:53:58.816677760+00:002024-06-09T22:53:59.196297344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Enjoy the rest of your day!! Ciaooo
13251125102024-06-09T22:54:24.369254144+00:002024-06-10T07:45:10.530376192+00:002024-06-10T07:45:10.530376192+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEnjoy the rest of your day!! Ciaooo
13261125422024-06-10T13:18:21.967890688+00:002024-06-10T15:50:50.753822848+00:002024-06-10T15:50:50.753822848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/7:15a meetings are crimes against humanity
13271125452024-06-10T15:52:59.875384832+00:002024-06-10T16:04:54.751247360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem do not envy you lol
13281125472024-06-10T16:05:06.886690176+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1Yeah it was very much a
13291125482024-06-10T16:05:16.500636544+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Then the tea kicked in and I at least feel less glacial\
13301125492024-06-10T16:05:20.363763584+00:002024-06-10T16:08:01.946783104+00:002024-06-10T16:08:01.946783104+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your day been?
13311125502024-06-10T16:08:39.616452992+00:002024-06-10T16:16:19.517651072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagejOne of my best friends is so sensitive to coffee and tea he starts bouncing immediately after consumption
13321125512024-06-10T16:16:24.918000256+00:002024-06-10T16:16:25.655702400+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLOL
13331125522024-06-10T16:17:05.428+00:002024-06-10T16:20:05.302027008+00:002024-06-10T16:17:05.851518592+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefIt could go either way for me, depending on my mood. Some days it wakes me up, some days it crashes me
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13351125552024-06-10T16:20:20.083624064+00:002024-06-10T16:20:25.887509760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWill get better hopefully
13361125562024-06-10T16:20:25.414788736+00:002024-06-10T16:20:25.887509760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
13371125572024-06-10T16:20:36.022706944+00:002024-06-10T16:22:15.526923136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMore time in the wall socket
13381125582024-06-10T16:20:37.749655296+00:002024-06-10T16:22:15.526923136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYay
13391125592024-06-10T16:21:18.808394624+00:002024-06-10T16:22:15.526923136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEDid I explain that to you before? The wall socket/power source thing?
13401125602024-06-10T16:22:30.020718336+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)No but it makes me think of vibrators lol
13411140382024-06-10T16:23:05.896999808+00:002024-06-10T16:24:03.614892288+00:002024-06-10T16:23:09.722301440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageOK now that I've actually read it like the wall socket/power source thing I'm assuming you're talking about like emotionally recharging and stuff like that like what's that metaphor my wall socket is music and outside and cuddles so if that makes sense hopefully I got that right
13421125622024-06-10T16:24:16.357867776+00:002024-06-10T16:27:10.702954752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYesss
13431125632024-06-10T16:24:23.797918592+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
13441140842024-06-10T16:24:23.797918592+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
13451195722024-06-10T16:24:23.797918592+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
13461125642024-06-10T16:24:24.582712832+00:002024-06-10T16:27:10.702954752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut kind of
13471125652024-06-10T16:25:00.895079168+00:002024-06-10T16:27:10.702954752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut what I also mean is that my battery health is low so when I
13481125662024-06-10T16:28:09.212211328+00:002024-06-10T16:29:25.906845312+00:002024-06-10T16:29:25.906845312+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage[What are your charging sources and how can I help ensure you taking charging opportunities?
13491125672024-06-10T16:29:52.841635456+00:002024-06-10T16:32:07.984231040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageConcerts, music, spending time with friends
13501125682024-06-10T16:30:01.938817024+00:002024-06-10T16:32:07.984231040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDoing creative things
13511125692024-06-10T16:32:48.687110912+00:002024-06-10T16:33:24.749852928+00:002024-06-10T16:33:24.749852928+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageXHow do I point out when it seems like your battery might be low? Do I just ask about it?
13521125702024-06-10T16:33:29.209656448+00:002024-06-10T16:35:39.773538560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI guess hahaha
13531125712024-06-10T16:34:00.149926400+00:002024-06-10T16:35:39.773538560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRIf you ask me how would you rate your day and it
13541125722024-06-10T16:34:12.091708672+00:002024-06-10T16:35:39.773538560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6 is good nowadays
13551125732024-06-10T16:35:57.863224448+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGotcha
13561125742024-06-10T16:36:26.698684928+00:002024-06-10T16:36:38.665761408+00:002024-06-10T16:36:38.665761408+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere not doing them, you deplete/drain? Just making sure I understand the analogy lol
13571125752024-06-10T16:36:44.284186112+00:002024-06-10T16:36:47.441237504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes yes
13581125762024-06-10T16:37:04.746996352+00:002024-06-10T16:38:16.542047232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7So I used to be able to hold onto the charge for longer
13591125772024-06-10T16:37:09.917199360+00:002024-06-10T16:38:16.542047232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI could last a week or more
13601125782024-06-10T16:37:30.576786816+00:002024-06-10T16:38:16.542047232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;But now I need more frequent stimulation and dopamine hits
13611125792024-06-10T16:37:38.336736896+00:002024-06-10T16:38:16.542047232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&In order to keep my energy and mood up
13621125802024-06-10T16:38:58.879971968+00:002024-06-10T16:43:39.062777472+00:002024-06-10T16:43:39.062777472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage_What are things that I, as a new yet distant friend, can do to help make sure you stay charged?
13631125812024-06-10T16:43:57.190393728+00:002024-06-10T16:43:59.542884096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Just keep checking in I suppose haha
13641125822024-06-10T16:44:12.113456+00:002024-06-10T16:44:13.857458176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*Poke a hole in the veil every now and then
13651125832024-06-10T16:44:25.565827072+00:002024-06-10T16:44:25.739011072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/So I remember what the outside world looks like
13661125842024-06-10T16:44:42.264999808+00:002024-06-10T16:45:42.977761792+00:002024-06-10T16:44:42.838539648+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageam, I can do that
13671125852024-06-10T16:46:08.367331072+00:002024-06-10T16:46:11.318404224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages especially easy to skip into the abyss now that I have the house to myself
13681125862024-06-10T16:46:29.068951168+00:002024-06-10T16:46:29.309240064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Two more weeks then my parents are back
13691125872024-06-10T16:46:42.569494272+00:002024-06-10T16:46:42.810345216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged love to be able to live alone
13701125882024-06-10T16:46:51.067509632+00:002024-06-10T16:47:02.240875008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIdk if I can
13711125892024-06-10T16:47:00.647369344+00:002024-06-10T16:47:02.240875008+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Unless I make sure I have visitors often
13721125902024-06-10T16:47:26.931999872+00:002024-06-10T16:47:27.210650880+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem regularly in very dark places by living alone and working from home, but I have the skills to manage that
13731125912024-06-10T16:47:35.848+00:002024-06-10T16:47:59.087580928+00:002024-06-10T16:47:36.178522880+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6So unless you can manage that, I do not recommend that
13741125922024-06-10T17:25:21.086837248+00:002024-06-10T18:47:31.669939072+00:002024-06-10T18:47:31.669939072+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Can I get a good picture of you for your contact card?
13751125932024-06-10T18:48:07.891125632+00:002024-06-10T19:05:26.279326976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah sure have this one
13761125942024-06-10T18:49:09.571235456+00:002024-06-10T19:05:26.279326976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget send anything
13771125952024-06-10T18:49:13.092072448+00:002024-06-10T19:05:26.279326976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell do that later
13781125962024-06-10T19:05:37.804568704+00:002024-06-10T21:56:35.938597248+00:002024-06-10T21:56:35.938597248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh weird, but no worries!
13791125972024-06-10T21:56:42.133295488+00:002024-06-13T21:40:30.201935104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_97E1900C-5811-4BB1-9909-F74A31BC5231
13801125982024-06-10T21:57:28.591759488+00:002024-06-10T22:06:46.235672960+00:002024-06-10T22:06:46.235672960+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLovely
13811125992024-06-10T23:19:59.653750144+00:002024-06-10T23:21:53.403646208+00:002024-06-10T23:21:53.403646208+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D20532BF-33CC-47A5-A8E9-681736546886
13821126002024-06-10T23:23:05.189042816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWait wait wait
13831126012024-06-10T23:23:21.724860928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRY is that adhd girl on instagram
13841126022024-06-10T23:23:28.395717120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI recognise that face
13851126032024-06-10T23:23:30.236893696+00:002024-06-10T23:23:30.616805504+00:002024-06-10T23:23:30.616805504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhahaha yes, she is
13861126042024-06-10T23:23:36.021120768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget know she was a musician haha
13871126052024-06-10T23:24:32.084593280+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLhttps://music.apple.com/us/album/my-chemical-romance/1587009975?i=1587009980WHttpURL
13881126062024-06-10T23:24:32.303098496+00:002024-06-10T23:24:42.522744192+00:002024-06-10T23:24:42.522744192+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThis was my intro to her
13891126072024-06-10T23:24:42.510581504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget actively listen to any of those artists actually lolol
13901126082024-06-10T23:25:14.640609536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh
13911126092024-06-10T23:25:16.543854976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHmmm
13921126102024-06-10T23:25:25.942474624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBit Halsey vibes
13931126112024-06-10T23:25:49.480171008+00:002024-06-10T23:25:49.891753216+00:002024-06-10T23:25:49.891753216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just Renee Rapp, Mother Mother, Rory, and Enter Shakiri
13941126122024-06-10T23:25:57.663702784+00:002024-06-10T23:25:58.098797824+00:002024-06-10T23:25:58.098797824+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget my thing lol
13951126132024-06-10T23:25:59.216890624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not bad. Just very produced.
13961126142024-06-10T23:26:24.624264704+00:002024-06-10T23:26:25.144854016+00:002024-06-10T23:26:25.144854016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYe 100%
13971126152024-06-10T23:26:49.914731776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Enter Shikari and Twenty One Pilots I used to listen to
13981126162024-06-10T23:26:56.520833536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut not really anymore
13991126172024-06-10T23:27:14.301276928+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget listened to their new stuff since Trench came out, I love their older albums tho
14001126182024-06-10T23:27:37.515962112+00:002024-06-10T23:32:33.860804608+00:002024-06-10T23:32:33.860804608+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage]Trench was good, but Blurryface & Vessel were their best albums in my mind
14011126192024-06-10T23:33:00.007870976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6I actually kind of lost them around the Blurryface era
14021126202024-06-10T23:33:17.127636864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGRight around when they started becoming more popular in the mainstream
14031126212024-06-10T23:33:56.514502272+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageVessel I love
14041126222024-06-10T23:33:58.003913216+00:002024-06-10T23:33:59.578166912+00:002024-06-10T23:33:59.578166912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagebeing white boys from Ohio who make music for lesbians in Seattle
14051126232024-06-10T23:34:10.970978688+00:002024-06-10T23:34:11.346172800+00:002024-06-10T23:34:11.346172800+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4Vessel is sooooo good, one of my all-time fav albums
14061126242024-06-10T23:34:12.021812480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd their debut is good too
14071126252024-06-10T23:34:23.172890240+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI feel that. I like fun at them for
14081126262024-06-10T23:35:04.266691968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget their most streamed song on Spotify anymore
14091126272024-06-10T23:35:12.183216512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot even in the top 5
14101126282024-06-10T23:35:15.955195648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMind blowing lol
14111126292024-06-10T23:35:20.382477952+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages surprising
14121126302024-06-10T23:35:28.455480576+00:002024-06-10T23:35:42.622118528+00:002024-06-10T23:35:42.622118528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5I can still sing along to that song word for word lol
14131126312024-06-10T23:35:51.614759936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSame lol
14141126322024-06-10T23:36:08.291365120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Holding on to You was the first song by theirs I heard
14151126332024-06-10T23:36:17.388201216+00:002024-06-10T23:36:17.840435072+00:002024-06-10T23:36:17.840435072+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSame lol
14161126342024-06-10T23:36:41.542352896+00:002024-06-10T23:36:41.945152512+00:002024-06-10T23:36:41.945152512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYMine was Car Radio, but Guns For Hands was the one I listened to the most from that album
14171126352024-06-10T23:37:44.430498560+00:002024-06-10T23:39:13.876412672+00:002024-06-10T23:39:13.876412672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI actually came across a lot of bands that I wouldn't have come across Had I not been listening to American radio stations at the time? Or let's just say I I found out about those bands before they really reached Europe essentially because I listen to like small town radio stations usually Seattle radio stations And I remember listening to I think it's one 077 the end alternative Seattle that's that was the name of the of the radio station that I used to listen to all the time I think that must've been where twenty one pilots came on because they had all kinds of like alternative music on them And that's actually also how I found out about brand-new. I heard Luca. That same radio station so it's pretty cool
14181126362024-06-10T23:38:00.673190784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Oooo Guns For Hands was one of my favourites for a while
14191126532024-06-10T23:38:47.237194752+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagesmall town radio stations, like Seattle
14201126542024-06-10T23:39:45.426171264+00:002024-06-10T23:49:05.855770368+00:002024-06-10T23:49:05.855770368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage}If you want up and coming punk, one of my very good friends is the morning show host of Colorado Public Radio
14211126552024-06-10T23:49:29.038814080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9Lolol I mean I listened to smaller local stations too lol
14221126562024-06-11T14:26:22.981211648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
14231126572024-06-11T14:29:34.807860096+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHey you
14241126582024-06-11T14:29:51.326043136+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem sitting at court getting arraigned for petty criminal mischief
14251126592024-06-11T14:31:05.630874624+00:002024-06-11T14:32:29.482840064+00:002024-06-11T14:32:29.482840064+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages offer was a 6-month mental health program instead of a maximum possible fine of 10 days in jail or a $300 fine. I straight up said fuck that I
14261126602024-06-11T14:32:33.069550720+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh what lmao
14271126612024-06-11T14:32:53.243113472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah pay the fine lol
14281126622024-06-11T14:32:58.785776128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGet it done with
14291126632024-06-11T14:41:52.500295424+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageso I can be done, but then they still want me to take a one-day course called
14301126642024-06-11T14:42:09.998933120+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagebI know the fucking choice I made, let me be done with this bullshit so I can move on with my life
14311126652024-06-11T14:45:40.830798208+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged rather be a criminal than do another single mandated mental health program
14321126662024-06-11T14:58:20.123548288+00:002024-06-11T16:02:17.158838272+00:002024-06-11T16:02:17.158838272+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow are you, btw?
14331126682024-06-11T16:02:28.352079872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao ok
14341126692024-06-11T16:02:45.186291968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages useless anyway
14351126702024-06-11T16:04:03.216741760+00:002024-06-11T16:07:04.815258240+00:002024-06-11T16:07:04.815258240+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI'm having an alright day and I think I know why it's because I left the house and I did things that made me feel productive like go to the hospital to get a check up and then do groceries Just doing things that make me feel like I'm kind of normal that are not my job because my job makes me actually feel less normal due to me feeling so stuck with it and feeling like I shouldn't feel so stuck with it but yeah, I'm working now At 6 pm I have to work until 9 pm so three more hours but thankfully I'm working for month person. I just tried to call didn't pick up so means I don't have any calls for the next 30 minutes so that's nice and he calls back of course but yeah.
14361126712024-06-11T16:05:39.691663232+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao ok
14371126722024-06-11T16:05:54.720669568+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYuuuuup
14381126732024-06-11T16:06:03.495904256+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem officially a criminal lol
14391126742024-06-11T16:07:05.550343808+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3Why do you have to work til 9??? That
14401126752024-06-11T16:07:13.355254912+00:002024-06-11T16:07:33.093138432+00:002024-06-11T16:07:33.093138432+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem glad your day is working out otherwise!!
14411126762024-06-11T16:08:44.742727936+00:002024-06-11T16:11:25.835343104+00:002024-06-11T16:11:25.835343104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo my job is customer facing, but by phone and you know some Customers would rather not deal with their pension during work hours so in order to accommodate them team Works two evenings a week, which is Tuesday and Wednesday and why only two because we're only two people and we also need to be working during the day So I started like 1230 and end my shift at nine And I've called until 830 So that's awesome I hate this job
14421126772024-06-11T16:12:18.135288448+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLI can feel the annoyance swirling around you like high tide in a harbor
14431126782024-06-11T16:12:32.630694400+00:002024-06-11T16:13:38.355149056+00:002024-06-11T16:13:38.355149056+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere almost done for the day!
14441126792024-06-11T16:15:20.255323648+00:002024-06-11T16:20:05.915481088+00:002024-06-11T16:20:05.915481088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou know what's shitty. I had a conversation with my manager the other day about how. So I, I kind of got a certificate for a new skill. I would like to be able to take up. Another responsibility or a new responsibility essentially and now it seems that there is going to be a position created like a job created in the company when The thing that I learned is going to be useful so he suggested send your CV and I'll send it over to that department and you can like Maybe you can do that So I said to him, not sure let's do that because I could really use a change, but then at the same time It would be a change, but it wouldn't be much of a change because sure I'll It'll be new and it'll be nice for awhile, but it's not gonna stick I'm afraid and it's still in the same industry that I don't just generally don't really have an interest for so that's that
14451126802024-06-11T16:17:17.563867520+00:002024-06-11T16:21:55.350898048+00:002024-06-11T16:21:55.350898048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI was chatting to my friends, Sean and Greg my my guy friends that I go to concerts with yesterday Wait, was that yesterday? It was? And they talked about my mental health and I talked about how I just don't really know what I want to be doing and I'm I feel very uninspired with my job and they pointed something out that I didn't really realise myself yet but it's It's the fact that my job isn't project based so I don't really get any satisfaction from finishing up a project because there's no project. I'm just always doing the same thing and there's always going to be more work. And then I remembered that I didn't feel like that when I worked in the creative industry when I was still a designer, which I again I don't wanna come back to but I would like to do something creative again and something project based Because I think they're right, I think it would help me to be able to sit on a project work on that for a couple of weeks and Finish it completed feel that dopamine hit from finally I finished it and even though the running up to that finish line is stressful sometimes it's worth it because after that you like shit I did that and then you can breathe for a minute before the next thing comes along At least usually so I don't know how I'm going to implement this yet but it is a good thing to think about and to realise
14461126812024-06-11T16:22:06.250501632+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagenIf you have ADHD, project-based work is so important!! If you
14471126822024-06-11T16:22:27.360538752+00:002024-06-11T16:23:03.916837504+00:002024-06-11T16:23:03.916837504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve always been happiest with project-based work so I totally understand
14481126832024-06-11T16:24:12.890071168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI'm really glad that I can actually talk about these things with my male friends as well. They're very understanding and open about it and they they go through shit as well I mean. They talk about their problems and I think it's it's good that we create a safe space for each other and it's not like we're not crying and being messes and heaps of puddles of sadness or something that's just blue You know there's nothing wrong with that. I do want to reiterate that that's that's not a bad thing, but yeah, we we are able to talk about things and I think that's good.
14491126842024-06-11T16:24:53.424752512+00:002024-06-11T16:25:52.484922880+00:002024-06-11T16:25:52.484922880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMatter effect I think the one person who I talk to who I initially spoke to about my mental issues most is my friend Darren Scottish dude so Yeah, I don't know. I think I've been chatting to. Have I have I have a problem I have too many guy friends
14501140742024-06-11T16:27:10.535000064+00:002024-06-11T17:13:38.761932800+00:002024-06-11T16:27:13.184397440+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI'm glad that you have people to talk to about it and also glad that Also glad that you know you have the space and time ability to do so and it's a safe place for you
14511126862024-06-11T16:28:33.165347584+00:002024-06-11T17:13:21.380983168+00:002024-06-11T17:13:21.380983168+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget know how to respond to your commentary about men as your perspective and mine are very different, but I hear what you
14521126872024-06-11T17:13:38.847994368+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14531140782024-06-11T17:13:38.847994368+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14541195822024-06-11T17:13:38.847994368+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14551126882024-06-11T17:14:05.644047488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget say the same. Idk I got lucky with my boys.
14561140822024-06-11T17:31:27.388+00:002024-06-11T17:55:28.735899904+00:002024-06-11T17:31:32.254966272+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, I mean, don't don't worry. Don't really worry about me in that context. That and I can talk about it curious but the reality is like If I'm not careful, I can be a little mean towards men because I struggle with misery like excessively like it's probably pretty bad but I'm also not gonna do anything about it but feel free to talk about them and like share stories and all that other jazz but a lot of times like I just won't have anything to say or I won't know what to say so that's not a bad thing that just means it like I don't I can't really in that way so But I'm glad you have them and I'm glad that they created a safe space for you. I think that that's I think that's really important and I'm glad you have that. I'm glad you have that support because it's honestly just so validating.
14571126902024-06-11T17:56:29.311330304+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14581140752024-06-11T17:56:29.311330304+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14591196302024-06-11T17:56:29.311330304+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14601126912024-06-11T17:56:45.036094848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a natural response when all the men in your life have only done you harm so I get it
14611126922024-06-11T17:58:15.238767872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget black and white or one thing or another. We just are. I like observing the big picture. But at the same time sometimes it
14621140832024-06-11T18:07:11.273999872+00:002024-06-11T18:07:16.954936448+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageHonestly, that's very respectable and I applaud you for for that mental model I think is for myself. I don't gender such a hard topic and construct right you know so for me to say that I hate men isn't necessarily true because I know many wonderful ones and some have son have been amazing bits of help and they're not all bad right I think The same time so much of gender is so closely aligned with cultural and society expectations that a lot of times it's very hot. It's very hard or too exhausting to distinguish kind of the difference between you know somebody who is an XYY chromosome owner versus a cultural male. And I will see that that's one of my that's one of the parts that I trans trans men About the most is because they Are so excited transition they do and they get to male culture like what the fuck is this? It's absolutely sucks. I'm like try to tell you we all try to tell you and I want to change it. It's like good luck and they just struggle with it so much you know authentic experience good for them. More Cultural thing you know that makes sense. I don't know I'm rambling because it's a complicated topic and I have complicated feelings on the matter and I don't know how to communicate them clearly and cleanly fuck me.
14631126982024-06-11T19:01:39.927051520+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14641140792024-06-11T19:01:39.927051520+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14651195712024-06-11T19:01:39.927051520+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
14661126992024-06-11T19:02:09.000217216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahah yeah trans men are NOT like biological men at all. Cis men do not have the same problems that basically any other gender has.
14671127002024-06-11T19:02:27.402084608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh to be a cishet white male
14681127012024-06-11T19:03:08.271746432+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh to be a cishet white male
14691127022024-06-11T19:03:30.750316672+00:002024-06-11T19:11:04.004094336+00:002024-06-11T19:11:04.004094336+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged rather be a black cat owned by a pair of lesbians living in a tropical climate lol
14701127032024-06-11T19:11:10.301789824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would love that
14711127042024-06-11T19:41:13.264045440+00:002024-06-11T19:46:17.622786816+00:002024-06-11T19:46:17.622786816+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;So now that today is mostly over, how would you rate today?
14721127052024-06-11T19:46:27.255718528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
14731127072024-06-11T19:46:46.213861248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTDue to the whole getting outside and doing something other than just working thing.
14741127112024-06-11T19:46:55.153346816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt helps
14751127142024-06-11T19:47:14.062317184+00:002024-06-11T19:51:07.688447744+00:002024-06-11T19:51:07.688447744+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIYeah you felt like you were in a pretty good mood, and that was nice
14761127162024-06-11T20:26:33.451074304+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve been listening to sappy love songs all day
14771127172024-06-11T20:27:02.839387904+00:002024-06-11T21:55:32.672603648+00:002024-06-11T21:55:32.672603648+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages because I started a radio on Apple Music and then it just endlessly played the same thing
14781127192024-06-11T21:55:39.667846656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh no haha
14791127232024-06-11T21:56:13.559039616+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Yeah I immediately changed it once I realized that lol
14801127252024-06-11T21:56:42.957544576+00:002024-06-11T21:57:05.062372736+00:002024-06-11T21:57:05.062372736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDhttps://music.apple.com/us/album/dawnbreaker/1685289552?i=1685289860WHttpURL
14811127262024-06-11T21:57:26.262766336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yesss love dnb
14821127272024-06-11T21:57:54.920004352+00:002024-06-11T21:57:55.501138176+00:002024-06-11T21:57:55.501138176+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages UKF D&B was some of the best D&B to exist
14831127282024-06-11T21:58:12.539755136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageReally wanna go to a dnb soon
14841127292024-06-11T21:58:17.248097920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages been a while
14851127302024-06-11T21:59:16.964741248+00:002024-06-11T21:59:45.755110528+00:002024-06-11T21:59:45.755110528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewThe Denver EDM scene is basically poppy EDM or obscure DJs, which is great, but not when you want like hardcore D&B lol
14861127312024-06-11T21:59:58.332140160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Netherlands is great for dnb haha
14871127322024-06-11T22:00:04.829476608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAs well as UK
14881127332024-06-11T22:00:15.832952064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBelgium too
14891127342024-06-11T22:00:25.113269120+00:002024-06-11T22:00:25.421256832+00:002024-06-11T22:00:25.421256832+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDI will make it out to Tomorrowland at some point, it will happen lol
14901127352024-06-11T22:00:47.223484544+00:002024-06-11T22:00:47.567066368+00:002024-06-11T22:00:47.567066368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRYeah D&B is not super popular in the US, US folks prefer house more, which is fine
14911126372024-06-11T22:01:06.311365888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I find a lot of house quite boring
14921126382024-06-11T22:01:20.678845824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Dnb is far from mainstream here tbh
14931126392024-06-11T22:02:40.410238208+00:002024-06-11T22:04:19.130810752+00:002024-06-11T22:04:19.130810752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D2F58253-6564-4061-9912-129DC1DFF5FD
14941126402024-06-11T22:04:21.254263680+00:002024-06-11T22:04:54.931433216+00:002024-06-11T22:04:54.931433216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage@Your knowledge of music history and culture is super impressive
14951126412024-06-11T22:05:06.131870976+00:002024-06-11T22:05:06.561427328+00:002024-06-11T22:05:06.561427328+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage, and then you blew my mind with your opinion
14961126422024-06-11T22:05:55.118137088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget say I know that much more than the average person
14971126432024-06-11T22:07:05.179779968+00:002024-06-11T22:08:36.901817984+00:002024-06-11T22:08:36.901817984+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLI mean, you put all my friends to shame, so like
14981126442024-06-11T22:08:41.316578688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLolol
14991126452024-06-11T22:12:46.622854016+00:002024-06-11T22:14:46.442421248+00:002024-06-11T22:14:46.442421248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C59089FB-F66E-43DB-94DB-20A78662CB45
15001126462024-06-11T22:13:43.500125440+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-Music journalism would definitely be my thing
15011126472024-06-11T22:14:35.355197696+00:002024-06-11T22:14:35.999037952+00:002024-06-11T22:14:35.999037952+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Chad Smith is just a huge stoner lol
15021126482024-06-11T22:14:44.081988096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol yes haha
15031126492024-06-11T22:15:10.729114496+00:002024-06-11T22:15:11.074886528+00:002024-06-11T22:15:11.074886528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Have you gotten tested for autism?
15041126502024-06-11T22:15:16.793387136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo
15051126512024-06-11T22:15:27.658547840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem sure I have that hahaha
15061126522024-06-11T22:15:52.529605120+00:002024-06-11T22:15:52.876518784+00:002024-06-11T22:15:52.876518784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGYeah I mean that whole audio message SCREAMED autistic special interest
15071127362024-06-11T22:16:01.366729472+00:002024-06-11T22:16:01.860660992+00:002024-06-11T22:16:01.860660992+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4(Which is not a bad thing, just something I noticed)
15081127372024-06-11T22:18:10.044238336+00:002024-06-11T22:20:36.895667328+00:002024-06-11T22:20:36.895667328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_B553A907-F988-4285-BD90-60D8415170C9
15091127382024-06-11T22:20:31.317608576+00:002024-06-11T22:24:42.870130048+00:002024-06-11T22:24:37.534674176+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI really want to own another saltwater tank (I had one in Hawaii), but I absolutely will not do it alone cuz of the massive maintenance effort over time. Too much for just me
15101140872024-06-11T22:23:25.777999872+00:002024-06-11T22:24:43.217147392+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageYeah, I mean honestly I kind of figured you were autistic for a while, but like as somebody who is autistic like there is nothing wrong with it and honestly with some time and training and effort like it's a fucking superpower I say what time training because like You know you need people therapy I hate that term but like you understand how you're different and you understand like how you work and leverage those things as strengths and not weaknesses right like that's a That's like a really powerful way to make a disability work for you. That's what I do. People are like oh you're autistic. I'm sorry you're disabled like yeah I'm I'm only disabled like legally, but realistically like I can do more than you can I can learn things faster I'm more capable. I'm more competent and like. I'm sorry that my brain works faster than yours and so it's like I don't. It bothers me and people are ashamed about it and I like that you're I like that you're like you acceptance about it and you kind of like lean into it I think that's really cool and super respectable.
15111127402024-06-11T22:24:37.557326848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages why I never di it
15121127412024-06-11T22:25:37.590172800+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI kinda want an octopus tho
15131127422024-06-11T22:25:44.163046656+00:002024-06-11T22:25:46.370477952+00:002024-06-11T22:25:46.370477952+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust a little one
15141127432024-06-11T22:25:49.230636800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMannnn yes
15151127442024-06-11T22:25:53.984470784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou know what would be ideal
15161127452024-06-11T22:26:00.669217536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageA jellyfish tank
15171127462024-06-11T22:26:05.832533888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSuper low maintenance
15181127472024-06-11T22:26:14.757251712+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd looks cool as fuck
15191127482024-06-11T22:26:15.807987712+00:002024-06-11T22:26:16.156568704+00:002024-06-11T22:26:16.156568704+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
15201127492024-06-11T22:26:17.827130752+00:002024-06-11T22:26:18.619203072+00:002024-06-11T22:26:18.619203072+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hate how right you are
15211127502024-06-11T22:26:46.171070592+00:002024-06-11T22:26:46.946233728+00:002024-06-11T22:26:46.946233728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3But a big tank cuz I want a lot of them to look at
15221127512024-06-11T22:27:04.162664832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage>Btw my friends refer to me as
15231127522024-06-11T22:27:15.998027264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem always right
15241127532024-06-11T22:27:23.615769344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell always have a fun fact to tell
15251127542024-06-11T22:27:35.024227328+00:002024-06-11T22:27:35.410541312+00:002024-06-11T22:27:35.410541312+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Your encyclopedic knowledge is indeed impressive tho lol
15261127552024-06-11T22:27:48.538437632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLolol
15271127562024-06-11T22:28:12.837113344+00:002024-06-11T22:28:13.193398912+00:002024-06-11T22:28:13.193398912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageto my best friend to describe your vibe
15281127572024-06-11T22:28:17.871621120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLI even had a gp surprised at me one time.
15291127582024-06-11T22:28:20.919574528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUh nope.
15301127592024-06-11T22:28:28.948854656+00:002024-06-11T22:28:30.168238592+00:002024-06-11T22:28:30.168238592+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI even had a gp surprised at me one time.
15311127602024-06-11T22:28:30.162593408+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageextremely generally intellig
15321127612024-06-11T22:28:49.891118336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages lives and conversations outside of the internet
15331127622024-06-11T22:29:18.977351168+00:002024-06-11T22:29:19.397511936+00:002024-06-11T22:29:19.397511936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagemMy psychologist was surprised when I brought 15 diff papers to her on DID to talk about in a therapy session
15341127632024-06-11T22:29:29.732294272+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy psychologist was surprised when I brought 15 di
15351127642024-06-11T22:29:31.638909056+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love knowing that I exist in people
15361127652024-06-11T22:30:11.793751424+00:002024-06-11T22:30:14.202092672+00:002024-06-11T22:30:14.202092672+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget refer to you by name
15371127662024-06-11T22:30:20.563219968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahhaa
15381127672024-06-11T22:30:22.766175232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAwesome
15391127682024-06-11T22:30:31.146010624+00:002024-06-11T22:30:31.554355200+00:002024-06-11T22:30:31.554355200+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell use blonde Dutch bassist
15401127692024-06-11T22:30:53.902719232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAlways Dutch and always bassist
15411127702024-06-11T22:31:07.523050496+00:002024-06-11T22:31:07.854140544+00:002024-06-11T22:31:07.854140544+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJBut yeah, you exist outside the internet in people
15421127712024-06-11T22:31:31.546149504+00:002024-06-11T22:31:31.916009728+00:002024-06-11T22:31:31.916009728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged prefer different ones, those are the ones that stuck with me
15431127722024-06-11T22:32:11.359843200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem cool with it
15441127732024-06-11T22:32:51.980353536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem assuming you picked the name Sienna yourself?
15451127742024-06-11T22:33:13.072187904+00:002024-06-11T22:33:21.608830208+00:002024-06-11T22:33:21.608830208+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYe
15461127752024-06-11T22:33:34.163294976+00:002024-06-11T22:33:34.885534976+00:002024-06-11T22:33:34.885534976+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagejIt was going to be Sierra for most of my life and when it came down to the paperwork, I chose that instead
15471127762024-06-11T22:33:39.489871488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$I really like that name, always have
15481127772024-06-11T22:34:06.727818752+00:002024-06-11T22:34:07.131950848+00:002024-06-11T22:34:07.131950848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not super common, not hard to spell, but still unique enough to not be a standard
15491127782024-06-11T22:34:21.293927680+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes haha
15501127792024-06-11T22:35:02.054581376+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGDid I tell you Lonni is just a nickname/abbreviation of my actual name?
15511127802024-06-11T22:36:07.535320064+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYe, Lonneke
15521127812024-06-11T22:36:36.242907264+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
15531127822024-06-11T22:37:16.689230464+00:002024-06-11T22:37:24.570874496+00:002024-06-11T22:37:24.570874496+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBHow do you pronounce your full name? My guess is
15541127832024-06-11T22:37:30.308010368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh right lol
15551127842024-06-11T22:38:30.326527616+00:002024-06-11T22:39:03.068962048+00:002024-06-11T22:39:03.068962048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo it's pronounced Monica The way I normally explain it is it's kind of like Monica but with an L and just make all the The vowels sound a bit more flat and then you have it Leica Leica
15561127852024-06-11T22:39:02.034354944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Lol the transcribed message even turned it into Monica
15571127862024-06-11T22:39:08.624467840+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol the transcribed message even turned it into Mo
15581127872024-06-11T22:39:25.176855296+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\Okay I thought it might be that first, but I was like, there
15591128452024-06-11T22:41:37.933198976+00:002024-06-11T22:43:33.790899712+00:002024-06-11T22:43:33.790899712+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy middle name, Meridian, is one of our alters, the one who helped us the most. My last name, Satterwhite, is a thousand-year-old family name. Do you have a middle name?
15601128462024-06-11T22:44:20.239762560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMeridian is a super cool name.
15611128472024-06-11T22:44:32.742849792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have a middle name sadly
15621128482024-06-11T22:45:39.379230976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage_Would have been Francisca/Francis though if I did. It was my great grandmother
15631128492024-06-11T22:46:04.885580544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages where my internet alias Lonni Francis comes from haha
15641128502024-06-11T22:46:14.148267776+00:002024-06-11T22:46:14.489593728+00:002024-06-11T22:46:14.489593728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHell yeah
15651128512024-06-11T22:46:23.158944640+00:002024-06-11T22:46:23.614486912+00:002024-06-11T22:46:23.614486912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget changed your name to add a middle name?
15661128522024-06-11T22:46:53.407079424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages quite a hassle to actually
15671128532024-06-11T22:47:06.536676608+00:002024-06-11T22:47:06.868530944+00:002024-06-11T22:47:06.868530944+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere not wrong
15681128542024-06-11T22:47:12.975398528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9I always thought it was expensive but never did research
15691128552024-06-11T22:47:24.557830784+00:002024-06-11T22:47:24.871598464+00:002024-06-11T22:47:24.871598464+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not too much here, it
15701128562024-06-11T22:47:46.097284736+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your artist name?
15711128572024-06-11T22:47:52.145899264+00:002024-06-11T22:48:06.522322944+00:002024-06-11T22:48:06.522322944+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMine is just
15721128582024-06-11T22:48:33.666967424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Well my project is called Shoebox Diorama
15731128592024-06-11T22:48:54.064889728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut my artist name is Lonni Francis as well
15741128602024-06-11T22:49:34.142333952+00:002024-06-11T22:49:36.178251520+00:002024-06-11T22:49:36.178251520+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShoebox Diorama is fantastic
15751128612024-06-11T22:49:47.750614912+00:002024-06-11T22:49:48.144884864+00:002024-06-11T22:49:48.144884864+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3What kind of music will you make under the project?
15761128622024-06-11T22:50:50.634915840+00:002024-06-11T22:51:43.300720640+00:002024-06-11T22:51:43.300720640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAt first wanted to use that name as As a song title But I ended up liking it so much, but I figured I should Make it my artist name as for the kind of music that I'll make under that project it's mostly like 90s vibes so a lot of like post grunge alternative rock a bit of Shoegaze vibes maybe Yeah, kind of kind of like that
15771128632024-06-11T22:51:50.623635072+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhat are shoegaze vibes?
15781128642024-06-11T22:56:05.072552448+00:002024-06-11T22:56:16.495663360+00:002024-06-11T22:56:16.495663360+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_AE051E6F-729B-462D-9470-EA3851309201
15791128652024-06-11T22:57:14.057085952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehShoegaze is a genre that I suppose can be recognised as fuzzy sounds and kind of long drawn out melodies
15801128662024-06-11T22:57:44.267136384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehttps://open.spotify.com/track/449LuMpoIOhxnW2B246Aau?si=Tnn2SWNeTNikCZzAafmR3w&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4VDX4YuDzvaRPfHaZ4FrFVWHttpURL
15811128672024-06-11T22:58:04.534589312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage>Slowed down midwest emo might be a good way to describe it lol
15821128682024-06-11T22:58:28.922641536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at an image
15831128692024-06-11T22:59:46.115083904+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooooo yes lol
15841128702024-06-11T22:59:51.111711488+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI grew up with that genre
15851128712024-06-11T22:59:56.484684288+00:002024-06-11T23:01:21.698237696+00:002024-06-11T23:01:21.698237696+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI just called it sad emo
15861127982024-06-11T23:01:28.767777408+00:002024-06-11T23:01:32.281638912+00:002024-06-11T23:01:32.281638912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_933FBFEB-A539-43DA-A8AB-40E331D79D97
15871127992024-06-11T23:02:17.841176448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagebOften very minimal lyrics too or at least not your standard verse chorus verse chorus bridge stuff
15881128002024-06-11T23:02:33.902039040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol looks good though
15891128012024-06-11T23:02:48.193002496+00:002024-06-11T23:02:48.620471936+00:002024-06-11T23:02:48.620471936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages amazing lol
15901128022024-06-11T23:03:06.048992128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<I like it when a song is also kind of just a poem on its own
15911128032024-06-11T23:03:51.044253312+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagedI might have a local lesbian guitarist that could add some electric guitar to what you
15921128042024-06-11T23:04:04.059582976+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Do you mind if I share it with her?
15931128052024-06-11T23:05:07.250188544+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI like it when a song is also kind of just a poem
15941128062024-06-11T23:05:51.156388096+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJMy drum hardware is stuck in customs in LA, I
15951128072024-06-11T23:06:27.665709696+00:002024-06-11T23:07:01.813075840+00:002024-06-11T23:07:01.813075840+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageQI want to show you some of the drums I
15961128082024-06-11T23:07:27.729759744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna have to re-record properly soon
15971128112024-06-11T23:08:14.746577280+00:002024-06-11T23:08:17.452246656+00:002024-06-11T23:08:17.452246656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna have to re-record properly
15981128132024-06-11T23:09:29.581877504+00:002024-06-11T23:12:11.776917632+00:002024-06-11T23:12:11.776917632+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell be able to give you a better demo of what I think would go well
15991128142024-06-11T23:12:24.504658432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell do that
16001128152024-06-11T23:12:42.517863936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem off to sleep now
16011128162024-06-11T23:13:05.383132928+00:002024-06-11T23:13:05.749322368+00:002024-06-11T23:13:05.749322368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight shawty, dream of happy things
16021128172024-06-11T23:13:12.740725760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGuuud night
16031128732024-06-12T07:23:30.566931200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna get my titty stabbed next week yay
16041128742024-06-12T12:26:31.044109056+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNipple piercing?
16051128752024-06-12T12:26:55.705611648+00:002024-06-12T12:27:40.068577792+00:002024-06-12T12:27:40.068577792+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2What a wild thing to read when I first wake up lol
16061128762024-06-12T12:27:43.550592384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo lol
16071128772024-06-12T12:28:35.155848064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRemember the hospital visit I had yesterday? I had an echo done on a little lump. They
16081128782024-06-12T12:28:40.991268864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust to be sure.
16091128792024-06-12T12:29:06.107794944+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere getting it sorted
16101128802024-06-12T12:29:20.590389760+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget remember the visit lol I don
16111128812024-06-12T12:29:30.594748928+00:002024-06-12T12:31:46.773071232+00:002024-06-12T12:31:46.773071232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEither way, no dying shawty
16121128822024-06-12T12:31:55.000544256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh I thought I mentioned it lol
16131128832024-06-12T12:32:17.635647360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagelThe reason I felt good yesterday is because I had errands to run in the morning that made me feel productive
16141128842024-06-12T12:32:22.959548288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSomething that wasn
16151128852024-06-12T12:32:31.253113472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&So that was the hospital and groceries
16161128862024-06-12T12:32:36.824206080+00:002024-06-12T12:32:37.410732288+00:002024-06-12T12:32:37.410732288+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoooooooo gotcha
16171128872024-06-12T12:32:47.759103104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&I mustve not mentioned it though ahaha
16181128882024-06-12T12:32:55.325340928+00:002024-06-12T12:32:57.078089728+00:002024-06-12T12:32:57.078089728+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve also said hospital and my brain didn
16191128892024-06-12T12:33:06.263069824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha idk anymore really
16201128902024-06-12T12:33:11.791059456+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
16211128912024-06-12T12:33:20.221846400+00:002024-06-12T12:35:58.965248384+00:002024-06-12T12:35:58.965248384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget count on me being intelligent yet lol
16221128922024-06-12T12:36:03.613607168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLolol that
16231128932024-06-12T12:37:37.385309696+00:002024-06-12T12:41:26.581124992+00:002024-06-12T12:41:26.581124992+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0How do you feel about it? It
16241128942024-06-12T12:41:31.550562560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah kind of
16251128952024-06-12T12:42:00.440086656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not expecting anything. I noticed it a month ago and it hasn
16261128962024-06-12T12:44:07.361573760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged feel like my errors will be more accepted or validated somehow.
16271128212024-06-12T12:44:54.566353536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell shake up my life a bit and I crave that.
16281128222024-06-12T12:46:08.708101760+00:002024-06-12T12:47:02.489318656+00:002024-06-12T12:47:02.489318656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGI think I understand? Not 100% sure I understand the errors comment tho
16291128232024-06-12T12:47:23.628480384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\Having something physically wrong with you is more socially accepted than being mentally ill
16301128242024-06-12T12:47:42.775884416+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageXBeing mentally ill while also having something physically be wrong is also more accepted
16311128252024-06-12T12:47:55.874696192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=Being mentally ill with no
16321128262024-06-12T12:48:00.592683264+00:002024-06-12T12:48:00.884841216+00:002024-06-12T12:48:00.884841216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Oh, yes, that makes sense and I agree that it
16331128272024-06-12T12:48:21.054702720+00:002024-06-12T12:48:21.439437568+00:002024-06-12T12:48:21.439437568+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages been a point of frustration for me too
16341128282024-06-12T12:48:36.134558208+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageeThe lady on the phone who made an appointment with me asked me at the end if I felt nervous about it
16351128292024-06-12T12:48:45.202332288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#I was fine until she asked that lol
16361128302024-06-12T12:48:56.120125312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike should I be???
16371128312024-06-12T12:50:19.233474048+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere going to be nervous and worry, even if everything is going to be okay. I think that
16381128322024-06-12T12:51:00.620665728+00:002024-06-12T12:51:12.382408832+00:002024-06-12T12:51:12.382408832+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have to be, but you prolly will anyways, and it
16391128332024-06-12T12:55:06.354253056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem actually not even nervous I just thought it was funny that the lady asked that as if it was super serious lol
16401128342024-06-12T12:55:43.114190080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe lady who did the echo said it looks like something benign and this is just a better safe than sorry kinda thing to confirm if she was right
16411128352024-06-12T12:57:38.031619328+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem actually not even nervous I just thought it wa
16421128362024-06-12T12:57:48.943030400+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBHey maybe some people get very nervous about it
16431128372024-06-12T12:58:08.760032640+00:002024-06-12T12:59:59.469428096+00:002024-06-12T12:59:59.469428096+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhen is the visit?
16441128382024-06-12T13:00:02.753833472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
16451128392024-06-12T13:00:32.507751424+00:002024-06-12T13:00:37.316372352+00:002024-06-12T13:00:37.316372352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI slipped last night while hiking the side of a mountain in the dark with Stopher
16461128402024-06-12T13:00:35.028082432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWThis thing made me realise that once a woman becomes a mother she is nothing but a teet
16471128412024-06-12T13:00:43.785584896+00:002024-06-12T13:00:44.082469760+00:002024-06-12T13:00:44.082469760+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThis thing made me realise that once a woman becom
16481128422024-06-12T13:00:45.296596352+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMamma/mammaries
16491128432024-06-12T13:01:00.596583808+00:002024-06-12T13:01:00.848429184+00:002024-06-12T13:01:00.848429184+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages the thing
16501128442024-06-12T13:01:04.369779328+00:002024-06-12T13:01:04.943973248+00:002024-06-12T13:01:04.943973248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere not wrong
16511127882024-06-12T13:01:09.405237888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOuchhh that burns
16521127892024-06-12T13:01:18.484600960+00:002024-06-12T13:01:18.765780480+00:002024-06-12T13:01:18.765780480+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a really weird way to look at it
16531127902024-06-12T13:01:29.807570688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao I mean it
16541127912024-06-12T13:01:45.439772800+00:002024-06-12T13:01:46.006405888+00:002024-06-12T13:01:46.006405888+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYuuuuup lil
16551127922024-06-12T13:01:49.867285760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy brain is weird
16561127932024-06-12T13:02:36.042310272+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem able to unthink that next time I
16571127942024-06-12T13:02:48.455304448+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3Cuz otherwise that would take everything difficult
16581127952024-06-12T13:03:03.445284352+00:002024-06-12T13:06:12.515273856+00:002024-06-12T13:06:12.515273856+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem mostly mad that you
16591127962024-06-12T13:06:29.177264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahahha
16601127972024-06-12T13:06:38.969924224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSorry
16611128972024-06-12T13:06:46.505711104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI wonder what papa means
16621128982024-06-12T13:06:59.153601152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages different but similar enough to mama
16631128992024-06-12T13:07:15.633334912+00:002024-06-12T13:07:15.990026752+00:002024-06-12T13:07:15.990026752+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI mean, mater & pater
16641129002024-06-12T13:07:26.570005120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAh yes
16651129012024-06-12T13:07:32.412308992+00:002024-06-12T13:07:33.262551808+00:002024-06-12T13:07:33.262551808+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"Not mammaries & whatever else lol
16661129022024-06-12T13:07:36.339745280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMaternity paternity
16671129032024-06-12T13:07:47.356158464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMatricide patricide
16681129042024-06-12T13:08:05.083400704+00:002024-06-12T13:08:05.426417408+00:002024-06-12T13:08:05.426417408+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCThe thought has occurred but the consequences are not worth it yet
16691129052024-06-12T13:08:11.079023616+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhahahah
16701140882024-06-12T13:11:17.556999936+00:002024-06-12T13:22:13.323577856+00:002024-06-12T13:11:19.943214208+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI woke up at 6:30 only to find out that my 7 AM meeting got canceled. My don't have anything till 815 and I can't begin to tell you how. Yeah, I know, right I would like to go back to bed too kitty but now there's not enough time to go back to bed, goddamnit
16711129112024-06-12T13:22:46.737535744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
16721140892024-06-12T13:22:46.737535744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
16731195792024-06-12T13:22:46.737535744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
16741129122024-06-12T13:22:54.387655552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh shit I hate that
16751129132024-06-12T13:22:58.808451840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWell slow morning I guess
16761129142024-06-12T13:23:11.795896960+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Turns out it wasn
16771129152024-06-12T13:23:30.136859392+00:002024-06-12T13:23:44.761982976+00:002024-06-12T13:23:44.761982976+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage]Now I have to present half-dressed with soaking wet hair, thank god I can leave my camera off
16781129162024-06-12T13:23:46.333951488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHajajaj
16791129172024-06-12T13:23:52.400950144+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo it is not cancelled?
16801129182024-06-12T13:24:05.834528640+00:002024-06-12T13:24:06.161409152+00:002024-06-12T13:24:06.161409152+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUnfortunately not
16811129192024-06-12T13:24:09.801991168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDamn
16821129202024-06-12T13:24:11.803934592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
16831129212024-06-12T13:24:12.553789440+00:002024-06-12T13:30:06.964979840+00:002024-06-12T13:30:06.964979840+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I am not awake enough for this lol
16841129222024-06-12T13:30:09.882930560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol good luck
16851129232024-06-12T13:30:43.237745536+00:002024-06-12T13:39:04.723920128+00:002024-06-12T13:39:04.723920128+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget let him sit in front of the keyboard or monitor this morning
16861129242024-06-12T13:39:17.845898880+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhaha let the void live
16871129252024-06-12T13:49:39.083607168+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*Normally I do but I needed the monitor lol
16881129262024-06-12T13:50:03.135544576+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagecAlso, there were 30 people on that call, I explicitly asked for feedback, questions, and commentary
16891129272024-06-12T13:50:05.366630016+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCRICKETS
16901129282024-06-12T13:50:07.310953344+00:002024-06-12T13:50:57.994946432+00:002024-06-12T13:50:57.994946432+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFUCKING CRICKETS
16911129292024-06-12T13:51:03.356836352+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWtf are they even there lol
16921129302024-06-12T13:51:06.035728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hate that
16931129312024-06-12T13:51:17.115725696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere talking to a wall
16941129322024-06-12T13:51:40.724836096+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages how I felt about it, too
16951129332024-06-12T13:53:26.626650112+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI think (just my personal opinion) that people might be intimidated/overwhelmed with your work. You can;t ask questions when you don
16961129342024-06-12T13:53:42.650373504+00:002024-06-12T13:56:11.950381696+00:002024-06-12T13:56:11.950381696+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageM SORRY I CAN HANDLE COMPLEX THINGS
16971129352024-06-12T13:56:21.418268928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahaha
16981129362024-06-12T13:56:36.302103808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget understand half of what you
16991129372024-06-12T13:57:13.857574912+00:002024-06-12T14:02:46.008328448+00:002024-06-12T14:02:46.008328448+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagelike these are basic modern constructs folks, it
17001129382024-06-12T14:02:52.523619456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage'I wonder if I would have understood lol
17011129392024-06-12T14:05:17.510602240+00:002024-06-12T14:08:56.511396864+00:002024-06-12T14:08:56.511396864+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt was a discussion about authentication and fine-grained authorization. If you can figure out what those mean in a general context, then you
17021129402024-06-12T14:09:21.366624640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$You mean in IT context? Yeah I know.
17031129412024-06-12T14:09:40.474675840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-Not familiar with fine-grained authorization
17041129422024-06-12T14:10:00.013686912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOr the term at least
17051129432024-06-12T14:10:10.218514432+00:002024-06-12T14:10:10.520554752+00:002024-06-12T14:10:10.520554752+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just a modern way to have fine-grained access controls on arbitrary things
17061129442024-06-12T14:10:19.853831552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem sure it has to do with security protocols and is adjacent to two factor authentication
17071129452024-06-12T14:10:50.891872128+00:002024-06-12T14:10:51.700609408+00:002024-06-12T14:10:51.700609408+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere definitely already well on your way to understanding it
17081129462024-06-12T14:11:11.333707776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol I worked at an ICT service desk before
17091129472024-06-12T14:14:09.970560128+00:002024-06-12T14:15:42.849368576+00:002024-06-12T14:15:42.849368576+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_C5C58EEA-93C3-4340-A6E0-278DDDA6197D
17101129482024-06-12T14:15:48.258777856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
17111129492024-06-12T14:16:01.759803520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a live photo hH
17121129502024-06-12T14:16:38.994504960+00:002024-06-12T14:20:55.333237120+00:002024-06-12T14:20:55.333237120+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_50A725AB-EB72-465C-97FF-94823BB3016C
17131129512024-06-12T15:53:21.681990144+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7I can now eat breakfast since my 3 meetings are over
17141129602024-06-12T15:53:43.744427264+00:002024-06-12T15:55:15.604852480+00:002024-06-12T15:55:15.604852480+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_26659DCD-817D-4DAB-86FF-A3889055FAA0
17151129612024-06-12T15:56:17.939597312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved a movie
17161129622024-06-12T15:57:52.198919040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at a movie
17171129632024-06-12T15:58:00.797603072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Oh shit haha I know how that goes
17181129642024-06-12T15:58:13.190905600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
17191129652024-06-12T15:58:23.244378752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow do you get anything done
17201129662024-06-12T16:00:30.818552192+00:002024-06-12T16:01:26.036394368+00:002024-06-12T16:01:26.036394368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_B957068F-87C9-4CCA-9F0D-20EE97C30BE7
17211129672024-06-12T16:02:48.842428672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved a movie
17221129682024-06-12T16:03:00.052370048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe things we do for them
17231129692024-06-12T16:04:02.277180416+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love them quite a bit
17241129702024-06-12T16:04:57.853644672+00:002024-06-12T16:05:31.027843200+00:002024-06-12T16:05:31.027843200+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTell me of your day?
17251129712024-06-12T16:05:54.351955200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5Alright day. Low energy and morale though. Just bleh.
17261129722024-06-12T16:06:15.192224512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage?Also a bit nauseous now but that
17271129732024-06-12T16:06:35.271950208+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Is the low morale due to low energy?
17281129742024-06-12T16:06:41.875440896+00:002024-06-12T16:07:06.972878208+00:002024-06-12T16:07:06.972878208+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAlso a bit nauseous now but that
17291129752024-06-12T16:07:19.774450560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Yeah it kind of works as a two way street haha
17301129762024-06-12T16:07:39.102460672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Low energy due to low morale as well
17311129772024-06-12T16:07:42.230251776+00:002024-06-12T16:07:42.536443520+00:002024-06-12T16:07:42.536443520+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget want to assume since everyone is different
17321129782024-06-12T16:07:48.542952320+00:002024-06-12T16:07:49.012333824+00:002024-06-12T16:07:49.012333824+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot enough sleep?
17331129792024-06-12T16:07:53.256614912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNever
17341129802024-06-12T16:07:57.389471488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahha
17351129812024-06-12T16:08:07.430300672+00:002024-06-12T16:08:07.739645952+00:002024-06-12T16:08:07.739645952+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSame girl, same lol
17361129822024-06-12T16:08:09.518818816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,I suuuuck at going to sleep at a decent hour
17371129832024-06-12T16:08:22.182065920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagemake it through my day anyway
17381129842024-06-12T16:08:46.041729024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGAnd I spend so much of my day at work or commuting to/from work as well
17391129852024-06-12T16:09:08.197233152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem robbing myself of me-time if I go to bed before midnight.
17401130132024-06-12T16:09:23.938133760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI need lots of down time
17411130142024-06-12T16:09:31.570219520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget sleep lol
17421130152024-06-12T16:09:40.643462656+00:002024-06-12T16:10:06.484631808+00:002024-06-12T16:10:06.484631808+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBiiiig feels on that one lol
17431130162024-06-12T16:10:28.842731904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)I normally love spending time with myself
17441130172024-06-12T16:10:35.520558592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThough lately not so much haha
17451130182024-06-12T16:10:43.892618368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages better than work
17461130192024-06-12T16:10:53.147051136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1Because I kind of feel alone at work too at times
17471130202024-06-12T16:11:10.332739840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem quite withdrawn
17481130212024-06-12T16:12:07.507641856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages because I spend most of my time on calls with customers
17491130222024-06-12T16:15:19.661109504+00:002024-06-12T16:16:20.649118208+00:002024-06-12T16:16:20.649118208+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage[I understand all of this so much, feels like you
17501130232024-06-12T16:16:39.418901888+00:002024-06-12T16:16:39.859218560+00:002024-06-12T16:16:39.859218560+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI struggle with the same thing and I have no solutions for myself other than to nap, but I can do that. I think, for me personally, there
17511130242024-06-12T16:16:57.819336192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem always busy and doing important things too haha. Maybe they
17521130252024-06-12T16:17:12.430572928+00:002024-06-12T16:17:12.751064960+00:002024-06-12T16:17:12.751064960+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem always busy and doing i
17531130262024-06-12T16:17:22.576268928+00:002024-06-12T16:17:22.944192896+00:002024-06-12T16:17:22.944192896+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget follow
17541130272024-06-12T16:17:27.863739520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy coworkers
17551130282024-06-12T16:17:34.360519168+00:002024-06-12T16:17:34.662473216+00:002024-06-12T16:17:34.662473216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooooo hahahaha prolly
17561130292024-06-12T16:18:37.592149248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagezOh yeah working from home has its pros and cons. Pros being the naps and no commute. Cons being little social interaction.
17571130302024-06-12T16:19:35.650283776+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage]My ex-fiance (Emerson) & I used to both work from home, and that was great until it wasn
17581130312024-06-12T16:19:55.595554816+00:002024-06-12T16:20:51.233656448+00:002024-06-12T16:20:51.233656448+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZBut I blame that on the relationship difficulties, not the decision to both work from home
17591130322024-06-12T16:20:57.086289920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhh right haha
17601130332024-06-12T16:20:57.755319168+00:002024-06-12T16:21:00.005634560+00:002024-06-12T16:21:00.005634560+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just too much to do alone and no amount of prioritization will make that better
17611130342024-06-12T16:21:11.885542400+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAbsolutely
17621130352024-06-12T16:21:22.400948224+00:002024-06-12T16:21:23.162662784+00:002024-06-12T16:21:23.162662784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell always be tired and struggle with work and sleep and personal stuff
17631130362024-06-12T16:22:16.548828160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou mean just the upkeep of everything? For me it definitely helped to not live alone. I feel more responsible to do stuff around the house to keep it liveable. Because I don
17641130372024-06-12T16:23:48.565097856+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages an interesting perspective
17651130382024-06-12T16:24:10.580408832+00:002024-06-12T16:24:12.303420288+00:002024-06-12T16:24:12.303420288+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageQAnd yeah, the upkeep of meals, cleaning, laundry, errands, work, social life, etc
17661130392024-06-12T16:24:19.375974912+00:002024-06-12T16:24:19.731028352+00:002024-06-12T16:24:19.731028352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just so fucking difficult and expensive to do alone
17671129862024-06-12T16:24:26.336784640+00:002024-06-12T16:24:27.198551680+00:002024-06-12T16:24:27.198551680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget you deserve a tidy space?
17681129872024-06-12T16:25:04.203497472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget often work in this world
17691129882024-06-12T16:26:07.188847744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget prioritise it. I want a clean and tidy space but I just have trouble keeping it that way unless someone else is expecting it of me.
17701129892024-06-12T16:26:52.083124224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem the only one who has to live with it. Which is not something I enjoy, but my executive dysfunction kicks my ass.
17711129902024-06-12T16:27:20.677713152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage`So I simplify it by assuming I must somehow feel like I don
17721129912024-06-12T16:29:58.645506432+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNYou definitely deserve a tidy space, but I understand the thought process
17731129922024-06-12T16:30:38.915293184+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to manage life long-term, what I want, and how to balance that against what is actually available to me
17741129932024-06-12T16:32:21.970598912+00:002024-06-12T16:32:42.742388736+00:002024-06-12T16:32:42.742388736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget do flatmates, nor do I want to pay someone *to help with it. I also have to balance that against the fact I
17751129942024-06-12T16:33:15.402113024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages fucking frustrating though as a person by yourself isn
17761129952024-06-12T16:33:28.760877824+00:002024-06-12T16:33:29.122141312+00:002024-06-12T16:33:29.122141312+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged rather have a life partner I love deeply than one for the sole purpose of helping each other
17771129962024-06-12T16:33:49.313020032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThis too lol
17781129972024-06-12T16:33:59.785181056+00:002024-06-12T16:34:00.620200448+00:002024-06-12T16:34:00.620200448+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve been on my own since I was 18, and lived alone for a lot of that, so I
17791129982024-06-12T16:33:59.993401472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLooking for servant
17801129992024-06-12T16:34:33.595635200+00:002024-06-12T16:34:45.721043072+00:002024-06-12T16:34:45.721043072+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1Right, which is the exact opposite of what I want
17811130002024-06-12T16:34:55.965548288+00:002024-06-12T16:34:56.357756416+00:002024-06-12T16:34:56.357756416+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagebBut also, how do you call attention to the fact you need help cuz you can
17821130012024-06-12T16:35:05.485136256+00:002024-06-12T16:35:05.837404288+00:002024-06-12T16:35:05.837404288+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/While also being able to provide different help
17831130022024-06-12T16:35:19.393353984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a mess
17841130032024-06-12T16:35:25.113439360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!I figured out why I
17851130042024-06-12T16:35:36.482365184+00:002024-06-12T16:35:37.166106752+00:002024-06-12T16:35:37.166106752+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh?
17861130052024-06-12T16:35:36.834424960+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
17871130062024-06-12T16:36:11.368082816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(But yeah I fully get you on this dilemma
17881130072024-06-12T16:36:16.367108864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike what do you actually do
17891140852024-06-12T16:36:33.295000064+00:002024-06-12T16:36:36.206620160+00:002024-06-12T16:36:36.059085184+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageGirl, you need to be eaten to keep that blood sugar up and also have some protein in the mornings because there have been several studies that have shown that ADHD needs protein in the morning before you get too far into the day
17901130092024-06-12T16:36:56.252158464+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
17911140862024-06-12T16:36:56.252158464+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
17921195892024-06-12T16:36:56.252158464+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
17931130102024-06-12T16:37:09.127100416+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Listen I take every minute I can to sleep in in the mornings
17941130112024-06-12T16:37:16.837757312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget get breakfast until I
17951130122024-06-12T16:37:37.436390144+00:002024-06-12T16:37:38.831383168+00:002024-06-12T16:37:38.831383168+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLooking for life partner to balance all the difficulties of life with? I bring X, Y, Z to the table, hopefully we like each other long term
17961129522024-06-12T16:37:42.925781760+00:002024-06-12T16:37:43.273321856+00:002024-06-12T16:37:43.273321856+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageListen I take every minute I can to sleep in in th
17971129532024-06-12T16:37:52.305190784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOWhich by then I usually have like some kind of muffin and a yogurt based drink
17981129542024-06-12T16:37:54.052213632+00:002024-06-12T16:37:54.459042048+00:002024-06-12T16:37:54.459042048+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not gonna work for anyone lol
17991129552024-06-12T16:37:59.500151936+00:002024-06-12T16:37:59.855227648+00:002024-06-12T16:37:59.855227648+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhich by then I usually have like some kind of muf
18001129562024-06-12T16:38:08.760372224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRight? Even if you can figure what to do, how do y
18011129572024-06-12T16:38:46.300141312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZI need to eat bigger meals in the morning but no way I
18021129582024-06-12T16:39:16.193330304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageII often run on little food and low blood sugar is what I
18031129592024-06-12T16:39:29.330439552+00:002024-06-12T16:39:29.638310656+00:002024-06-12T16:39:29.638310656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageyJust keep high-protein pre-packaged stuff ready to go. My go to is protein bars and other little healthy snacks like that
18041130702024-06-12T16:39:31.313052928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCEspecially as of late I just get full quick and don
18051130712024-06-12T16:40:29.481211392+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI had a nature valley bar at 3pm
18061130722024-06-12T16:40:46.312085376+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhich is 4 hours ago
18071130732024-06-12T16:40:54.595221504+00:002024-06-12T16:40:55.138111872+00:002024-06-12T16:40:55.138111872+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGirl
18081130742024-06-12T16:41:00.505270656+00:002024-06-12T16:41:00.851964416+00:002024-06-12T16:41:00.851964416+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEat more food lol
18091130752024-06-12T16:41:08.448079872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI also had lunch lol
18101130762024-06-12T16:41:23.482047104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage'I had a sandwich with a meat stew on it
18111130772024-06-12T16:42:26.265217280+00:002024-06-12T16:42:26.611391744+00:002024-06-12T16:42:26.611391744+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat sounds delicious
18121130782024-06-12T16:42:30.745712256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt was
18131130792024-06-12T16:42:44.999158912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Only one though because two is too much to eat at once
18141130802024-06-12T16:43:06.043506560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve lost weight since my mood drop has happened actually
18151130812024-06-12T16:43:24.401314688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages all related
18161130822024-06-12T16:43:36.563188992+00:002024-06-12T16:43:36.875078144+00:002024-06-12T16:43:36.875078144+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages not an unhealthy amount
18171130832024-06-12T16:44:02.028353152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Smoking more weed, eating and sleeping less, more depressed
18181130842024-06-12T16:44:16.914739584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
18191130852024-06-12T16:44:47.410151424+00:002024-06-12T16:45:23.189977216+00:002024-06-12T16:45:23.189977216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Can I ask a question that may not have a definitive answer?
18201130862024-06-12T16:45:27.419173760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes of course
18211130872024-06-12T16:45:58.420897536+00:002024-06-12T16:46:21.709782144+00:002024-06-12T16:46:21.709782144+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7What do you think the root cause of the depression is?
18221130882024-06-12T16:46:40.879648896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,I genuinely don
18231130892024-06-12T16:46:55.173794944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot an event anyway
18241130902024-06-12T16:47:19.618832384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Definitely something up in the attic
18251130912024-06-12T16:47:39.605294720+00:002024-06-12T16:47:46.949152512+00:002024-06-12T16:47:46.949152512+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDefinitely something up in the attic
18261130922024-06-12T16:47:50.686160384+00:002024-06-12T16:47:51.177953664+00:002024-06-12T16:47:51.177953664+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo a bunch of little interconnected things?
18271130932024-06-12T16:47:53.837238272+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe attic being my head haha
18281130942024-06-12T16:48:13.435105280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah a lot of things
18291130952024-06-12T16:48:33.315995008+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe attic being my head haha
18301130962024-06-12T16:49:32.543849472+00:002024-06-12T16:49:51.208363776+00:002024-06-12T16:49:51.208363776+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-All of these things are tiring to think about
18311130972024-06-12T16:49:54.082497792+00:002024-06-12T16:49:54.939998592+00:002024-06-12T16:49:54.939998592+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages never a solution
18321130982024-06-12T16:50:12.126217344+00:002024-06-12T16:50:12.523266560+00:002024-06-12T16:50:12.523266560+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages always something to always have to think about
18331130992024-06-12T16:50:45.618366208+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBI think everything really started to go down when I was around 15
18341130402024-06-12T16:51:45.663837696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCouple of things happened back to back that messed with my sense of commitment. Then also self esteem issues. Got my diagnosis. Medication didn
18351130412024-06-12T16:52:28.848882944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem stuck on this path where nothing is really terrible but also nothing is really great either.
18361130422024-06-12T16:55:08.874738432+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem just processing that
18371130432024-06-12T16:55:42.858285952+00:002024-06-12T16:56:11.257391872+00:002024-06-12T16:56:11.257391872+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem exhausted af so both of my brain cells are competing for third place
18381130442024-06-12T16:56:15.015515264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget worry
18391130452024-06-12T16:57:00.179732096+00:002024-06-12T17:05:40.450119552+00:002024-06-12T17:05:40.450119552+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not, just communicating
18401130462024-06-12T17:08:21.480366720+00:002024-06-12T17:08:31.945247232+00:002024-06-12T17:08:31.945247232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow do you feel about this?
18411130472024-06-12T17:08:46.248564992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHelpless
18421130482024-06-12T17:09:03.316849920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget know how to get myself on the right track
18431130492024-06-12T17:09:22.793752704+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0I can see it but I don
18441130502024-06-12T17:10:12.478591872+00:002024-06-12T17:10:21.024044800+00:002024-06-12T17:10:21.024044800+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewill achieve? And where is
18451130512024-06-12T17:11:05.304469120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$There is a place where I feel stable
18461130522024-06-12T17:11:26.795000576+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a utopia that doesn
18471130532024-06-12T17:11:43.197467136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*I envy people who have an organised mind.
18481130542024-06-12T17:12:00.209365632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-The people who have a career and a job at 25.
18491130552024-06-12T17:12:09.277859712+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd are buying their first house
18501130562024-06-12T17:12:27.924764672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)I reject the trad life but I also envy it
18511130572024-06-12T17:12:36.498875904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#I envy those who can live like that
18521130582024-06-12T17:12:41.282324352+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt looks a lot easier
18531130592024-06-12T17:13:53.525743744+00:002024-06-12T17:17:02.714390016+00:002024-06-12T17:17:02.714390016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget exist, why pine after, or be envious of, something you can
18541130602024-06-12T17:17:10.122149248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Because I feel pressured to conform
18551130612024-06-12T17:17:18.759461120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTo fit into society
18561130622024-06-12T17:17:40.801799552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget want to end up jobless snd homeless
18571130632024-06-12T17:17:47.664277120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut I also want to be happy
18581130642024-06-12T17:19:56.778170368+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagecWhy allow yourself to be pressured by others to strive for something that could never work for you?
18591130652024-06-12T17:21:09.958272640+00:002024-06-12T17:21:44.777207808+00:002024-06-12T17:21:44.777207808+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage>Speaking from experience, that
18601130662024-06-12T17:22:03.682646016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell end up broke and homeless
18611130672024-06-12T17:23:27.358640384+00:002024-06-12T17:23:56.161268992+00:002024-06-12T17:23:56.161268992+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAWhy does non-conformance result in broke & homeless in your mind?
18621130682024-06-12T17:24:03.275961856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBecause what am I gonna do lol
18631130692024-06-12T17:24:24.413682176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem gonna do and how I want to make a living
18641131632024-06-12T17:26:27.020757248+00:002024-06-12T17:27:10.357490048+00:002024-06-12T17:27:10.357490048+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefYou can do whatever you want, so why does it have to be the thing that you feel forces you to conform?
18651131642024-06-12T17:27:26.750000896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget be figuring it out forever
18661131652024-06-12T17:27:31.819378816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
18671131662024-06-12T17:27:37.884716800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI want stability
18681131672024-06-12T17:27:52.526095872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot change careers/jobs so often
18691131682024-06-12T17:28:37.488498176+00:002024-06-12T17:50:14.242483584+00:002024-06-12T17:50:14.242483584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%What does stability look like to you?
18701131692024-06-12T17:51:06.616237696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike not having to worry too much about money, having a healthy social life and just in general being able to be comfortably independent.
18711131702024-06-12T18:10:36.994622208+00:002024-06-12T18:17:05.852316672+00:002024-06-12T18:17:05.852316672+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBWhy would changing jobs/career risk the viability of those things?
18721131712024-06-12T18:20:12.152917120+00:002024-06-12T18:22:41.797458432+00:002024-06-12T18:22:41.797458432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagestarts to look like a hot fucking mess, I Wonder if I'm ever going to be hired anywhere in the first place after awhile And so that's a problem. I think a lot of it has to do with also just suicidal pressures because I wouldn't necessarily mind changing careers and jobs every year or two. But Yeah, other people are not going to like it, and as I said it might make My chances of getting a new job more difficult the more I change jobs Which when you really think about it It sounds like freelance work would be the thing for me because then I can just do something for a couple weeks or months depending on the project and then I can fuck off and go off to the next thing but my problem with freelancing is that I am not really a self start I'm not entrepreneurial and I wouldn't even know what specialising I mean. I have a lot of different soft skills but not a lot of hard skills. And yeah, that makes things complicated Yeah
18731131722024-06-12T18:26:17.224233600+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSome questions
18741131732024-06-12T18:26:32.775628288+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere not miserable, and the pay/benefits are acceptable?
18751131742024-06-12T18:27:36.285438592+00:002024-06-12T18:28:07.920572032+00:002024-06-12T18:28:07.920572032+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAssuming you can get the self-starting to learn the basics, do you think you could stick with that career path by swapping jobs every time you get bored/tired/frustrated/etc?
18761131752024-06-12T18:28:20.888766080+00:002024-06-12T18:28:21.655638272+00:002024-06-12T18:28:21.655638272+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagerDo you want technical hard skills, general technical skills, or just general skills but you lead with soft skills?
18771131762024-06-12T18:28:42.964767872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would much prefer to do something that I
18781131772024-06-12T18:29:06.778696832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have to be super special but I suppose the industry/environment matters.
18791131782024-06-12T18:29:42.864613504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!I would love that kind of freedom
18801131792024-06-12T18:30:02.818624768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSome of everything haha.
18811131802024-06-12T18:30:35.099628672+00:002024-06-12T18:32:10.647460736+00:002024-06-12T18:32:10.647460736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJLast question: are you willing to usually be the only woman in your group?
18821131812024-06-12T18:32:19.759714304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah. Used to that.
18831131822024-06-12T18:32:47.738381440+00:002024-06-12T18:32:48.187958656+00:002024-06-12T18:32:48.187958656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRight? Lol
18841131832024-06-12T18:33:11.265486464+00:002024-06-12T18:33:11.619033344+00:002024-06-12T18:33:11.619033344+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6I have a career path suggestion, if you
18851131842024-06-12T18:33:31.945849472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages already a male dominated industry. Started in the sales department, even more of a male dominated job. Just men.
18861131852024-06-12T18:33:48.215383552+00:002024-06-12T18:33:48.577094784+00:002024-06-12T18:33:48.577094784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSO MANY MEN
18871131862024-06-12T18:33:57.234011648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZAs a designer at my first job I was the only woman in a team full of autistic programmers.
18881131872024-06-12T18:34:06.462068992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOf course haha anything
18891131882024-06-12T18:34:50.069348096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:I spend a lot of time around men haha. I
18901131892024-06-12T18:35:13.486381056+00:002024-06-12T18:35:41.204057472+00:002024-06-12T18:35:41.204057472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages flexible, every company in every industry needs it, good PMs are worth their weight in gold, and you can specialize in different areas over a longer period of time to get more experience, try something new, etc.
18911131902024-06-12T18:35:57.939112192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I have actually thought about this
18921131912024-06-12T18:36:46.920427264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages needed I can oversee a project pretty well and know what needs to be done. Connect the right dots. Delegate the tasks.
18931131922024-06-12T18:37:05.859407488+00:002024-06-12T18:37:06.303699200+00:002024-06-12T18:37:06.303699200+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5Without having to really manage the people themselves
18941131932024-06-12T18:37:30.818577024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget have to actually do the tasks themselves lol. Just make sure it gets done and check in with the people every now and then.
18951131942024-06-12T18:37:38.011112192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow to become one though
18961131952024-06-12T18:38:10.782935424+00:002024-06-12T18:38:42.944037632+00:002024-06-12T18:38:42.944037632+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI can help with that by giving you all the starting resources you
18971131962024-06-12T18:38:52.298516224+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOf course
18981131972024-06-12T18:39:05.425337088+00:002024-06-12T18:39:43.555091584+00:002024-06-12T18:39:43.555091584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewhile you learn/grow/accomplish stuff so it feels less lonely and a bit more investmenty
18991131982024-06-12T18:39:53.170045568+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh yes
19001131242024-06-12T18:40:02.714202112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7I sometimes need someone to kind of show me the way lol
19011131252024-06-12T18:40:08.600395648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEspecially at the beginning
19021131262024-06-12T18:40:14.594609536+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell absolutely be present to ask questions or talk about the topics
19031131272024-06-12T18:40:26.715115776+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOr just for the company
19041131282024-06-12T19:02:39.753403392+00:002024-06-12T19:04:11.652309632+00:002024-06-12T19:04:11.652309632+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Will be in a meeting for a bit)
19051131292024-06-12T19:04:19.878324736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged like that
19061131302024-06-12T19:54:44.028549248+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Nothing like live coding in front of my entire team lol
19071131312024-06-12T20:07:54.928981248+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell take you awhile to make the change, so structuring it like homework, where you work on it a few days a week will really help prevent you from burning out
19081131322024-06-12T20:15:10.750824192+00:002024-06-12T20:26:12.888208384+00:002024-06-12T20:26:12.888208384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_909AA253-D4EA-4973-96FD-499DD2BDA4AA
19091131332024-06-12T20:26:43.193322624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5Right I have a tendency to want to succeed right away
19101131342024-06-12T20:26:51.385605760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd give up when I don
19111131352024-06-12T20:27:31.829842304+00:002024-06-12T20:28:03.523522176+00:002024-06-12T20:28:03.523522176+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageQI can def be the same way. This is a
19121131362024-06-12T20:28:13.787327104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem very impatient with myself haha
19131131372024-06-12T20:28:23.512334080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&With others I have endlessly patience
19141131382024-06-12T20:29:38.308868224+00:002024-06-12T20:33:18.063097984+00:002024-06-12T20:33:18.063097984+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages okay to take breaks from time to time, too.
19151131392024-06-12T20:34:38.981492480+00:002024-06-12T20:35:46.023501184+00:002024-06-12T20:35:46.023501184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI'll be quite honest I think I have many talents. I think I'm talented. I have a lot of. Creativity and a lot of I don't know if I mentioned this analogy to you before, but I know I mentioned it to the therapist I think I did mention this to you this in this But I have all the tools in the shed, but the lights are off and it's a mess and there's a lock on the door and I don't know how to access it but I have all all the tools are already in me and I have like a son of many talents I'm smart. I just don't know how to utilise it. And that is my biggest With many things
19161131402024-06-12T20:36:15.908288896+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem happy to help however I can if you decide to you want my help in career changing
19171131412024-06-12T20:36:48.031581184+00:002024-06-12T20:44:10.579589888+00:002024-06-12T20:44:10.579589888+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI find you formidably & impressively intelligent, so to me, I think sometimes all you need a different perspective or to be shown a new way to do something
19181131422024-06-12T20:44:15.205107456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem happy to help however I can if you decide to y
19191131432024-06-12T20:44:29.574997888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0I do need someone to shine a light sometimes lol
19201131442024-06-12T20:44:36.863410432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBring the key
19211131452024-06-12T20:44:41.475956480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSomething like that
19221131462024-06-12T20:45:03.925869440+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a good thing I know how to build search engines, then
19231131472024-06-12T20:45:35.182570880+00:002024-06-12T21:15:44.473176448+00:002024-06-12T21:15:44.473176448+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve sounded cooler if you had context but that
19241131482024-06-12T21:29:30.480155520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
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19261131502024-06-12T21:29:48.987218560+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.To give you an impression of one of my talents
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19281131522024-06-12T21:31:06.080841088+00:002024-06-12T21:31:53.426517504+00:002024-06-12T21:31:53.426517504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWait, you drew that??
19291131532024-06-12T21:31:56.486966400+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes lol
19301131542024-06-12T21:32:05.367891968+00:002024-06-12T21:32:06.262537472+00:002024-06-12T21:32:06.262537472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGirl that
19311131552024-06-12T21:32:11.474441088+00:002024-06-12T21:32:11.851798784+00:002024-06-12T21:32:11.851798784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%Also, BIG FEELS ON THE ACTUAL CONTENT
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19331131572024-06-12T21:34:34.936119808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHere is the full timelapse
19341131582024-06-12T21:38:13.970432256+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHonestly that
19351131592024-06-12T21:38:20.882157056+00:002024-06-12T21:39:44.576934784+00:002024-06-12T21:39:44.576934784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd such epic art!!
19361131602024-06-12T21:39:47.657035392+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThank uuu
19371131612024-06-12T21:44:35.028865280+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Reminder to self I need to do art more
19381131622024-06-12T21:44:44.785339648+00:002024-06-12T21:44:45.160716288+00:002024-06-12T21:44:45.160716288+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou should do art more
19391131992024-06-12T22:03:30.106799104+00:002024-06-12T22:04:22.995867264+00:002024-06-12T22:04:22.995867264+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<These 7a days are the fucking worst because I
19401132002024-06-12T22:04:29.112191872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOoof yeah
19411132012024-06-12T22:04:36.943836416+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget stop at 4?
19421132022024-06-12T22:04:57.948902656+00:002024-06-12T22:04:58.326857984+00:002024-06-12T22:04:58.326857984+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
19431132032024-06-12T22:05:03.842218624+00:002024-06-12T22:05:04.266987264+00:002024-06-12T22:05:04.266987264+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem so fucking tired from the thinking lol
19441132042024-06-12T22:05:05.369084160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged think you worked plenty of hours at that point
19451132052024-06-12T22:05:17.678484480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGive yourself some room to relax
19461132062024-06-12T22:05:28.577532800+00:002024-06-12T22:06:17.156230656+00:002024-06-12T22:06:17.156230656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes ma
19471132072024-06-12T22:06:20.225813888+00:002024-06-12T22:06:20.691997312+00:002024-06-12T22:06:20.691997312+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFor whatever reason, iOS no longer autocorrects
19481132082024-06-12T22:06:28.854037760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahha
19491132092024-06-12T22:06:42.336446464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagePlease I have been traumatised
19501132102024-06-12T22:06:46.632313984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot actually
19511132112024-06-12T22:07:19.056368640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEBut every now and then I attract 19/20 year old guys for some reason
19521132122024-06-12T22:07:39.744871168+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut every now and then I attract 19/20 year old gu
19531132132024-06-12T22:08:06.858650880+00:002024-06-12T22:09:44.381587712+00:002024-06-12T22:09:44.381587712+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageand I have so many complicated feelings on that one
19541132142024-06-12T22:09:54.657626112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a no from me, son
19551132152024-06-12T22:10:02.132292224+00:002024-06-12T22:10:02.496735360+00:002024-06-12T22:10:02.496735360+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
19561132162024-06-12T22:10:12.085662080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget ever want to be a mother
19571132172024-06-12T22:10:21.151089408+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIn no context ever
19581132182024-06-12T22:10:39.217452288+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage`Of all the private names a partner could call me,
19591132192024-06-12T22:10:53.014507008+00:002024-06-12T22:11:01.683248+00:002024-06-12T22:11:01.683248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot a kid person?
19601132202024-06-12T22:11:10.399001600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNope
19611132212024-06-12T22:11:19.958310784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget mind kids just don
19621132222024-06-12T22:11:47.621404416+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%I think it could go either way for me
19631132232024-06-12T22:12:24.635054848+00:002024-06-12T22:12:37.816255616+00:002024-06-12T22:12:37.816255616+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage`With the right person, sure. Otherwise? I wouldn
19641132242024-06-12T22:12:51.842098944+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFur babies all the way
19651132252024-06-12T22:13:40.177979008+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage^God infant is like a perpetual 4yo, he screamed during two meetings today and I was like, DUDE
19661132262024-06-12T22:13:42.584010880+00:002024-06-12T22:14:25.263112960+00:002024-06-12T22:14:25.263112960+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageCHILL
19671132272024-06-12T22:14:32.415938176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahaha
19681132282024-06-12T22:14:38.474621312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI love it
19691132292024-06-12T22:14:47.053291136+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTN1M4LS5/WHttpURL
19701132302024-06-12T22:15:02.341848192+00:002024-06-12T22:15:34.588368896+00:002024-06-12T22:15:34.588368896+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEMetalcore in 2024 is so fucking difficult lol the skill cap is insane
19711131002024-06-12T22:16:04.372864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yep hahaha
19721131012024-06-12T22:16:12.698325888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Man I love that old school metalcore sound tho
19731131022024-06-12T22:16:15.625449856+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo much nostalgia
19741131032024-06-12T22:16:26.763923584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#I hardly ever listen to it anymore
19751131042024-06-12T22:16:36.754291328+00:002024-06-12T22:16:37.420370048+00:002024-06-12T22:16:37.420370048+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged 100% be in a metalcore band
19761131052024-06-12T22:16:39.283396992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage:I have like two days a year that I go on a nostalgia trip
19771131062024-06-12T22:16:45.769094528+00:002024-06-12T22:16:46.096475648+00:002024-06-12T22:16:46.096475648+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7I fucking love metalcore lol it
19781131072024-06-12T22:16:52.307153408+00:002024-06-12T22:16:52.806824704+00:002024-06-12T22:16:52.806824704+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI have like two days a year that I go on a nostalg
19791131082024-06-12T22:17:09.754796928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%Lol core genre I see what u did there
19801131092024-06-12T22:17:32.082740992+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_073A6A1B-FD1E-4B9B-935D-04684C2B0932
19811131102024-06-12T22:26:07.899966208+00:002024-06-12T22:27:35.365812736+00:002024-06-12T22:27:35.365812736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_7D76BF5F-DE1E-44E1-A4DC-5B8E8DB95AF0
19821131112024-06-12T22:28:50.416867456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehalfway through. Did she not hear the high pitch????
19831131122024-06-12T22:29:41.463103104+00:002024-06-12T22:30:39.528193664+00:002024-06-12T22:30:39.528193664+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages hard of hearing lol
19841131132024-06-12T22:30:47.064431232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI guess so ahaha
19851131142024-06-12T22:31:25.890558208+00:002024-06-12T22:34:30.349737600+00:002024-06-12T22:34:30.349737600+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_A1F87D94-9318-43A8-A0D2-6B70C0DE56BA
19861131152024-06-12T22:36:35.485980544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha accurate
19871131162024-06-12T22:40:10.995249024+00:002024-06-12T22:40:16.838374656+00:002024-06-12T22:40:16.838374656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I am so fucking tired but I need to drum
19881131172024-06-12T22:40:20.715024512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNeed to?
19891131182024-06-12T22:40:35.795123072+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAPractice and writing. I have some stuff that I need to track soon
19901131192024-06-12T22:41:37.515031552+00:002024-06-12T22:43:59.116149632+00:002024-06-12T22:43:59.116149632+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not very good at it yet. I can do 16ths at 120bpm, but I need to be able to do them at like 180bpm consistently and for awhile
19911131202024-06-12T22:44:13.549671936+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhhhh gotcha
19921131212024-06-12T22:44:21.653422336+00:002024-06-12T22:44:24.414217472+00:002024-06-12T22:44:24.414217472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_37F403DB-9E91-4D9A-8D09-81D111F51501
19931131222024-06-12T22:44:33.105731200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWell Iiiii am gonna sleep soon
19941131232024-06-12T22:44:44.005310336+00:002024-06-12T22:44:45.644455680+00:002024-06-12T22:44:45.644455680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSleep well shawty
19951132782024-06-12T22:44:48.366797696+00:002024-06-12T22:44:48.853389056+00:002024-06-12T22:44:48.853389056+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
19961132792024-06-12T22:44:59.047820032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%Lol um not this current one actually
19971132802024-06-12T22:45:17.421598848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNone of my jobs were terrible
19981132812024-06-12T22:45:29.479170304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget enjoy them. There
19991132822024-06-12T22:45:45.649912576+00:002024-06-12T22:48:33.345882880+00:002024-06-12T22:48:33.345882880+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThere is indeed a difference
20001132832024-06-12T22:48:40.985548544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBuuut good night
20011132842024-06-12T22:48:53.445093376+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Have fun drumming! Show me some soon
20021132852024-06-12T22:49:01.231701888+00:002024-06-12T22:49:01.786912+00:002024-06-12T22:49:01.786912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Good night blondie, have good dreams
20031132862024-06-12T22:49:04.882526336+00:002024-06-12T22:49:12.981137536+00:002024-06-12T22:49:12.981137536+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd I will
20041132912024-06-13T14:05:55.919670400+00:002024-06-13T14:38:03.558371584+00:002024-06-13T14:38:03.558371584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_DA9E42C5-800E-42DB-8816-B4DEC07CF13F
20051132922024-06-13T14:39:11.310967168+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages so tiny he looks like a soot sprite
20061132932024-06-13T14:39:35.133495296+00:002024-06-13T15:09:42.246341504+00:002024-06-13T15:09:42.246341504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
20071132942024-06-13T15:34:04.939945472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLove that
20081132952024-06-13T15:36:38.860270720+00:002024-06-13T15:37:16.761346816+00:002024-06-13T15:37:16.761346816+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow is your day thus far?
20091132962024-06-13T15:37:37.931392896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages alright. Bit slow though but home time now so that
20101132972024-06-13T15:38:02.265578496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
20111132982024-06-13T15:38:07.866684160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAfter work of course
20121132992024-06-13T15:38:10.922864384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages your day?
20131133002024-06-13T15:49:42.270386944+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooooo do tell
20141133012024-06-13T15:49:49.775306240+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWe kiss & tell
20151133022024-06-13T15:50:30.340955008+00:002024-06-13T15:52:04.217331200+00:002024-06-13T15:52:04.217331200+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWell I was woken up via claws and headbutts only to find out someone tried to steal my motorcycle, damaging it in the process. I
20161133032024-06-13T15:52:45.552574848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just in the country for a couple of days and we
20171133042024-06-13T15:53:18.266505216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh shit wtf
20181133052024-06-13T15:53:33.500453888+00:002024-06-13T15:53:50.918260352+00:002024-06-13T15:53:50.918260352+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHDamn, I was hoping to live out my romance dreams vicariously through you
20191132312024-06-13T15:53:53.255361024+00:002024-06-13T15:53:54.158133760+00:002024-06-13T15:53:54.158133760+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Oh shit wtf is the correct response to every situation
20201132322024-06-13T15:54:29.157747968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages living in Germany at the moment but is gonna be moving back soon.
20211132332024-06-13T15:54:39.964528768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9Back to Amsterdam that is. But this time just a visit. :)
20221132342024-06-13T15:54:48.136454400+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh shit wtf is the correct response to every situa
20231132352024-06-13T15:54:59.195563264+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol unfortunately not. Just my friend. He
20241132362024-06-13T15:55:25.115684480+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Time with friends is important for sure
20251132372024-06-13T15:55:45.190671872+00:002024-06-13T15:56:35.701432192+00:002024-06-13T15:56:35.701432192+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagedI think one of my friends, Klaire, has been flirting with me for awhile and I only recently noticed
20261132382024-06-13T15:56:46.630041344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhhh
20271132392024-06-13T15:57:10.240450560+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSo what happened was
20281132402024-06-13T15:59:30.235454592+00:002024-06-13T16:00:20.826401664+00:002024-06-13T16:00:20.826401664+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages flirting with nuanced cuz lesbian flirting is COMPLICATED. She put her hand on my shoulder when she moved to stand behind my chair, I put mine on hers, she didn
20291132412024-06-13T16:00:33.115986304+00:002024-06-13T16:00:33.905955840+00:002024-06-13T16:00:33.905955840+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages also being saying things like,
20301132422024-06-13T16:01:00.455888768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHmmmm this is tricky
20311132432024-06-13T16:01:11.973176064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShe could be or she could be not
20321132442024-06-13T16:01:18.805450496+00:002024-06-13T16:01:19.157311232+00:002024-06-13T16:01:19.157311232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-It really is, cuz it could truly go both ways
20331132452024-06-13T16:01:25.636216192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe sliding though
20341132462024-06-13T16:01:37.756021504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Lingering touches are usually a sign
20351132472024-06-13T16:01:49.791302016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1All the other things could also be just friendly
20361132482024-06-13T16:02:01.376289664+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut the hand dragging off slowly
20371132492024-06-13T16:02:07.243208192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagea little different
20381132502024-06-13T16:02:24.320815360+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRight?!?!
20391132512024-06-13T16:02:36.060462208+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage9That was the moment when I started to question EVERYTHING
20401132522024-06-13T16:02:44.560374784+00:002024-06-13T16:03:32.435905024+00:002024-06-13T16:03:32.435905024+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$I also gay panicked HARD afterwards
20411132532024-06-13T16:03:35.004076544+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahaha
20421132542024-06-13T16:05:14.412680448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget mind that at all. Especially when someone can so casually admit to it but still not change the way they treat you or talk to you.
20431132552024-06-13T16:05:35.000056704+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a cool guy. Sweet guy. Attractive even. I
20441132562024-06-13T16:06:42.150517504+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
20451132572024-06-13T16:07:04.005609216+00:002024-06-13T16:08:25.361922304+00:002024-06-13T16:08:25.361922304+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.All my friends are distractingly beautiful lol
20461132582024-06-13T16:08:26.681935104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
20471132592024-06-13T16:08:37.017972480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I mean I find all of my friends gorgeous
20481132602024-06-13T16:09:25.950595200+00:002024-06-13T16:09:41.725681024+00:002024-06-13T16:09:41.725681024+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages older sister had the hots for him and his parents were super chill about it
20491132612024-06-13T16:09:43.651937664+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWait what
20501132622024-06-13T16:09:44.119963904+00:002024-06-13T16:09:45.168697088+00:002024-06-13T16:09:45.168697088+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3Leave it to Reddit to ruin my faith in humanity lol
20511133062024-06-13T16:09:55.000685184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhat the fuck lol
20521133072024-06-13T16:10:08.767842304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages alright to admit that a family member is good looking
20531133082024-06-13T16:10:19.428064384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*But having the hots for them is different
20541133092024-06-13T16:10:30.307085696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(I think both my parents are good looking
20551133102024-06-13T16:10:41.305493888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not into them though lol
20561133112024-06-13T16:10:51.834245504+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage'They gave me all their best traits
20571133122024-06-13T16:12:29.335749376+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJMom is gorgeous, but Kevin looks homeless af. I got the best of it all lol
20581133132024-06-13T16:13:43.149771904+00:002024-06-13T16:14:07.887076608+00:002024-06-13T16:14:07.887076608+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhen I graduated boot camp and had the family party, my 14yo 1st cousin Cheyenne was flirting with me and I cannot begin to tell you how fast I found any reason to avoid her for the rest of the weekend
20591133142024-06-13T16:14:10.849261312+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh god hahaha
20601133152024-06-13T16:14:17.535864576+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah no way
20611133162024-06-13T16:14:50.898356736+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIYeah absolutely the fuck not. First cousins are absolutely off limits lol
20621133172024-06-13T16:15:00.610025600+00:002024-06-13T16:15:26.578254976+00:002024-06-13T16:15:26.578254976+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Thankfully none of them are in my life
20631133182024-06-13T16:15:32.620007552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2nd cousins too lol
20641133192024-06-13T16:16:00.821061120+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=I mean if you go back far enough we
20651133202024-06-13T16:16:17.885106816+00:002024-06-13T16:21:07.102064640+00:002024-06-13T16:21:07.102064640+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just how far apart
20661133212024-06-13T16:41:38.947999744+00:002024-06-13T16:48:25.908688768+00:002024-06-13T16:48:25.908688768+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$I hate programming so much sometimes
20671133222024-06-13T16:48:33.821022976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yes I bet haha
20681133232024-06-13T16:48:56.529620864+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagehttps://vm.tiktok.com/ZIJnnhvUt/WHttpURL
20691133242024-06-13T17:04:33.876231936+00:002024-06-13T17:38:03.082307584+00:002024-06-13T17:38:03.082307584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSO TRUE
20701133252024-06-13T21:04:58.407837824+00:002024-06-13T21:07:11.587483904+00:002024-06-13T21:07:11.587483904+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI am brain fried lol
20711133262024-06-13T21:07:19.902678912+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol I can imagine haha
20721133272024-06-13T21:16:22.822713088+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem done with work for the day lol
20731133282024-06-13T21:16:29.907972352+00:002024-06-13T21:17:22.408506368+00:002024-06-13T21:17:22.408506368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#My brain is leaking out of my ears
20741133292024-06-13T21:17:41.469211776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Do you feel like your day has been productive
20751133302024-06-13T21:17:49.747988480+00:002024-06-13T21:17:50.079104128+00:002024-06-13T21:17:50.079104128+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUOmg I almost just typed
20761133312024-06-13T21:17:58.749062528+00:002024-06-13T21:17:59.242778240+00:002024-06-13T21:17:59.242778240+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSO GLAD I CAUGHT THAT
20771133322024-06-13T21:18:06.575363840+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOmg I almost just typed
20781133332024-06-13T21:18:54.464098944+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHas my day been productive
20791133342024-06-13T21:18:56.703566848+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes and?
20801133352024-06-13T21:19:56.259013120+00:002024-06-13T21:20:02.923947136+00:002024-06-13T21:20:02.923947136+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem one of the org leaders, so a lot of my job is also teaching, mentoring, and training. Today was more or less a mentoring day, so I
20811133362024-06-13T21:20:43.358956800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNDo you feel accomplished or satisfied though? Like you did a good day of work?
20821133372024-06-13T21:21:02.879251200+00:002024-06-13T21:21:03.182507264+00:002024-06-13T21:21:03.182507264+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh, yeah lol
20831133382024-06-13T21:21:12.605364096+00:002024-06-13T21:21:13.356928640+00:002024-06-13T21:21:13.356928640+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5It was a good day of work and my teams are very happy
20841133392024-06-13T21:21:13.017454592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGood
20851133402024-06-13T21:21:17.476228992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a good feeling
20861133412024-06-13T21:21:51.291616896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBit off an odd question I know
20871132632024-06-13T21:22:44.034216448+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagesIt was honestly a great question, but both brain cells are competing for third place atm so hard to think about lol
20881132642024-06-13T21:22:52.893512960+00:002024-06-13T21:23:35.114780160+00:002024-06-13T21:23:35.114780160+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHow did your day pan out?
20891132652024-06-13T21:23:41.566647296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt was honestly a great question, but both brain c
20901132662024-06-13T21:23:52.501526144+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageX$versionY$archiverT$topX$objects
20911132672024-06-13T21:24:02.749974784+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget done anything significant lol
20921132682024-06-13T21:24:37.586354432+00:002024-06-13T21:25:32.970157824+00:002024-06-13T21:25:32.970157824+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Is there something wrong with that?
20931132692024-06-13T21:25:40.422394496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes it makes me feel empty
20941132702024-06-13T21:25:48.924828800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLike I wasted a day
20951132712024-06-13T21:26:33.325747456+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages always a pleasant interruption. From my perspective you bring a little bit of sunshine into my day and that
20961132722024-06-13T21:27:00.054402176+00:002024-06-13T21:32:20.898457472+00:002024-06-13T21:32:20.898457472+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hear you tho
20971132732024-06-13T21:32:25.378802048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem important, but I find joy in our conv
20981132742024-06-13T21:32:40.711364480+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;I like that. I wish I could do more than just exist though.
20991132752024-06-13T21:33:04.354357248+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem breathing doesn
21001132762024-06-13T21:34:37.959895808+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem interested in making music with you. I think it could be a fun activity if you
21011132772024-06-13T21:39:28.866694272+00:002024-06-13T21:47:52.001317248+00:002024-06-13T21:47:52.001317248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_0697362A-13C7-424C-99B7-67C8DE278CA1
21021133422024-06-13T21:48:10.084494848+00:002024-06-13T21:48:17.854842240+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would like to do music
21031133432024-06-13T21:48:32.317833472+00:002024-06-13T21:48:40.837329152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6Idk your skill level but how are you with polyrhythms
21041133442024-06-13T21:49:36.096999936+00:002024-06-13T21:49:36.455606016+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI can do 2 over 3 without any hassle, but stuff like 7 over 9 will take some practice since I don
21051133452024-06-13T21:50:59.352+00:002024-06-13T21:50:59.745723264+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Thankfully polyrhythms are just muscle memory
21061133462024-06-13T21:52:45.991000192+00:002024-06-13T21:56:06.421796096+00:002024-06-13T21:52:46.294956672+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage~Now if you wanted me to do 4 different polyrhythms, that will take actual practice with some lead time, but still very doable
21071133472024-06-13T21:56:23.500082432+00:002024-06-13T22:00:49.014945920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBOh no I have nothing specific in mind I just like polyrhythms haha
21081133482024-06-13T21:56:28.254668672+00:002024-06-13T22:00:49.014945920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNon standard rhythms
21091133492024-06-13T22:02:42.756+00:002024-06-13T22:02:43.309649024+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem 100% on board with polyrhythms, anything that
21101133502024-06-13T22:05:15.676000128+00:002024-06-13T22:08:45.463141632+00:002024-06-13T22:05:16.179637248+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhen it comes to making music, the only thing I care a lot about is recording and playing live to metronomes. Partially for my own sanity, and also because I like the consistency and skill that comes with playing to it
21111133512024-06-13T22:09:16.855187200+00:002024-06-13T22:09:32.281173888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefOh yeah I agree consistency in tempo is not often noticed by the listener but makes a HUGE difference
21121133522024-06-13T22:09:32.891190272+00:002024-06-13T22:09:34.356585216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_F062D317-CB0B-45A0-8BD2-81B3DE095CC3
21131133532024-06-13T22:09:38.873999872+00:002024-06-13T22:09:40.826785280+00:002024-06-13T22:09:39.268157696+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yeah I agree consistency in tempo is not often
21141133542024-06-13T22:10:02.304999808+00:002024-06-13T22:10:02.556043136+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOkay, I like that a whole lot
21151133552024-06-13T22:10:10.843000192+00:002024-06-13T22:10:12.177392896+00:002024-06-13T22:10:11.100239232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!What a lovely French style
21161133562024-06-13T22:10:23.277574272+00:002024-06-13T22:10:24.206356992+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThank youuu
21171133572024-06-13T22:11:20.433999744+00:002024-06-13T22:11:44.530331904+00:002024-06-13T22:11:20.786030976+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1I have a suggestion for it if you
21181133582024-06-13T22:11:49.684076288+00:002024-06-13T22:11:52.072285184+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTell me
21191133592024-06-13T22:12:08.302552448+00:002024-06-13T22:12:08.858592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<I thought about adding an eerie ghost face on the inside lol
21201133602024-06-13T22:12:23.196000128+00:002024-06-13T22:12:23.458309120+00:002024-06-13T22:12:23.420696064+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGI think adding a little fire sprite trapped inside would be really cool
21211133612024-06-13T22:12:30.159155584+00:002024-06-13T22:12:30.427714048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI think adding a little fire sprite trapped inside
21221133622024-06-13T22:12:33.460046592+00:002024-06-13T22:12:33.850895104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes a creature
21231133632024-06-13T22:12:50.073905408+00:002024-06-13T22:12:50.450354048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell probably never return to this hahaha
21241133642024-06-13T22:12:57.204+00:002024-06-13T22:12:57.727504768+00:002024-06-13T22:12:57.518806272+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhahahaha
21251133652024-06-13T22:13:14.425681152+00:002024-06-13T22:13:14.855048192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages my problem
21261133662024-06-13T22:13:33.583027584+00:002024-06-13T22:13:37.963547264+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDUnless I can complete it in one session it
21271133672024-06-13T22:13:40.103000192+00:002024-06-13T22:14:22.605937920+00:002024-06-13T22:13:40.359332992+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSAME GIRL, same
21281133692024-06-13T22:22:46.124655232+00:002024-06-13T22:23:42.269362176+00:002024-06-13T22:24:45.156798336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou know it's also a big problem of mine You see, I love to draw and I'm good at it and I I'm creative in many aspects But I don't think I could do it for monetisation Because then I would have to make things that other people want me to make and that is when it just doesn't work so yeah, although I guess if somebody gives me a concept I might be able to work with it, but he Not really I'd rather just draw what I wanna draw
21291133732024-06-13T22:24:56.351825664+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI completely understand that!
21301133752024-06-13T22:25:05.433618816+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem kinda that way with music
21311133762024-06-13T22:25:20.870476032+00:002024-06-13T22:29:01.919206656+00:002024-06-13T22:29:01.919206656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-I hate doing covers but it
21321133772024-06-13T22:29:08.015225856+00:002024-06-13T22:34:49.594795520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes lol exactly
21331133782024-06-13T22:38:29.940465664+00:002024-06-13T22:43:02.799123584+00:002024-06-13T22:43:02.799123584+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0I love dealing with insurance, says no one ever
21341133792024-06-13T22:43:06.830844416+00:002024-06-13T22:46:52.168796032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahah
21351133802024-06-13T22:43:13.458303232+00:002024-06-13T22:46:52.168796032+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAwful
21361133812024-06-13T22:47:36.129938816+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAlright, claim process started
21371133822024-06-13T22:48:07.243335040+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages back up and running by 4th of July
21381133832024-06-13T22:49:46.326052608+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)+XNSObjectZfrom today\DateDuration
21391133842024-06-13T22:50:30.113448576+00:002024-06-13T22:51:38.125550464+00:002024-06-13T22:51:38.125550464+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRThis is the downside to having to have a full-time job while being a musician
21401133852024-06-13T22:51:45.809695232+00:002024-06-13T22:51:50.548345600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYesss lol
21411133862024-06-13T22:52:06.074846080+00:002024-06-13T22:52:06.537208320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-I hate having a boring ass job as a creative
21421133872024-06-13T22:52:20.500897152+00:002024-06-13T22:52:20.829052928+00:002024-06-13T22:52:20.829052928+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefull-time creative focusing on being a musician
21431133882024-06-13T22:52:27.629049344+00:002024-06-13T22:52:28.002139136+00:002024-06-13T22:52:28.002139136+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"I do not want a day job at all lol
21441133892024-06-13T22:52:30.036112768+00:002024-06-13T22:52:30.372655104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOn that note, I gotta goooo
21451133902024-06-13T22:52:34.650642432+00:002024-06-13T22:52:35.038649600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSame lol
21461133912024-06-13T22:52:45.565074432+00:002024-06-13T22:52:45.882101504+00:002024-06-13T22:52:45.882101504+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHave fun, imma nap too
21471133932024-06-13T22:52:51.876169856+00:002024-06-13T22:52:52.203214848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEnjoy that!
21481133922024-06-13T22:52:51.876750720+00:002024-06-13T22:52:52.230613888+00:002024-06-13T22:52:52.230613888+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSleep well shawty
21491133942024-06-13T22:52:56.425275776+00:002024-06-13T22:52:56.706231808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSleep well
21501133952024-06-13T23:59:52.962063360+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRK79nK8/WHttpURL
21511133972024-06-14T04:19:57.248872576+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFor your morning commute
21521133982024-06-14T04:19:59.160704640+00:002024-06-14T06:02:49.969936896+00:002024-06-14T06:02:49.969936896+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0https://youtu.be/LFB-ZhKAPPw?si=PvDkY6RQTpASCoUmWHttpURL
21531133992024-06-14T06:03:44.181929088+00:002024-06-14T06:05:05.213655296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRK79nK8/WHttpURL
21541134002024-06-14T06:04:45.494867072+00:002024-06-14T06:05:05.213655296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not watching yt vids on my commute
21551134012024-06-14T06:05:35.002809344+00:002024-06-14T06:08:03.673866752+00:002024-06-14T06:08:03.673866752+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagelol totally fair
21561134022024-06-14T07:17:46.754480896+00:002024-06-14T07:29:53.468914048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-I am insanely excited for Jane
21571134032024-06-14T07:18:28.306168064+00:002024-06-14T07:29:53.468914048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem going to that concert by myself. I want to look like a beautiful disaster. And I want to get super high as well.
21581134042024-06-14T07:30:07.047102720+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHELLLLL YEAH
21591134052024-06-14T07:30:18.413174400+00:002024-06-14T07:32:32.459876480+00:002024-06-14T07:32:32.459876480+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$I def wanna see pics of that outfit
21601134062024-06-14T07:32:41.105526016+00:002024-06-14T07:35:34.637449088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Might take myself shopping tomorrow
21611134072024-06-14T07:37:57.200552960+00:002024-06-14T07:37:57.717764864+00:002024-06-14T07:37:57.717764864+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDThis is all I can think about when you said
21621134082024-06-14T07:38:00.372806016+00:002024-06-14T07:38:02.605774848+00:002024-06-14T07:38:02.605774848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhttps://music.apple.com/us/album/the-beautiful-letdown-deluxe-version/270003831WHttpURL
21631134092024-06-14T07:38:09.865076736+00:002024-06-14T07:38:13.013626112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-beautiful-letWHttpURL
21641134102024-06-14T07:38:31.349391488+00:002024-06-14T07:39:30.016515456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhttps://open.spotify.com/track/0LtsuNRz3IMRrHCYO9fKRk?si=YmR2u3VVQtuvJ1yKqVff0wWHttpURL
21651134112024-06-14T07:40:44.891527680+00:002024-06-14T07:41:15.655988480+00:002024-06-14T07:41:15.655988480+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou are grungy af
21661134122024-06-14T07:41:17.674363392+00:002024-06-14T07:41:18.131926016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
21671134132024-06-14T07:41:25.621868672+00:002024-06-14T07:41:26.059743616+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell take that in stride
21681134142024-06-14T07:41:38.858860928+00:002024-06-14T07:41:42.774422656+00:002024-06-14T07:41:42.774422656+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$I def meant that as a compliment lol
21691134152024-06-14T07:41:43.320045440+00:002024-06-14T07:41:43.571632384+00:002024-06-14T07:41:43.571632384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSorry
21701134162024-06-14T07:41:55.671232+00:002024-06-14T07:44:06.097687040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo clean girl aesthetic from me
21711134172024-06-14T07:42:03.406832256+00:002024-06-14T07:44:06.097687040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem a rat
21721134182024-06-14T07:42:19.918603136+00:002024-06-14T07:44:06.097687040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI also like grungy men
21731134192024-06-14T07:42:23.537253120+00:002024-06-14T07:44:06.097687040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot too clean
21741134202024-06-14T07:42:56.237382656+00:002024-06-14T07:44:06.097687040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMessy and scruffy
21751134212024-06-14T07:45:06.171748608+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages definitely a vibe
21761134222024-06-14T07:46:35.044263424+00:002024-06-14T07:51:16.772839296+00:002024-06-14T07:51:16.772839296+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a difference between
21771134232024-06-14T07:51:24.423795456+00:002024-06-14T07:52:10.838253440+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot sure hahaha
21781134242024-06-14T07:51:49.836967936+00:002024-06-14T07:52:10.838253440+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Goblin is more moist in my mind than rat
21791134282024-06-14T07:52:22.942759552+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMORE MOIST
21801134292024-06-14T07:52:56.327761152+00:002024-06-14T07:56:23.820199552+00:002024-06-14T07:56:23.820199552+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget even know what to do with that information
21811134302024-06-14T07:56:26.161173376+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahhaha
21821134312024-06-14T07:56:34.112172800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYou get it though right
21831134322024-06-14T07:57:00.811692672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6A goblin lives in the swamp, a rat lives in the sewers
21841134332024-06-14T08:02:44.976804480+00:002024-06-14T08:02:57.948667008+00:002024-06-14T08:02:57.948667008+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEI cannot explain how I understand the difference but I do get it
21851134342024-06-14T08:07:58.381295872+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell absolutely destroy something beautiful if it means revolution lol
21861134352024-06-14T08:08:44.332256512+00:002024-06-14T08:09:58.992660736+00:002024-06-14T08:09:58.992660736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageeDef not an anarchist tho, there needs to be some amount of order, but only a little. Be ungovernable
21871134362024-06-14T08:11:20.627911552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_87733E46-3C76-4ADD-99E5-B30312D10D79
21881134372024-06-14T08:11:34.417979264+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOuch lol
21891134382024-06-14T08:11:37.887754880+00:002024-06-14T08:15:44.810648192+00:002024-06-14T08:15:44.810648192+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut true
21901134392024-06-14T08:16:07.739918208+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI agree with you yes haha
21911134402024-06-14T08:16:17.079730304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDef not an anarchist tho, there needs to be some a
21921134412024-06-14T08:23:09.922084352+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAIf only I could listen to myself when it
21931134422024-06-14T08:23:25.373364736+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFuck me, I won
21941134432024-06-14T08:23:46.014309888+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,On that note, imma pretend to get some sleep
21951134442024-06-14T08:23:51.881178368+00:002024-06-14T08:46:10.379232384+00:002024-06-14T08:46:10.379232384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight shawty
21961134452024-06-14T08:46:17.758443136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNight night!
21971134462024-06-14T14:14:14.019731584+00:002024-06-14T14:52:27.538336+00:002024-06-14T14:52:27.538336+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem currently working with molasses
21981134472024-06-14T14:52:31.969092096+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIf consciousness was a sauce, I
21991134482024-06-14T14:52:39.264217600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"That made me laugh out loud hahaha
22001134492024-06-14T14:53:15.206268800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hope it gets better soon
22011134502024-06-14T14:54:00.627701248+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI am still very groggy lol
22021134512024-06-14T14:54:10.174907392+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat made me laugh out loud hahaha
22031134252024-06-14T17:27:06.617844352+00:002024-06-15T00:09:33.079662592+00:002024-06-15T00:09:33.079662592+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$How do you feel about box car racer?
22041134262024-06-15T00:10:17.795980032+00:002024-06-15T03:11:45.193393920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<I have never listened to a single song but know them by name
22051134272024-06-15T06:14:56.459991040+00:002024-06-15T10:32:06.426853632+00:002024-06-15T10:32:06.426853632+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTravis Barker & Tom Delonge branched out from blink-182 in 2001 for an untitled album to do some dark & grungy punk. It
22061135502024-06-15T10:32:17.824455552+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTravis Barker & Tom Delonge branched out from blin
22071140952024-06-15T19:00:16.659000192+00:002024-06-15T19:00:50.866542848+00:002024-06-15T19:00:23.277759616+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageSo I had to take my Words There words hang on The thing to the thing I take my motorcycle there we go to the dealership and the U-Haul place was out of trucks, but I live and I was like I guess we'll fit in the van and like I'm not a very big person. I'm like five 790 pounds I'm solid and I'm stronger than most girls my size but Just like muscle growth from military and like a bodybuilder and stuff Substantially stronger than most I'm not that strong the grand scheme of things and Stouffer being 6 foot and heavy set is strong but also not super strong and like us trying to lift a 500 pound motorcycle into the back of the van like a 9 foot like panel man Fuck me like oh my God I took a shower in my sweat trying to get in there and then shower in my own sweat trying to get it out and like I burned up all my calories Least the day, just trying to get to the thing and like it's 59 If I can stay awake in total of 10 more minutes, I'll be proud of myself but there's a tiny little baby kitten. Who's curious and might want attention so maybe I can make it like 11 minutes Is it at least 610? Touch grass
22081135522024-06-15T19:02:57.239135744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22091140922024-06-15T19:02:57.239135744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22101196222024-06-15T19:02:57.239135744+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22111135532024-06-15T19:03:05.054691328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol words
22121135542024-06-15T19:03:55.293215232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI only caught half of what you were saying for no other reason than I feel like my brain is working at half capacity at most lol
22131135552024-06-15T19:04:08.314806016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere exhausted and there is a kitten
22141135562024-06-15T19:04:20.322280448+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy day is daying
22151141032024-06-15T19:04:22.273000064+00:002024-06-15T19:04:24.167194368+00:002024-06-15T19:04:24.030481280+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessagexOh yeah, both brain cells are competing for third place at the moment and even then really it's gonna be too damn enough
22161135582024-06-15T19:04:48.878207744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;I slept in until noon which I kind of hate myself for doing
22171135592024-06-15T19:05:03.841762048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget do anything productive
22181135602024-06-15T19:05:35.910505984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere alive I suppose we must be thankful
22191135612024-06-15T19:05:51.793085056+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_69B37DE1-F9A7-4822-B428-7FBEB2F8F97E
22201140972024-06-15T19:06:21.865000064+00:002024-06-15T19:06:39.606927616+00:002024-06-15T19:06:22.342369024+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage@How was your night date with your friend from the other country?
22211135632024-06-15T19:06:44.487104640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved an image
22221135642024-06-15T19:06:50.517142528+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22231140902024-06-15T19:06:50.517142528+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22241196202024-06-15T19:06:50.517142528+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22251209342024-06-15T19:06:50.517142528+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22261135652024-06-15T19:06:56.945587456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy date with my friends was fun
22271135662024-06-15T19:07:10.115624192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages Dutch btw just living in Germany rn haha
22281135672024-06-15T19:07:20.639324416+00:002024-06-15T19:07:21.261767680+00:002024-06-15T19:07:21.261767680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh fair
22291134522024-06-15T19:07:27.362020224+00:002024-06-15T19:07:27.694794624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=We had ramen and then we went for some drinks and we got high
22301134532024-06-15T19:07:35.966592128+00:002024-06-15T19:07:36.418975104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd then we both just went home
22311140932024-06-15T19:07:56.396999808+00:002024-06-15T19:07:58.404030848+00:002024-06-15T19:07:58.377749248+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessage?Sounds like a super chill Friday night Hell, yeah That's wassup
22321134552024-06-15T19:08:10.456431616+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22331140982024-06-15T19:08:10.456431616+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22341196542024-06-15T19:08:10.456431616+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22351209332024-06-15T19:08:10.456431616+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
22361134562024-06-15T19:08:48.105008384+00:002024-06-15T19:09:03.159481088+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"He also gave me a gram of weed lol
22371134572024-06-15T19:09:09.463296640+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageEyyyy
22381134582024-06-15T19:09:16.600564992+00:002024-06-15T19:09:22.853991936+00:002024-06-15T19:09:22.853991936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages up lol
22391134592024-06-15T19:09:30.539412992+00:002024-06-15T19:09:30.971057920+00:002024-06-15T19:09:30.971057920+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIs it an Indica or sativa?
22401134602024-06-15T19:09:30.638683520+00:002024-06-15T19:09:30.897619072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLemon haze I believe haha
22411134612024-06-15T19:09:35.106532864+00:002024-06-15T19:09:35.616363520+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSativa
22421134622024-06-15T19:09:38.669625344+00:002024-06-15T19:09:39.002891776+00:002024-06-15T19:09:39.002891776+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages the good shit
22431134632024-06-15T19:09:55.368018816+00:002024-06-15T19:10:17.649668736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI like sativa
22441134642024-06-15T19:10:13.909671040+00:002024-06-15T19:10:17.649668736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJHe used to work in a coffee shop and got some stuff for half the price lol
22451134652024-06-15T19:10:20.349718144+00:002024-06-15T19:10:20.678185984+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHe was just like yo you have it
22461134662024-06-15T19:10:36.767679232+00:002024-06-15T19:10:37.133928320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLittle stoner gift
22471134672024-06-15T19:11:30.581334784+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy old neighbor owns a high end dispensary and used to give me shit before it went on the market
22481134682024-06-15T19:12:12.391628800+00:002024-06-15T19:12:18.867201280+00:002024-06-15T19:12:18.867201280+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagegonna take me awhile to work through it. You should come smoke some with me lol
22491134692024-06-15T19:12:37.998568320+00:002024-06-15T19:13:33.116727808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLooool that
22501134702024-06-15T19:12:51.774734208+00:002024-06-15T19:13:33.116727808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTwo grams usually lasts me at least a month
22511134712024-06-15T19:13:05.451396480+00:002024-06-15T19:13:33.116727808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged love to smoke together
22521134722024-06-15T19:13:46.755097088+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-Yeah this will take me 6+ months at least lol
22531134732024-06-15T19:14:16.365696640+00:002024-06-15T19:14:25.241208064+00:002024-06-15T19:14:25.241208064+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagedSmoke a bit, make some music, just vibe for awhile, pretend the difficult world isn
22541134742024-06-15T19:14:45.480778496+00:002024-06-15T19:14:55.873184384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhy pretend?
22551134752024-06-15T19:14:52.495744256+00:002024-06-15T19:14:55.873184384+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIt literally isn
22561134762024-06-15T19:15:07.812346752+00:002024-06-15T19:15:08.189424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBThe world will be the way it is no matter who we are or what we do
22571134772024-06-15T19:15:24.568992896+00:002024-06-15T19:15:24.814670848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages kind of a comfort in that
22581134782024-06-15T19:15:32.051516544+00:002024-06-15T19:15:32.452960768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTakes away pressure
22591134792024-06-15T19:15:37.722868736+00:002024-06-15T19:15:53.987303552+00:002024-06-15T19:15:53.987303552+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMmmmm very true
22601134802024-06-15T19:16:26.939219200+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages just smoke, make some music, and vibe
22611134812024-06-15T19:16:34.275945216+00:002024-06-15T19:20:09.879215488+00:002024-06-15T19:20:09.879215488+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFuck responsibilities lol
22621134822024-06-15T19:20:12.078306688+00:002024-06-15T19:20:47.233984768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYesss
22631134832024-06-15T19:20:19.861427968+00:002024-06-15T19:20:47.233984768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMake bonfires
22641134842024-06-15T19:20:42.345916288+00:002024-06-15T19:20:47.233984768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGet high
22651134852024-06-15T19:20:44.808285952+00:002024-06-15T19:20:47.233984768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDrink tea
22661134862024-06-15T19:21:01.018868224+00:002024-06-15T19:21:01.644296704+00:002024-06-15T19:21:01.644296704+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMy soul is ready and willing
22671135682024-06-15T19:21:04.189191808+00:002024-06-15T19:21:04.533188864+00:002024-06-15T19:21:04.533188864+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo convincing needed
22681135692024-06-15T19:21:10.620031616+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem craving some bonfire action
22691135702024-06-15T19:21:20.508568704+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI want an open fire
22701135712024-06-15T19:21:41.912429824+00:002024-06-15T19:22:00.051126272+00:002024-06-15T19:22:00.051126272+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5On a warm beach in a tropical climate, preferably lol
22711135722024-06-15T19:21:59.731090816+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFThen I fall asleep in the sand and wake up to go diving for breakfast
22721135732024-06-15T19:22:10.419312256+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAmazing
22731135742024-06-15T19:22:28.014045056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged love to live so simply
22741135752024-06-15T19:22:35.972604800+00:002024-06-15T19:22:36.267290368+00:002024-06-15T19:22:36.267290368+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYuuuuup
22751135762024-06-15T19:22:41.620175360+00:002024-06-15T19:22:41.924207488+00:002024-06-15T19:22:41.924207488+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a lot that I would give for that
22761135772024-06-15T19:22:55.113709952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage@Born to dilly dally forced to conform to society and capitalism
22771135782024-06-15T19:23:15.353878016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIForced to be a cog in the wheel of mankind. Man ain
22781135792024-06-15T19:23:47.595950592+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo we ain
22791135802024-06-15T19:23:58.288409216+00:002024-06-15T19:23:59.448393856+00:002024-06-15T19:23:59.448393856+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI was born to be mischievous
22801135812024-06-15T19:24:06.968300160+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahaha
22811135822024-06-15T19:24:35.245121664+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage/I love instigating or being playfully annoying
22821135832024-06-15T19:24:46.687661184+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLife is too short to be boring
22831135842024-06-15T19:26:06.715499136+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages fun to see someone get playfully riled up and then do something about it
22841135852024-06-15T19:26:16.613383040+00:002024-06-15T19:35:13.930235648+00:002024-06-15T19:35:13.930235648+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBorn to play mischievously lol
22851135862024-06-15T19:35:42.575792128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol yes
22861135872024-06-15T19:36:28.171916672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI used to be the person during high school lunch breaks that would just go around the group trying to give everyone a flick on the head
22871135882024-06-15T19:36:38.779380736+00:002024-06-15T19:36:39.113984640+00:002024-06-15T19:36:39.113984640+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
22881135892024-06-15T19:36:48.194865024+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBJust going around jumping to tap people on the tops of their heads
22891135902024-06-15T19:36:49.179655808+00:002024-06-15T19:36:49.713779200+00:002024-06-15T19:36:49.713779200+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4I would hit people with spoons while playing spoons
22901135912024-06-15T19:37:00.094376064+00:002024-06-15T19:37:00.534303872+00:002024-06-15T19:37:00.534303872+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust going around jumping to tap people on the top
22911135922024-06-15T19:37:19.422974336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not in contact with any of those people anymore lol I wonder why
22921135932024-06-15T19:37:49.646475776+00:002024-06-15T19:38:19.718651008+00:002024-06-15T19:38:19.718651008+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBig mystery on that one
22931135942024-06-15T19:38:26.910414976+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
22941135952024-06-15T19:38:31.610498176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI would hit people with spoons while playing spoon
22951135022024-06-15T19:43:48.665584512+00:002024-06-15T19:47:24.992441216+00:002024-06-15T19:47:24.992441216+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_288F5654-A4E2-46C6-ADD0-711BAB6F3CDC
22961135032024-06-15T19:48:06.986433920+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoved a movie
22971135042024-06-15T19:48:23.116353792+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget think you did but that
22981135052024-06-15T19:49:54.768230912+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageIf we were born to dilly dally
22991135062024-06-15T19:50:02.190656640+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Then we were born to communally sleep
23001135072024-06-15T19:50:18.318937344+00:002024-06-15T19:50:31.293411456+00:002024-06-15T19:50:31.293411456+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#bringbackcommunalsleeping
23011135082024-06-15T19:50:36.702629760+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh yes
23021135092024-06-15T19:51:21.802220288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget satisfy my skinhunger.
23031135102024-06-15T19:51:31.517960576+00:002024-06-15T19:51:32.279556096+00:002024-06-15T19:51:32.279556096+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWow
23041135112024-06-15T19:51:37.611445248+00:002024-06-15T19:51:37.942244096+00:002024-06-15T19:51:37.942244096+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhat a descriptor
23051135122024-06-15T19:51:45.546890496+00:002024-06-15T19:51:45.898358528+00:002024-06-15T19:51:45.898358528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut I know exactly what you mean
23061135132024-06-15T19:52:36.356037888+00:002024-06-15T19:53:43.996858112+00:002024-06-15T19:53:43.996858112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNo, I know how weird that sounds, but I'll explain In In Dutch sometimes we say how to hunger which literally means skin hunger and it's when you are craving physical touch essentially And I hate that I am You know I've been home alone for two weeks and I could've very easily satisfied my skin hunger in any type of way by Inviting people over or going to someone's house and Just doing things, but I am not the type, but I do really crave that kind of intimacy
23071135142024-06-15T19:53:19.297195648+00:002024-06-15T19:53:19.811764224+00:002024-06-15T19:53:19.811764224+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Tbf I understood it wasn
23081135152024-06-15T19:54:38.036464256+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage%Skinhunger is a great word for it tho
23091135162024-06-15T19:54:43.234254848+00:002024-06-15T19:56:39.977484288+00:002024-06-15T19:56:39.977484288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThe annoying part is also that I kind of Reject physical touched as well like my friend yesterday he like hug me a couple of times and I just I don't Don't lean in for that kind of thing I don't I don't initiate it And when it happens, I just don't know how to respond because I guess in our family, we weren't really cuddle Clan We did have physical touch in In a way where you know my mum would like she would scratching and like rub my back and I would do the same to her No, just lying in each other's arms too much So it's it comes doesn't come very naturally to me But I crave it, but I don't know how to Do it properly without it I don't know it's annoying
23101135172024-06-15T19:55:05.471258880+00:002024-06-15T19:56:04.964194304+00:002024-06-15T19:56:04.964194304+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI communicate primarily through touch and need it to regulate so much of my nervous system, yet I get absolutely none of it ever
23111135182024-06-15T19:56:32.437395584+00:002024-06-15T19:56:32.828785920+00:002024-06-15T19:56:32.828785920+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages very difficult for me to ever have too much touch
23121135192024-06-15T19:56:56.530655104+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget brought up with a lot of cuddling. But the very rare times I get physically intimate with someone I love to cuddle.
23131135202024-06-15T19:57:28.212980992+00:002024-06-15T19:57:29.438537088+00:002024-06-15T19:57:29.438537088+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*I was brought up with so many cuddles lol
23141135212024-06-15T19:57:38.937322368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages great
23151135222024-06-15T19:57:52.382731648+00:002024-06-15T19:57:52.676185600+00:002024-06-15T19:57:52.676185600+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5But I understand the rejection while still needing it
23161135232024-06-15T19:58:17.618443904+00:002024-06-15T19:58:18.033340032+00:002024-06-15T19:58:18.033340032+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget understand how important it is to me
23171135242024-06-15T19:58:39.502814592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagemThe only times I ever cuddled with family is when I was sad. And that was really more of a hug than a cuddle.
23181135252024-06-15T19:59:07.589282944+00:002024-06-15T19:59:07.925681792+00:002024-06-15T19:59:07.925681792+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages so sad
23191136212024-06-15T19:59:18.078857216+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNSo I associate that type of physical touch with being comforted when I was sad
23201136222024-06-15T19:59:21.175065728+00:002024-06-15T19:59:21.542727680+00:002024-06-15T19:59:21.542727680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5All humans need touch unless they explicitly opt out
23211136232024-06-15T19:59:38.421848832+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget really know how to respond when someone wants to hug or cuddle outside of that
23221136242024-06-15T19:59:50.719515136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(Except for when greeting. I can do that.
23231136252024-06-15T20:00:04.711287296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI hug people upon greeting
23241136262024-06-15T20:00:14.327660288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust briefly
23251136272024-06-15T20:01:10.829783424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagepI just quite honestly want to have one person that I trust completely and can just cuddle with whenever I want.
23261136282024-06-15T20:01:19.684114944+00:002024-06-15T20:01:24.515975680+00:002024-06-15T20:01:24.515975680+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYuuuuuuup
23271136292024-06-15T20:01:43.553877376+00:002024-06-15T20:01:44.045031808+00:002024-06-15T20:01:44.045031808+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve found that my years of polyamory gave me less cuddles than when I was monogamous
23281136302024-06-15T20:01:56.640575360+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget seem to open up lol
23291136312024-06-15T20:02:23.674793472+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh interesting hmm
23301136322024-06-15T20:02:50.927653120+00:002024-06-15T20:02:58.034265088+00:002024-06-15T20:02:58.034265088+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJust relax
23311136332024-06-15T20:02:58.033790336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageZI think a 1-1 relationship is usually more intimate. It
23321136342024-06-15T20:03:07.567899264+00:002024-06-15T20:03:07.839993984+00:002024-06-15T20:03:07.839993984+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
23331136352024-06-15T20:03:11.257430528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell try lol
23341136362024-06-15T20:03:19.249784192+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageve been
23351136372024-06-15T20:03:46.245731072+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8I rarely go out of my way to meet people/men and to date
23361136382024-06-15T20:03:56.600990592+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not specifically looking for anything
23371136392024-06-15T20:04:01.806517376+00:002024-06-15T20:04:06.889717760+00:002024-06-15T20:04:06.889717760+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem done with polyamory. I was openly polyamorous for much of my adult life and it
23381136402024-06-15T20:04:06.884095872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!My expectations are non existent
23391136412024-06-15T20:04:59.179552512+00:002024-06-15T20:04:59.640096384+00:002024-06-15T20:04:59.640096384+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*Set some expectations, that will help
23401136422024-06-15T20:05:18.946521728+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages quality over quantity. I respect poly but doubt it would be the way to go for me especially since I already have a hard enough time truly opening up to one person.
23411136432024-06-15T20:05:33.259875584+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget want to be disappointed
23421136442024-06-15T20:06:08.289637120+00:002024-06-15T20:06:36.529982848+00:002024-06-15T20:06:36.529982848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageTo be with someone is to be able to handle the disappointment that will inevitably come without letting it hurt you or the relationship (up to a certain point)
23431136452024-06-15T20:07:28.430355968+00:002024-06-15T20:07:36.226484736+00:002024-06-15T20:07:36.226484736+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessaged rather spend my time and energy investing in one relationship, focusing on the things we want together
23441136462024-06-15T20:12:08.490096768+00:002024-06-15T20:16:06.400462848+00:002024-06-15T20:16:06.400462848+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI'm not sure how to Set expectations really I'm just so Well, I guess what I'm saying I usually say that I get bored of people quickly but the problem isn't that the people aren't interesting. The problem is that I'm not interested so the problem lies with me. And I sometimes talk to someone or I go on a date I'm like yeah you're really nice and I mean I'm sure you you'll be Somebody is going to be interested in you. I'm sure that is no good looking and nice and friendly as you are. I'm sure. I don't know it's gonna appeal to someone, but it's Just can't get myself to open up to the possibility to maybe It could be me and it makes me feel really alien I do crave it, but at the same time I Sometimes wonder if I'm asexual, but also I really do crave that That kind of intimacy and I really do want to you know spend the night with someone or multiple nights with someone I do want to have sex and I do want to have that kind of you A relationship dynamic somebody who's who is my best friend but also Someone I can confide into and someone I can just go to And I have many really great friends, but it's just nice to have to have your one person I would like that, but I wonder if it's Symptoms wonder if I'm asexual, but I don't think I am because I wouldn't be craving it if I was and it's not a craving out of Suicidal pressure or social pressure that I feel it's not like I'm supposed to be wanting a relationship I don't care about that. I don't care about what society wants for me but I do care about what I want from for me and what I want for me. So I guess I do. I don't have an expectation, but I do have a kind of. A wish I wish I wish I had a person I don't feel Like an alien with because you know Sometimes I feel like an alien I feel like I'm weird. I feel like. I can't connect to the human species if that makes sense like I'm this different different type of creature that is really trying To connect with a human existence but cannot
23451136472024-06-15T20:12:08.679543040+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Sorry just thinking out loud and unraveling my thoughts
23461140942024-06-15T20:22:30.376999808+00:002024-06-15T20:28:14.357985920+00:002024-06-15T20:22:40.505641216+00:0011unknown+31639132913iMessageI like I like listening to you kind of unravel yourself for lack of better prescription and not like in a in a weird way so much is I don't know I like seeing thought processes and stuff so you're always welcome to unwind and unravel around around me because I just like watching it Hearing it I think when it comes to when it comes to setting Like expectations the expectation like a good way thing about it is the expectations. Are there to protect you from yourself to a certain degree right and also like from people who are good fits a great example to use like your framework like they might be interesting people, but you're not interested. So for me Having enough of marriages to think of things that whether I necessarily like it or not one of the things that I need in a relationship is for my my partner to be absolutely willing capable and able to tell me to go fuck myself when I'm being a shithead because I'll be a shithead, right? Like him and so like if they're not willing to tell me to go fuck off or to give me the finger if I'm like I love you and they give me the finger like perfect. Give me that like aggression and whatever but like I need that expectation because. If I can't have that, then I don't feel like they're the right person for me because they're not willing to call me out on my bluffs which means that I just kinda do whatever I want and that's that's not what I want Another example of expectation would be Like I communicate primarily to touch so as part of that, you need to be willing to be be touched by me a lot obviously like respectfully and appropriately and all that jazz but like a lot a lot of times instead of talking, I'll just come up behind you and touch your elbow or I'll rest my head on your shoulder or whatever it's gonna be because that's how I communicate And like that's something that's an expectation that I have in the same way the other should have expectations of me to like you you know for me their needs I think also You know I am not so I can't really talk. I can't really say one way or another. It, but Having been in long-term relationships, most of my life I think you're right to look at it as you know a best friend that you can sleep with right that means that's how I look at it but I know yours is similar the way that I kind of look at it is like You know it's a very reasonable desire Your partner to be your best friend or or to be able to sleep with your best friend and have that be a source of comfort and fun and enjoyment for each other right it's like for example there's some people that used to be in my life has been wife couple and oh my God they were the horny people on earth like they just were always fucking but like they were absolute best friends with each other and like that was activity that they enjoyed doing together was sleeping with each other and like good for them I love that for them, but I think also it's not unreasonable to want those things and You know, I think also being willing to to What's the word I'm looking for like you have to be willing to be vulnerable in those place in those spaces whether they're your best friend or not right and like that's that's key like I love Stover to death, but I'm never going to sleep with him. I never never had. I've only ever given him given him one hug in almost 20 years. We've been friends because we just don't do that and so. But like I will never allow myself to be vulnerable enough to sleep with him not my type not interested, but like I recognize it comes from place of vulnerability I have to be vulnerable and willing to be there so as you go through it, just kinda keep that in mind that like you gotta be willing to be vulnerable, but no, I think as far as like thinking about expectations and what not there for you Protect yourself and then just keep keep oh my God I've been rambling for five minutes My bad
23471135272024-06-15T20:22:30.577280+00:002024-06-15T20:22:53.863663232+00:002024-06-15T20:22:53.863663232+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageM(Sorry I was watching Brave and playing with the kitten while I was thinking)
23481135282024-06-15T20:28:14.374366976+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
23491141002024-06-15T20:28:14.374366976+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
23501196182024-06-15T20:28:14.374366976+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
23511209462024-06-15T20:28:14.374366976+00:0000+31639132913+31639132913iMessage
23521135292024-06-15T20:28:22.332456320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget worry about the rambling
23531135302024-06-15T20:28:34.313548288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget mind it
23541135312024-06-15T20:29:42.990762752+00:002024-06-15T20:34:25.364589952+00:002024-06-15T20:34:25.364589952+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\Downside to starting a thought process and finding out together where it
23551135322024-06-15T20:34:34.541619968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHahahaha
23561135332024-06-15T20:37:34.950448256+00:002024-06-15T21:03:25.806070784+00:002024-06-15T21:03:25.806070784+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageXHopefully the thoughts were helpful lol I can never tell but I like to share experiences
23571135342024-06-15T21:03:40.233828608+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage-Lol yeah it helps me feel less alone at least
23581135352024-06-15T22:35:49.346706432+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageyI have an app that gives me a daily message. Sometimes it
23591135362024-06-15T22:35:54.181124736+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_5C3EF5CA-B98F-4AFB-9DE6-2AC10EF20297
23601135372024-06-15T23:00:26.411796992+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageSorry, fell asleep
23611135382024-06-15T23:00:50.647521536+00:002024-06-16T08:28:10.859667328+00:002024-06-16T08:28:10.859667328+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&__kIMBaseWritingDirectionAttributeName
23621135462024-06-16T08:28:27.482051328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage*Because of the conversation we had earlier
23631135472024-06-16T08:28:45.136899456+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Of me not knowing how to connect with people on that level
23641135482024-06-16T08:47:37.835604480+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Can I be very vulnerable in front of you?
23651135492024-06-16T08:47:42.355756800+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOr with you?
23661135962024-06-16T08:47:46.690762752+00:002024-06-16T09:11:18.355412992+00:002024-06-16T09:11:18.355412992+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHowever you think about it
23671135972024-06-16T09:11:24.688358016+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYes of course
23681135982024-06-16T09:11:37.904806656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage&Sorry I missed the text completely lol
23691135992024-06-16T13:22:22.360681472+00:002024-06-16T16:35:20.678791936+00:002024-06-16T16:35:20.678791936+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_95039DB9-12A7-4BD8-AACE-787ECD737C8A
23701136002024-06-16T16:35:53.366235776+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Wait you sent me a 20 min thing lol
23711136012024-06-16T16:35:57.611419904+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI gotta sit down for that
23721136022024-06-16T16:36:09.218663040+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Yeah so maybe don
23731136032024-06-16T16:36:24.745796864+00:002024-06-16T16:46:30.523890688+00:002024-06-16T16:46:30.523890688+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage1I was not awake when I sent it not when I made it
23741136042024-06-16T16:46:32.084514816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao
23751136052024-06-16T16:46:35.808957056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOkay hahaha
23761136062024-06-16T16:48:43.071913728+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not good at it at all. I can be vulnerable but the entire thing is messy from start to finish
23771136072024-06-16T16:49:05.365249408+00:002024-06-16T16:51:34.001883520+00:002024-06-16T16:51:34.001883520+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!And that feels messy to me, sorry
23781136082024-06-16T16:51:48.068090496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI can listen to it
23791136092024-06-16T16:51:57.406915712+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage(You obviously wanted to share something
23801136102024-06-16T16:52:03.386530688+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageGet something off your chest
23811136112024-06-16T16:53:20.716687872+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagere right
23821136122024-06-16T16:53:27.362185472+00:002024-06-16T16:53:48.813325696+00:002024-06-16T16:53:48.813325696+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagell stop fighting it
23831136132024-06-16T16:54:06.727036288+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem shattered rn though I need to recharge before I can handle a 20 minute voice note lol
23841136142024-06-16T16:54:17.492927360+00:002024-06-16T16:54:18.315856+00:002024-06-16T16:54:18.315856+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAre you okay??
23851136152024-06-16T16:54:25.470494080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage>Did a two hour trail ride and I never ride horses anymore lmao
23861136162024-06-16T16:54:34.976082048+00:002024-06-16T16:54:35.339894016+00:002024-06-16T16:54:35.339894016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooooooo lol
23871136172024-06-16T16:54:41.437911808+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage"So it was quite physically taxing
23881136182024-06-16T16:54:45.289402496+00:002024-06-16T16:54:45.610958848+00:002024-06-16T16:54:45.610958848+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Girl I thought someone hurt you lol
23891136192024-06-16T16:54:56.362457728+00:002024-06-16T16:54:56.686146560+00:002024-06-16T16:54:56.686146560+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWas it fun?
23901136202024-06-16T16:55:09.451577600+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_9445775F-0BD8-4514-87D6-2A505BA3FE52
23911134872024-06-16T16:55:51.114470528+00:002024-06-16T16:55:51.497218176+00:002024-06-16T16:55:51.497218176+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage$Stunning! The horse is nice too
23921134882024-06-16T16:55:53.005105280+00:002024-06-16T16:55:53.402476800+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageyIt was! I rolled my ankle during the ride and then rolled my other one as I got off her lmao. But I
23931134892024-06-16T16:55:55.655388800+00:002024-06-16T16:55:58.949348224+00:002024-06-16T16:55:58.949348224+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#joke
23941134902024-06-16T16:56:01.491400960+00:002024-06-16T16:56:01.815746048+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageStunning! The horse is nice too
23951134912024-06-16T16:56:09.670687616+00:002024-06-16T16:56:10.108463744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLaughed at
23961134922024-06-16T16:56:21.449499904+00:002024-06-16T16:56:49.379877376+00:002024-06-16T16:56:49.379877376+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#Horses are fantastic, and so lovely
23971134932024-06-16T16:56:57.387256320+00:002024-06-16T16:56:57.905070080+00:002024-06-16T16:56:57.905070080+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOne of my exes, Maya (we were together for 7 years), was a horse girl. She haaaated that I would make constant whip and leather jokes
23981134942024-06-16T16:57:11.836896+00:002024-06-16T16:58:12.731466112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage<Yeah I like horses. I used to ride a lot when I was younger.
23991134952024-06-16T16:57:31.555634688+00:002024-06-16T16:58:12.731466112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFrom age 7-17 pretty much.
24001134962024-06-16T16:57:50.072458496+00:002024-06-16T16:58:12.731466112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Is when I rode steadily about once a week sometimes more
24011134972024-06-16T16:58:06.963533440+00:002024-06-16T16:58:12.731466112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,Now I just go on trail rides once in a while
24021134982024-06-16T16:58:36.106377856+00:002024-06-16T17:00:17.531318912+00:002024-06-16T17:00:17.531318912+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessages cool! Horses are super useful when you have land
24031134992024-06-16T17:00:24.949280768+00:002024-06-16T17:00:27.492959232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFor sure
24041135002024-06-16T17:00:39.623563264+00:002024-06-16T17:00:40.017483648+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages nice to get out of my head and into my body
24051135012024-06-16T17:00:46.793378176+00:002024-06-16T17:12:24.265574016+00:002024-06-16T17:12:24.265574016+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYessssssss
24061136482024-06-16T17:12:41.548983808+00:002024-06-16T17:12:48.075158400+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)Want to see the gayest I
24071136492024-06-16T17:12:58.554639104+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDoes the sun rise in the east?
24081136502024-06-16T18:27:58.590351360+00:002024-06-16T18:33:02.796960128+00:002024-06-16T18:33:02.796960128+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_574304C3-974E-49C0-B689-70297CE7328E
24091136512024-06-16T18:33:13.117086464+00:002024-06-16T18:33:35.301229696+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol yesss
24101136522024-06-16T18:33:40.412289920+00:002024-06-16T18:33:42.556545536+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_7DC85D7C-2253-45C5-862E-CE2FCCFAF2BF
24111136532024-06-16T18:33:54.310805376+00:002024-06-16T18:33:54.803139712+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLoooooong time ago
24121136542024-06-16T18:34:00.717175296+00:002024-06-16T18:34:01.277306496+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShort hair and a faux septum
24131136552024-06-16T18:34:34.449656064+00:002024-06-16T18:34:52.609163776+00:002024-06-16T18:34:52.609163776+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_4CB49928-0B47-4BEC-8479-4873106022B5
24141136562024-06-16T18:34:58.283675648+00:002024-06-16T18:35:01.730410112+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao I know
24151136572024-06-16T18:35:08.611747712+00:002024-06-16T18:35:08.970355328+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageHappy pride month I guess
24161136582024-06-16T18:35:27.205254272+00:002024-06-16T18:35:27.578343424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage`My friend asked me just now who my sexual awakening was growing up and I couldn
24171136592024-06-16T18:35:27.364230144+00:002024-06-16T18:35:27.809352832+00:002024-06-16T18:35:27.809352832+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessage0lol are you saying that for my benefit or yours?
24181136602024-06-16T18:35:45.328246400+00:002024-06-16T18:35:45.908297344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI genuinely don
24191136612024-06-16T18:35:45.737376+00:002024-06-16T18:35:46.251721344+00:002024-06-16T18:35:46.251721344+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI have MANY
24201136622024-06-16T18:35:54.964639488+00:002024-06-16T18:35:55.299353344+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget think I have any really
24211136632024-06-16T18:36:05.468321024+00:002024-06-16T18:36:05.781404672+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI had cartoon crushes though
24221136642024-06-16T18:36:12.395378304+00:002024-06-16T18:36:19.685995520+00:002024-06-16T18:36:19.685995520+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThose def count
24231136652024-06-16T18:36:18.599361920+00:002024-06-16T18:36:21.333431424+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget call them sexual awakenings haha
24241136662024-06-16T18:36:35.496044928+00:002024-06-16T18:36:36.121205632+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage!Tin tin was one of the first
24251136672024-06-16T18:36:45.416244992+00:002024-06-16T18:37:30.363590528+00:002024-06-16T18:37:30.363590528+00:0011+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefair tho
24261136682024-06-16T18:38:08.697298304+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage=Mine were Carrie-Ann Moss and Buttercup from Powderpuff Girls
24271136692024-06-16T18:38:23.367312384+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage,There were def others but those two
24281136702024-06-16T18:38:42.680101632+00:002024-06-16T18:38:47.639294336+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAWe also had a cowboy cartoon when I was younger called Lucky Luke
24291136712024-06-16T18:38:50.507581440+00:002024-06-16T18:38:50.835558656+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDefinitely liked that guy
24301136722024-06-16T18:38:58.365340416+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat has to be WILD
24311136732024-06-16T18:39:04.772337408+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAt least from my perspective lol
24321136742024-06-16T18:39:07.172806784+00:002024-06-16T18:39:08.980274176+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_D8389BE3-4DA1-45A4-A4F2-6C28F8398FC5
24331137732024-06-16T18:39:20.402262272+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageiI
24341137742024-06-16T18:39:47.016063488+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage[His whole thing was that he could shoot so well he could bore a hole in his own shadow lmao
24351137752024-06-16T18:40:26.746976640+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThen when I got older
24361137762024-06-16T18:40:46.585096064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a character from a manga series I used to read
24371137772024-06-16T18:40:55.978152704+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageWhich series?
24381137782024-06-16T18:41:06.349666816+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_014B297D-0946-433D-AC02-C20D660801AE
24391137792024-06-16T18:41:09.916858624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNANA is what it
24401137802024-06-16T18:41:27.164445824+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)But it seems I started having a type then
24411137812024-06-16T18:41:27.249238528+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOh, him
24421137822024-06-16T18:41:38.223872384+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageBut it seems I started having a type then
24431137832024-06-16T18:41:44.323306752+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage4I love men with long dark hair and feminine features
24441137842024-06-16T18:42:33.266227456+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAny particular reason?
24451137852024-06-16T18:42:47.588834304+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageI just think it
24461137862024-06-16T18:43:03.163485952+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot purposely feminine
24471137872024-06-16T18:43:23.636912128+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage5Just they happen to have a softness to their features
24481137882024-06-16T18:43:39.037314944+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDark hair is lovely
24491137892024-06-16T18:43:46.359193600+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.A dark-haired girl made out with me last night
24501137902024-06-16T18:44:08.276531200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageKI do also like facial hair though - so then I found out about Chris Cornell
24511137912024-06-16T18:44:27.912295552+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageRIP Chris Cornell
24521137922024-06-16T18:44:29.148830464+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageA dark-haired girl made out with me last night
24531137932024-06-16T18:44:34.869992320+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOhh??
24541137942024-06-16T18:45:56.167544832+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem a regular with a closeted gay man, her and I ended up on a first date at the same time. So we kissed. She proposed to me
24551137952024-06-16T18:46:13.080280320+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)He later tried to steal my phone and keys
24561137962024-06-16T18:46:32.543390080+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageThat sounds
24571137972024-06-16T18:46:34.378582528+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget really go out much anymore lol
24581137982024-06-16T18:46:37.861176064+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLol how did you get into that
24591137992024-06-16T18:46:59.414422016+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageFShe started flirting with me while I was talking to my friend Clinton
24601138002024-06-16T18:47:29.613166592+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageShe also had a panic attack
24611138012024-06-16T18:47:45.442264832+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget let go of me until I reassured her that I loved her
24621138022024-06-16T18:48:45.762419968+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageOooh
24631136752024-06-16T18:48:54.403181568+00:002024-06-16T18:48:54.774086528+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageYeah sounds
24641136762024-06-16T18:49:12.392409600+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage3The entire queer community is messy in similar ways
24651136772024-06-16T18:49:21.903148672+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages why I refuse to take part in most of it
24661136782024-06-16T18:49:33.853276288+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage6But the straights make me want to kms most of the time
24671136792024-06-16T18:49:48.800256+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageMSo I just kinda exist in the fringes of society where stuff is less messy lol
24681136802024-06-16T18:51:04.974810624+00:002024-06-16T18:51:08.197575296+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageLmao
24691136812024-06-16T18:51:44.597487232+00:002024-06-16T18:51:49.046234368+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget know. Like I said I wonder sometimes if I
24701136822024-06-16T18:51:58.211275392+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage#I would prolly say Demi before ace
24711136832024-06-16T18:52:05.772991616+00:002024-06-16T18:52:06.089192576+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not aro though for sure
24721136842024-06-16T18:52:07.598246784+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem not an expert in sexuality lol
24731136852024-06-16T18:52:24.203330944+00:002024-06-16T18:52:28.921196928+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage7Oh yeah I know about demi, I thought I was that before.
24741136862024-06-16T18:52:42.506301696+00:002024-06-16T18:52:48.000207872+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage;Until I had sex on the first date with a really hot man lol
24751136872024-06-16T18:52:49.866360448+00:002024-06-16T18:52:50.210176896+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAnd that was my first time too
24761136882024-06-16T18:53:01.762229632+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageUntil I had sex on the first date with a really ho
24771136892024-06-16T18:53:13.731594752+00:002024-06-16T18:53:45.708271232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem still proud of that one. Not many people can say their first sexual experience was pleasurable. But I can.
24781136902024-06-16T18:53:35.117860352+00:002024-06-16T18:53:45.708271232+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage`I knew he was no relationship material, but I knew he could give me a good time and a safe time.
24791136912024-06-16T18:53:52.348253696+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem still proud of that one. Not many people can s
24801136922024-06-16T18:54:22.838686720+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagegod that feels like a lifetime ago
24811136932024-06-16T18:55:00.140789504+00:002024-06-16T18:55:27.797311744+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage\I mean the last time I had any action was in October, and that was just mouth and handwork.
24821136942024-06-16T18:55:34.864610176+00:002024-06-16T18:55:35.253285888+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage8Last time I had sex was uh, about two years ago I think.
24831136952024-06-16T18:56:15.681251968+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessagewThat makes sense. I had sex with Holly (my ex) a few times in March but otherwise it
24841136962024-06-16T18:56:47.594298880+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget want to go through the motions with randos unless it
24851136972024-06-16T18:56:56.353370624+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage.Too exhausting and I ain
24861136982024-06-16T18:58:20.129502080+00:002024-06-16T18:58:20.815136+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget do the casual transactional thing
24871136992024-06-16T18:58:38.244633216+00:002024-06-16T18:58:38.734186624+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem a flirt though, but nobody
24881137002024-06-16T18:58:54.211084544+00:002024-06-16T18:58:57.444115200+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagem like one of those fake cakes in a bakery
24891137012024-06-16T18:59:02.730307584+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageAhahaha fair
24901137022024-06-16T18:59:49.326186240+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageJI find it interesting that here in Colorado, I get flirted with minimally
24911137032024-06-16T19:00:09.417495040+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget keep up with how many people flirt with me on a regular basis
24921138032024-06-16T19:00:29.114641152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget really get flirted with all that much actually.
24931138042024-06-16T19:01:21.945313152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessagefrom a man who obviously is trying to tell me he likes how I look
24941138052024-06-16T19:01:32.743841152+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessage2Other times I mostly just get asked for directions
24951138062024-06-16T19:01:44.213552512+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget really get hit on all that much
24961138072024-06-16T19:01:55.778608768+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessageNot to my knowledge anyway lol
24971138082024-06-16T19:02:12.797313408+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessages a shame, you deserve more respectful flirting
24981138092024-06-16T19:02:33.669661056+00:0001+31639132913+31639132913iMessaget get disrespectful flirting either lol
24991138102024-06-16T19:03:01.512133632+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessage)at_0_BB96A623-2C77-4C19-A7A5-EDFB20F15D4F
25001138112024-06-16T19:03:13.833394304+00:0010+31639132913+31639132913iMessageDI guess a short blonde is prolly much more common where you live lol
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